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Monday, August 31, 2009

teachers' day celebration. lol, the aces day walk was oh so boring._. but you see 309 and 310 went high like nobody business xD recess. tio-ed attack by jinsui-.- shes so bao li one lorh >:

followed by nyaa stuff-.- which well was boring too. 1h of hart lesson (this is funny) 309 got pure for that 1h which was like super ridiculous so we got split up into all 5 pure subs which turned out to be messy.duh-.-

our supposed to be portrait sketch/vat task lesson turn out to be a gossiping/chit-chatting/laming lesson with miss ng :D (see how much i envy 105, rawh) although mrs lim instruction was use the last 15min to touch up on your portrait sketch. but you see after mrs lim left for idk what thing, we werent in the mood to draw-.- so ended up talking about lame stuffs with miss ng hahha. :D plus her counting down, "15min...10min...5min, burning time away." and miss ng got her "report book", lolll. 104 is cute can.

celeb was pretty okay. ashley dance is cool :D kaixin singing is funny, the eng part hahha. we got a good time teasing jinsui :D er, mr chia's handwriting was the best one alr xD he always make funny comments on our books, no doubt. and the one on the screen was dorothy's book (rofl, taken by eve) "how old alr, still dont know how to use the calculator","dont play folding and unfolding games with me","are you still in my class","dont need to hand in anymore" LOL. plus the photo of him with 309 boys' toy guns lol.

oh and i see my dear chouchou monkey toh and jinyichen today! tsk, yijin how long have you been missing from art class alr huhhuhuhuhh, slacker xD 'do you have the outing paper' rofl. jinyichen ah jinyichen (i dont miss you crap though, ahem).

jp-ed with clique afterthat. dor made me laugh like nobody business-.- (like srsly, when is the last time ive laugh so much) they with their jinsui story, rofl. which caused me to laugh till i tear and carn eat properly._. obv, they dint let me finish my drink >: lol met hanguang like 2 times and jejun,weikun like 3 times.

shopped around and they bought their carebears(my carebear is save from their toturing alr,woohoo). and they still dont want tell me-.- anw, eve is an easy target hahhha xD

i shall stop thinking. time for me to study my chem and maths test. redox is really killing me-.- trigo is not doing any better too ): plus huanglaoshi compo._.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

dint regret doing for cip today. at least stop me from thinking so many things :x

got scam early in the morning. zz, i feel so dumb to alight from my bro's car at je mrt and hop onto jieyi's dad taxi to science centre when science centre is so near my house. joke of the day man, rawh.

nothing much after that. took frizly as my trainee. uh idk how to spell :/ lol. so most of the time was tagging along with eve,dor and gabriel. you see gabriel's trainee is kenny, and ahem dorothy. lol. gabriel ended up laughing so hard ><

had quite some fun with clique when the trainees went omni. took photos with clique which im waiting for vel to email me. lol watching eve drink milkshake was fun :D (the suan-ing part lol)

uh i feel xin suan for them. uh... carn explain why, jiu shi zhe yang. ended everything at 5pm. dint go jp with them, sorry i was just too tired and feeling _. today ):

pack my room to start serious study for eoy tmr. motivation please.

next week gonna be worse. im sure of it man. week flooded with remedials alr :/ chem and amaths test on wed._. sj after school on wed (ah eng oral ><), chem remedial after school on thurs. hart remedial after sch on fri-.-

well life is stress as usual ): next year gonna be worse... im gonna split into numerous parts soon. plus thurs's art common results really demoralise me or perhaps us. im just speechless. need to pick myself up and continue. hart girls, jiayous. carebear care for you (:

i need to talk to geral. but shes at pulau ubin ): boohoo. and yuhan is gone at pulau ubin too = lesser crap during art class tmr ):

Friday, August 28, 2009

snapped.

this week is worse than last week-.- with so many things going on and so many things being pushed to me, best.

having spa after spa-.- 3 chem spa straight for conseceutive days (enough to kill). eating up into whatever periods that is available, like the whole of recess and missing assembly plus after sch._. ownage. see 309 grown smarter to bring lunchboxes when we have chem after/before our breaks. been staying back like 4 out of 5 days these week.

things were not right since wed but i tried hard enough alr. until today._. fine my fault, what also my fault. thanks lorh.

