hey.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

taadah.

yt im not emo lah, i just ranting lol.

k geog revision done (more or less), eve and i decided to study tmr recess+lunch lol. so yeah. hart was okay i suppose. chem half of the chapt done. chi haven even started._.

k i wish i have 48 hours a day. look at the time now lol. and im still awake. im turning nocturnal soon. perhaps man gna words "walking in a world of art= walking in a world of sleepless days" yupp, yours truly totally experiencing it now.

2 more months to fac and end of vat. idk how im feeling. i feel numb, i think. and happy thing, theres sj annual camp! :D

alright. get that stupid lorms into my head. and im off to sleep. i promise.

Friday, January 29, 2010

i will remember your words. which is why im still hanging on.
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busy weekend ahead,omg. damn packed.
factraining>hw>revision for geog test>revision for chem test>revision for chi test>phototaking for olevel hart>V.A.T

wah damn. all must be done by mon-.-

Thursday, January 28, 2010

damnit.

im feeling like im facing walls and walls and more walls.
in this small enclosed area.
im trapped )):

trapped.

alright. im stuck v badly.

dk how to move on for vat. brain block like super terribly. k, explains my stoning/daoing/emoing these few days. completely ans your q right? lol. just sorry.

why not we just have coursework first-.- maybe i wont be so lost. argh. ok, huimin finish her oc for today? finally she started school-ing.(!!) LOL, i hope she doesnt cry for "mummy" or "daughter" lol.

nc'10 training after sch today. theyre srsly a bunch of ppl that cheer up my day today. (lol) horrrr, tall peopleee. all the v funny little things that they did during footdrill session today, simply lol.

k, phy test today was ok (phew.) k im off from here.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

flyyyyyyyy.

hah flyawayyyyyyyy. (k im random i know).

Sunday, January 24, 2010

all these while.

its heartwrenching to know that something happened. but not knowing what exactly happened. i really dont know what to do, what to say.
yes, i know its time to do something, but i really dont know.

this week is the first week where everything crammed together. everything crammed into my brain. i think im kind of alr conked out this week.
studies.hart olevel.tests.parades.fac trainings.
yup, i still survive through these and i believed i will. as long as you all are fine, i believed so.

yeap, a lot of things happen this week and last week. as long as i dont lose the faith the passion, i will still hang on. thats my promise to your answer.

im v sorry, all those unneccessary worries. ok, i really dont know whats wrong or i really dont know how to verbalise it. yeap, staring into space was all i could do. sorry.

it hurts too.
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to clique, i know ive been v srs since the start of this year. im really sorry for not spacing out a lot of time for you people.
and missing lunch tgt with you all in the noon.
staring in the air when you all were crapping. theres reason but im not saying yeap. im sorry :/

Monday, January 11, 2010

last post.

alright a2 for chinese. im not sad, im not happy either, ans for those q you all asked.

ive tried my best, alright maybe not. but it carn be changed alr. its a fact. so what i can change now is my other subjs.

if only i work hard, as hard as i did in sec 3 term1-3 and sec 2 eoy. need to really get that motivation back.

art is one subj i can ace on, if i get the passion of art back. yes im getting back alr! after receiving the q papers today. dont ask me why, im just happy all of the sudden. i love vat more than i thought.
both maths are subjs i can ace on. if i stop slacking, such a big blow for me. like from an a1 to a c5._. im very speechless that time. not going to disappoint ppl again pressing high hopes on my maths><
chem and physics are too! its time to go and discover how i did so well last time._.

im off to srs start off with ideas for olevel art. hah bye world.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

alright. 11th jan.monday.
big day. release of olevel chi. receiving of hart olevel paper (vat plus coursework)
all the best hart girls :D

im so dead lah please. stress lvl going to rise pretty soon agn):
boooo.
ok im tired. very very tired. still this doesnt not change the 50-8 drawings i have to hand up,+3 this weekend.

alright, im pissed off today, some of you might know. but i think huimin and eve made me happy :D heh. huimin die on the same day as me (?) LOL.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

and it wraps up everything.

alright im very lazy to do a reflection for 2009.
can actually say im busy enough too.

so just some thanks to those who have helped me throughout the year and also those who have bring a lot of fun and laughter in my life (: -

309'09 esp dorothy.evelyn.geraldine.jieyi.jinsui.veldas (really brought me a lot of laughter in class)
Hart girls (all those late nights :D)
4007 :D (half of the journey gone, its half more to gooo (: )
4108 :D (cute bunch of people who most of them are byl tsktsk)
FAC teams and mentors (the time that we endure tgt)
BLAC girls (funny people who nvr stop arguing and gossiping)

:D:D:D (L)
alright and its time that im gone from here to flyyyyy (:

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY :D
(dor made me addicted to this phrase loll).

Friday, January 1, 2010

happy new year.

activites since i last posted (: oh huimin scam me lah please, she forgot the flying date on 24th lolll.

so my last two days of 2009 was pretty busy. just rushing here and there for activities.

alright. went for parade on 30th after 2h of sleep._. (gosh, i wanted to sleep at 1.30am) alright nvmmm, so cca extra rhsl.footdrill.pumping+running session (:D) missed 4108 debrief ): watched ambulance played soccer (alright, i admit i almost fell asleep. k almost lah, i was too tired after a long day) taidi-ed after that while we wait for jeng, greg is such a scammer, booo.

and then dinner/lunch at mosburger. which was a sup funny plus sick plus digusting session. hor greg._. made all of us laugh till cannot eat. after that left early and rushed for tuition._. yea, im almost dozed off, yawns. just more and more stuff getting squeezed into my brain):

slept. woke up for 4108 squad outing with yf.biqi came late (she was caught running by mp lol). k not full strength but we have fun :D ahem waited at je mrt for close to 30 min? (ahem grace ahem). alright, headed to ecp. heh, we found a gf for jingyu on the mrt :D (rofl.) breakfast-ed.

after that stoned. er.. rent bike. played at the beach, found some wierd creature (lobster?scorpion? aye we dk) and finally threw it into the sea. alright soo i ended my last day of 2009 by knowing how to ride a bike>< evania and wanqing are great in teaching lol.

lunch-ed (biqi fast agn so she can eat more for steamboat lol.) photo session (aye grace snatch the photographer role from me.) soo im waiting for her to post. biqi left after that. we went off to bowling alley. too ex, so headed to arcade. spent quite a lot of time there hahha. though we dint play alot.

after that, left ecp. alright, im alr too tired so i lazy to open my mouth lol. headed home to countdown with family._. (dint get to go to grace's house to overturn her house rofl) "demure and cute" roflllll. alright, 2009 ended with a lot of laughter with 4108 (L) thanks for making my last day of 2009 great, ily. :D

if i have the time, i will post new year resolutions and thanks k.

alright havent finish up my hw._. 44 drawings (wow, im so dead). school's starting in 3 days time. sec4, haiiiiiiz. no life year, alright im ready to take up the challenge._. hart olevel.school.fac training.sj parades.blac. you will find it hard to see me on9 when school starts, yep>< alright grace lets fly together next year :D