its heartwrenching to know that something happened. but not knowing what exactly happened. i really dont know what to do, what to say.
yes, i know its time to do something, but i really dont know.

this week is the first week where everything crammed together. everything crammed into my brain. i think im kind of alr conked out this week.
studies.hart olevel.tests.parades.fac trainings.
yup, i still survive through these and i believed i will. as long as you all are fine, i believed so.

yeap, a lot of things happen this week and last week. as long as i dont lose the faith the passion, i will still hang on. thats my promise to your answer.

im v sorry, all those unneccessary worries. ok, i really dont know whats wrong or i really dont know how to verbalise it. yeap, staring into space was all i could do. sorry.

it hurts too.
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to clique, i know ive been v srs since the start of this year. im really sorry for not spacing out a lot of time for you people.
and missing lunch tgt with you all in the noon.
staring in the air when you all were crapping. theres reason but im not saying yeap. im sorry :/