sorry girls. im very dao and sian diao today despite those jokes/crap/nonsense. sorry ): i guess i dint even speak more than 10 sentences since after recess. sorry geral, i kept dao-ing you during chem and ss >: and not replying to your questions :/ i just want to have some time to get over it. but that cartoon er cmi yea lol. (but it looks cute lah). jason, dont lie, see you're not that smart. your spy got exposed by me.

maths tuition cheers me up a lil bit. cher was funny but he was right afterall. 'you think too much, just follow your instinct' my zhi jue is quite right most of the times leh. best, he know my character through how i do my maths zz. nvm, im super gong today. and i dont really like linear laws rawh.

thurs was another sian day. just that i managed to not break down. talked to geral, zt and josh in the morning. basically solving geral's prob, another one who thinks too much -shakes head-
cip with 309 @ science centre tmr. something that helps to lift the load of my mind at least. but geral is at pulau ubin-.- sian.

one blow after another. best, i had enough of it. sick and tired of it like srsly. im speechless, dont wish to comment alr. so be it. damnit.

too many things on hand. too many things to think and worry about. dont wish to snap like a rubberband or break down agn. sian, i need time to get over these.

anw, thanks geral.thanks jason. (:

Thursday, August 27, 2009

drained.

累坏了自己

im drained by a whole chunk of activities/remedials that is going on >: fully explains why i kept staring into the sky these days.

i shall do a proper post this weekend after cip.

Monday, August 24, 2009

im saying byebye to my L1R5 this commons to be less than 10 ._. so close, 1 mark leh wth ): shall work hard for eoy :D though i guess this eoy gonna be a tough one :x

term 4 week 3. so close yet so far. i carn bring myself to focus, carn bring myself to slack too._. at least started on egeog and phy today :x lol chunyi,hanguang and jiaying motivated me that little bit. teeny weeny bit.

damn, my voice aint getting any better, aint getting any worser too ): vel's fisherman friend doesnt work (cus im not a fisherman's friend. wow haowei, how interesting.) glad thing is im not having dry cough :D

been enjoying myself in class recently. for certain lessons only, obv-.- 309 is a great class still :D laughing like nonstop during chia's lesson, but i did pay attention at least. unlike geral ahem. i think she gonna kill me sooner or later xD plus spamming eclipse/impact during lessons.

hart was cmi. pop art is _ (fill in the blank yourself :D) what makes pop art pop. what an interesting q ._. -stun- goodthing, im not taking paper 3 for hart during 'o' levels, rejoice! but still, i need to read up-.- everytime mr tan uses cheem art terms, the 5 of us stun._. commons exam paper is not back yet due to lack of time,expected, phew.

lunch was vulgarities/sick topic session._. you see with dorothy around, what can you expect lol. -clears throat- 'daphne is very quiet' lol, sad to say. i dint even open my mouth also tio shoot._. im speechless lol. but it was an interesting session. sorry, i rly carn drink fast :x wo bu shi gu yi de.

obv, after lunch. as soon as we enter the classroom, _ pms._. we were very speechless, duh. oh well, haii. redox is drivin me crazy ): suan le, i shall read it up on myself.

study date this thursday :D yay.

kay im off to study/tv/slack. lol. and i will be back this weekend. yep (:

Saturday, August 22, 2009

hectic week. fully explains why im so sian/stone/slow/lag this week. sleeping as early as 9.30pm, i wanted to start on my hw but fell asleep instead, sad to say.

no idea why im feeling so tired and restless this week. still, i need to improve esp egeog.ss.eng. oh crap ): eoy starts on week 3, people are alr mugging now, when commons just ended._. see how no life sec 3s are. like most of them are alr zz.

slept in till 2pm today._. thanks to the medicine that drove me drowsy. but still i have a long and nice sleep finally (its been ages._.) i miss sec 1 and sec 2 life like srsly ): those times were a great fun.

sec 3 life is really no life. being in 309 can be taxing and stress, though fun. sometimes demoralising lorh. oh and our classroom got a fishtank smell lol, due to the aircon zz.

art class tmr. im finally back in action, lol. (sorry girls) and mon.tues, totaldefenceproj yea. another hectic week ahead.

ive only finish my maths hw._. and now pop art ppt. "whats make pop art pop" interesting q._. lastly, portrait sketch._. oh damn. and after this weekend, i guess i'll be back to serious study agn.

