dead beat ):
today's the start of my art marathon ><
kay but today was very productive :D
i think if its not art remedial-.- i would have fall asleep.

hart extra lesson/remedial early in the morning at 8.45am
well, its been sup long since ive wake up as early as 6am(:
the feeling is :D
kay nvm thats not the point.
umm, well reached quite early.
went around the sch for site visiting to take photos alone(:

after that went back to art room.
received a sad news ):
kay it kind of dampened my mood at that point of time.
umm one of us in the progress of dropping hart.
to winglam, all the best okay :D we can still talk during egeog lessons (: heh and come and visit us whenever you can ;D jiayous! bu yao so stress le (:
so now we are left with 4ppl ):
all the best girls, lets brave through this 1 and half more years.
well, its the path we've chosen (:
bu yao zai break down le :D

alright. 3 came today. plus mrs lim.
ms ng dint come too ):
its been long since ive seen her.
is clara slacking at home after shes back from overseas? ahem.
so well the so called 3h lesson became a 7h long one.
started off with our canvas painting :D
i think i crapped a lot today. oops. ive turned talkative again._.
went hunting for acrylic in the storage room.
ahemahem. jieyi know what i mean lol.

well i brought everything except my acrylic paint-clapclap-
thats cus its heavy, not that im lazy-.- my dear jieyi.
okay the sketching took sup long. till 11am (i guess)
and jieyi was spamming my camera-.-
yes, i think she took more than 40 photos today lah ><
with candid shots of me, vel and the items. thanks ah.

yah i went beng kui while sketching >< thanks lorh.
totally got bullied. so well im end up with my full view painting.
kay chatted a lot with jieyi and vel heh.
like why i like art-.- hmmm im still thinking lol.
with jieyi ranting on and on too lol.

so there was this funny convo:

me: eh jieyi, the basket is staring at me and im staring at the basket leh-.-
jieyi: duhhh!

kay._. zz. thats how my oh so good bf suan me-.-
so after that went down for lunch. mrs lim treated us (:
hmm. i think it took more than 1h, oops. kay i admit its my fault :O
really sorry, i carn help it lol.

talked a lot. nyaa.camps.about life.art stuff and our new hw.
kay now 2 more hw added on to my load of hw ):
the talk was pretty nice (:
anyway after the holidays, 2 sketches each every week. let see how im going to die-.-
the good thing is i can choose the subject matter i like.
ahem duck for me? hahhha. maybe, perhaps :D
yup had an art game.
zz-.- so well i dint know why my brain link warranty to camera.
so the rest went on breaking into laughter.
jeesh._. yes i was forced to eat :/ hmmm. so well had it done in an one hour :D

went back to art room.
started off with painting.
so there was this funny thing that happened again :D

-a scream was heard from the art storage room-
kay at that time i heard something but dint voice out.

jieyi: did i hear something? was it mrs lim?
veldas: mrs lim singing the opera i think.
mrs lim: no, im not!

then ite mrs lim walked out of the room screaming lol.
paint been poured over her pants.

oops. kay hmmm, nothing much.
had some music to entertain us.
lol ahem. veldas wanted ___ (nvm inside joke lol)
yep, we use the comp internet XD
i really carn dont have music when im doing my art :/ lol.
but ended up it was super funny, and everyone kept laughing (inside joke)
jieyi left halfway to meet her mum.
so yep, im surprised i actually sit still for 4h and 30 min to paint okay -.-
and not ranting and jumping about-.- like how i usually does.
it was quite a sucess :D
photos next time. im lazy to load plus jieyi finish up my cam batt alr-.-

heh, i made mrs lim rmb of one art senior who have graduated.
well, cus im slow and xi xin and paint every detailed strokes patiently like her.
kay thats a good thing and not a good thing too.
which is why i often draw so slow ):
4h 30 min straight of painting and mp3, i haven finish my painting ):
left with a little bit more and the background ):
now im starting to wonder how i finish my final work during commons and mye in 3h><
kay another hw-.-

hmm, i learnt a lot today.
yup mrs lim is right. its okay to fail. but not to fail and dont know how to pick up yourself again (:
went home at 3.30pm. lol cus i need to go home and rest like now-.-
alright so day ended very happily :D
but oops, i dint go for cip ): kay im sorry yuhan,geral and kelly.
tuition later, haiiz. but im looking forward to it :D

2 more days of art marathon lol.
i know ive got a lot more to go, yes.
vattask-my good old 15oo words report plus floorplans-.-.object drawings.one stack of hw.and 3 more art outings :/.cip.loads of projects.
yes i know ive got to finish them by the holidays and im going to :D
not going to fall so easily again. :/
im hanging on (:
hmm, i may zi bi for this few days i think lol.

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oh crap, this feeling sucks.
to _______.
often crapped with you all still. but its like one to one thing.
very different. i just dont know how to put it :/
its been long since ive seen you all talking to each other alr ._.
okay maybe sometimes you all did. but its more of a shooting arrows to one another kind.
im sorry for that period of time for not being with you people.
yes i know ive got too carried away, sorry ):
maybe which is why you all hardly go out tgt.
maybe thats why you all are drifting apart ):
im just sorry, really hoped to pull you all back tgt.
we haven have any outing tgt this year :/ one soon? please?
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well i dont know what happen.
but i can sense that its just not the same anymore :/
im not a person who initiate too much. but well...
i just dont know what to do :/
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hmm thanks good old pal (:
for that chat. i felt really better :D
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kay i know its a sup long post lol.
yup before i go and zibi, i guess?