Friday, August 21, 2009

results are back except for 2 more. chi.hart. quite/not so happy (:(

hart is screwed i guess, i'll be happy if i can get an a2 like srsly._. as expected, chem is not an a1. but i dint expect myself to get an a2. so good enough, quite satisfied alr (:

ss is screwed,told you. fail ss._. fail+fail=epic fail-.- and this time my combined humans gonna pull my overall percentage down. damnit ):

amaths was :D 33/35 (: dint expect it to be better than emaths before receiving it. satisfied with self. chia want to whack me cus of my oh-so-wonderful free hand sketch of the circle diagrams due to lack of time (i guess he had a hard time seeing it hah). "wo ta ni ah" lol-.- anw, i want my water wally(belly) ); he scam people one.

oh china trip is cancel. screw h1n1-.- goodthing, more time to study eoy. sadthing, overseas with half squad is gone ): miss yeo is funny "can you all give me some response, like if you all are happy or sad" obv, most of us are sad._. so another local camp arranged for us after eoy.

today was uh not so fun. nothing much actually. except that mr ren came to our hart lesson. lol and as usual it was silent._. and ms rani is nice to release us early for recess :D chem is boring. with miss chian nagging at our results ._. ss is okay. maths is funny, i think mr chia dint sleep last night, he was blur today hah.

tuition later. when im like sick now. oh im so heaty that my lips went so dry that it cracked and bled-clapclap- after school, nosebled zz (even better-.-) got a feeling, im gonna be down with a fever soon. gah.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

im dead beat after two long days. like srsly. sup lack of sleep ask those around me, my mind totally blank out today and half of the time i was in my own dreamland, daydreaming-.-

and i think i lose my balance like a lot of times today. forgot that i was holding on to the class key and made 309 waited outside during lunch._. sorry 309. (they were nice people :D)

yst was _. eat my breakfast at 6 plus pm, how great. expected when theres chem spa before recess-.- but parade was fun. ahem thanks for those suan-ing. oh, sidetrack, i screw up my combined humanities this time, confirm.

today was okay. nothing much during curriculumn. except the girls are harassing my carebear-.- (you see my carebear is popular) lol. they placed it at high and low places, made it jump,split and fly and i dont know what they did to it zz-.-

and art was funny. drove me to laugh till i cry and carn speak-.- life with miss ng is fun :D i miss those times ): lol veldas comment was super hilarious. "the tree produces women".

after school. hart agn. clara got excited with carebear lol. we're alr frantically busy this year, i wonder what will happen to us next year. drypoint was _ . senior invited back to demo to us, i think hes ke lian lol.

but its a new experience. umm, like washing hands with cooking oil etc. and tiner drove me headache till now. the smell stinks ): ended at 5 plus, drove all of us dead beat. homed with jieyi and clara after that.

amaths and ss paper coming back tmr ): ohno. thanks lorh timothy, you still have your commons on :D -laugh at you-

i think quite a lot of ppl screw commons this time round. hey people cheer up kay :D whats done is done, work harder for eoy. jiayous sec3s.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

im feeling sick agn ):

though i manage to have some good sleep yst.but now sore throat, headache, feverish. ._. never once after art exam that im not sick, i realised. i bet my doctor is going to nag at me as usual >< oh great.

oh pandadol is of no use anw-.- it just makes you drowsy. like i fell asleep while bloghopping, leaving my comp on yst night ._. good thing, my bro realised it. zz.

Monday, August 17, 2009

hey, im back(: im free now :D woohoo. im high today :D highhighhigh.

1. commons is over @ 5.57pm today :D yay monster, there you goes. bye :D lol hart preople totally got suan after most of 309 finish their pure at 9.45am-.- and though i dint manage to finish my art final piece (but it looks completed though._.) lol.

2. 32/35 for emaths commons :D lalalala xD gwen, im not crazy-.- oh the 3 marks is gone for nothing srsly. if it was not for my carelessness-.- argh. oh sad to say, maths defeated art lol. but still, daddy lost the bet to me, yay. he sounded sad, hah.

about yst, chiong art prep till 2.30am yst._. bro and dad wanted to accompany me. but well daddy fell asleep after 5 min-.- snoring away zz. bro lasted till 2am and went to sleep lol (or rather was chased to sleep by my mum). so as usual, mummy kept me entertain till 2.30am :D she was watching the tv lah lol. (some yuan lai jiu shi ni thingy)

best. anw, today was such a bore. you see, chem, half of the class staring into blank air, daydreaming. i nearly fell asleep-.- plus 36 'huh' faces. lol, nobody understand lorh-.- maths was hilarious, though chia scold scold scold, lol "你加这里，那里也要加，不然哪里会 balance" funny shit. drove the whole class laughing like mad-.- i guess we really upset him.

most of the time, i was entertained by geral lol. hor geral, scandalous xD goodluck man :D who ask you so big mouth-.- and ofc we tried to hack into her hp-.- what a great hp pw you have-.- zz. lol anw, it was funny. we tried a lot of funny combination :D like dor's vulgar pw-.- (as usual).

oh and geral gone crazy today due to maths results, lol. shouting "CONGRUENCY, SIMILARITY" in the canteen -.- which drove me, eve and dor to bu ran shi ta lol. anw cheer up lah :D

physics was at least more fun. though some were in lalaland. lol. hart exam was ._. , 3 hours was long, but i carn finish it-.- damnit. oh, it was really sian, its like dozing off-.- i think miss ng is more sian to invigilate us lol. song ru still rushing for her 'o's, hmm. next year ><

oh and goodluck jinsui,wanxin for clit :D jiayous kay.

half of clique went westmall, while the other half having hart test-.- lol. interesting lorh. wheres our pencilcase huhuhuhuh. lol.

kay im off to sleep @ 10pm today (great improvement :D)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

lack of inspiration. no arty farty feel. no art atmosphere. best thing, i've spill a glass of water over my prep work and the glass broke (how pro am i._.) hand hurting agn ):

half of my prep gone-.- equal to half of my effort yst gone agn. (best.) found out that gazing stars is a good way to destress :D and find inspiration lol. anw, i yearn to go to the beach,face the sea and scream (i must be crazy).

enough for art. i love physics more. yay, though the chapt on light for me is still very unstable-.- going to pon art tmr to do art prep. (how great-.-) sorry girls. i think i disappear from art class a lot recently._.

kay im off to study physics (:

Friday, August 14, 2009

//edited @ 12.23am.

i fear that i carn finish my art prep work on time :x im still stuck on my first piece of observational (see how great this is)-.- total gg.

tou hen tong ): but well i still carn stop working. and after that my hand will start to vibrate agn. (yay-.-). its another sui mian bu zu de ye wan i guess.

but still goodluck to the rest of the girls (: quai dian find your inspirations for those who haven.

my eyes are going to shut soon alr. but well... haiiz. forget it. shall stop thinking about it. happy thing today (: 7 papers down, 2 more to go. i screw up 1 of them, yea ss. total screw up. i'll be glad if i pass it-.-

the rest was okay. im happy with both of my maths at least :D im praying for a1s._. although 3 marks flew off for amaths alr. due to tangent and secant (expected) -.- how i see also cannot see, like mr chia say lorh._. "cannot see means cannot see, you see 100 times also cannot see" zz. totally gave up on that q. gosh. oh amaths paper was tedious, compared to a, e maths was way easier for once.

chem was okay. but i think i can say byebye to my a1 for chem alr._. damn. eng was :D summary was nice lol. chi gong han was not as diff as expected. lol. (cus its complain letter, you see.) egeog was not bad (: but i dont think i can reach my target this commons alr, argh.

today was fun :D clique cheer me up a lot, like rly. i laugh a lot. with dor's piano skills, which eve said its very vulgar, truth on dare (it was uh _. i know im lagging._. as usual.), and these 3 words "flirtatious","scandalous","hopeless" lol. yea you know what i mean hah. -shakes head-

they are going out on mon after sch ): obv. me,vel and jieyi carn go due to h.art exam. damn, i want my life :x gah.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i'll be gone till next monday :D 4 down, 5 more to go.

yea, after hart paper, i'll be back, active. lol. go on laughing your heads off-.- rawh, why must art paper be after sch and not during school hours. what is this. the same cycle of 3 whole hours ._.

yay. still im happy(: cus i think i dint screw the first 4 tests lol. but for tmr chem and ss tmr, im not too sure about them. hmm you know what i mean. northern ireland not getting into my tiny brain, and chem is gone.

art wont be screwed as long as i prepare for it. which obv. i will lol. my very helpful paper that pull up my overall percentage ._. zz.

so down with physics, ss and chem to worry about. and amaths-.- since the paper is set by chia and emaths was managable today. oh damn. tangent and secant (-.-)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

whats this, dad psycho-ing me to watch tv with him-.- when commons starting in 1 day time lol. night spent doodling, playing/spinning pencils lol. when im supposed to start on my observationals o.o

and im trying to study egeog now. with daddy watching the tv beside me. see how tempting it is-.- oh and i think jacky chan is cool (?) lol.

oh and get well soon chunyi. see i still care/concern about you lol. though im sad that i rank below _ kay >:

lol i realised eve's blog is a good motivation for me to study :O
satisfied with myself :D dint go out these few days alr :x yes, my family is stuck at home with me, yay (-.-)

i dont know why i carn bring myself to start on ss -.- see how boring northern ireland is, it always drive me bored and off to sleep. not a good thing at all. theres no art class today (its a good thing), at least i finish studying half of egeog (cheers!)

done with chi and emaths alr (: and still, tuition cher still dont trust my amaths >: lol, yea that teeny weeny bit on tangent and secant (yea, chia's fav lol). which is very shaky and drove my cher crazy lol -.- i just carn find, not my fault lol.

art (theres progress!) lol, at least got my research done alr. proper drawings later part of today, yea i promise myself._. (i will) dont wish to die next sun-.-

here i go, im off again (: to mugging + watching ndp lol. (i dont get distracted easily, hor chunyi). lol.

Friday, August 7, 2009

commons coming up :x how no life. mugging period starts :/

deadline's drawing near. 9 more days. damnit. counted lucky that hart paper is on mon._. but still, i predict that i'll have a lack of time. moreover, we got very interesting questions.not.

sorry girls for not going the outing today. yeah something crop up, so sorry :x

today is not a good day at all. im very _ over a lot of things. oh well, ive tried and failed agn. terrible. darnit.

limping around the school made it worse. oh well, regretted attending pe yst which makes the injury worse. shiat.

also cheer up,yating (: jiaying you too. and thanks lot meichia. long since we've talk to you alr :D it was uh entertaining and beneficial lol. yeap, and cy,zt (your words make a lot of sense leh lol), hw,jj,lq,jw too.

artfriend trip tmr agn. oh well, poor mummy. im gonna empty her wallet agn hee.

lastly.
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY QUA BIQI (sotong)! heh, enjoy your day yea. i want your big brain but not your big head :x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! (0608)

and photos before/during aep art exhibition.

group shot before entering :D

claraaaa lol. obv, vel snapshot us when we dint know on the cab.

mrs lim and mr fadly(: (oh man, hes not with us alr rawhhh.why is he just a trainee cher ): )

goodluck girls for upcoming commons esp. art prep (L)

kay sum up everything.bye.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

damn. im doing the wrong things like now. but oh well, brain block ._. it always block when my art q paper stood in front of me, smiling. no, i dont like you.

im lacking of inspirations, like seriously. darn. it always happen at the wrong time.

Monday, August 3, 2009

im free now. not.
its just that i feel like catching a breath like now :x
but still, eve im posting :D

at least ive got half of lino cut done, maths hw completed, filled in the eyes for my no eyes chicken painting and flora canvas done. yay. i feel accomplished, cool. (: i realised i tend to not delay mr tan's art hw._. hes like serious. art been depriving my time with my friends ):

here's the sad thing. art commons question paper out today,at 1pm. my nightmare starts. screwed up my lunch :x yes, i stare at those 5 q and those 5 q stared back at me._. damn. its so difficult. as usual, ive got no inspiration. questions getting more difficult as every exams passed by.

demoralising. i dont know what to choose, how to start off._. darn. i got a feeling i dont have to sleep on the sunday two weeks from now agn><

anw, _ pms agn. scolded and ite she laugh by herself for no reason. (!) good thing i dint screwed up my speed of reaction chem test. gotten an a1 due to that 5 marks, if not i would have done terribly too.

day was hilarious agn (: and i tend to 'huh' a lot these days. which drove jieyi and eve laughing like mad._.

and i'll be off till im free agn (: bye world.