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Thursday, January 31, 2008

erm...today nothing much larh bio exam was lik arghh nvm...anyway erm...quite a boring day for me...stayed bak after sch do cny decor...get chased off to home cus my dad cum fetch me at 5.45=.= actually is 5.30 de but i keep dragging the time lols. erm...decor was lik omg...im goin to print mandarin oranges and other stuff later ba erm then...lols. other things i printed also...haha erm...remove the decor at the front 2 board...lols. i was lik doin some mix n match with stupid colour paper and garlic purely slacking when im arranging lols....keep complain doesnt match...lols. im not an artist afterall...haha lockers there almost done 210! dun remove the ribbons!!! or u r gettin it from us ;D haha on my way home go canteen help geral check npcc notice board...so meichia and guys...at canteen they revising hw haha...saw miaopei tooo...in the car i slpt...purely slp for 1 hour plus so cum home can REVISE REVISE REVISE...now chionging chin...later do art and math haiiishh....im flooded with homewrk larhhhhh! D;

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

erm...tiring but fun day for me...fall in in full uni which was really tired...lols. i keep feeling thirsty when doin drills today...dunno y every1 in 40'07 looking so solemn today larh!!!BUTBUTBUT haha 41'08's first day in sj life...yeahh they had a long route to go and they had a squad strength of 24 larh!!! SO MANY!!!lols. they fall in the squad is lik BIG! ok wish them gd luck in the rest of their sj journey...see them rmbered when 40'07 first day in sj...lols. reply was lik YES.......SERGEANT.... rather than YES!SERGEANT! oh ya still got muster parade!!! YAY i got my fire fightin badge wahaha! the first badge of mine...;D erm...then still got wad arh...oh their bangs they learn their first drill i think which is stand at attention...ok their bangs same as ours last time bird shit bangs haha...anyway erm...today we learn slow march...it was fun larh...but i couldnt balance myself=/grrr...anyway lols. height discrimination again?lols. i dunno suddenly meichia say she can touch the tail of the lantern in the foyer or wadeva u call it...but serene say haowei can touch the above part of the edge or wadeva...lols. so russell haowei went jumpin to touch it and yeah they managed to touch it=/grrr...meichia carn reach hey stop havin height discrimination!!! then slow march russell was lik takin super big steps yala! i noe we leg short can lols. u leg veri LONG la! ok...return home veri late...haha tmr bio test...grrr...gd luck to 40'07 and mechia,serene who hav their tests too tmr!!!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

ok erm...nothing much...today was eng compo and i think i screwed it up seriously...now currently revising my history and polishing my boots...but somehow my boots doesnt seem to shine lehx...history was still quite ok for me cus i did listen i class...tmr got sj so i nid to stay back again...lols. full uni! YAY!sec 1s r cumin in tmr whooohoooo!haha then erm...yeahh full uni haven iron...haven prepare wad also haven do....later maybe preparing history notes lols. although i got it from gwen ler...anyway lim daph got stm seriously...she forgot that she had passed up hanguang and jiansheng chin wb to cai lao shi....and franctically they were finding...paiseh...and sry arh....lols. i got serious stm illness...ok let see...tmr morning open space we r suppose to do chin...cai lao shi ask me morning go pigeon hole tak some stuffs for them to do... 210...IF U DUN DO AND HAND UP JIAN BAO BY 8.30AM TMR, ERM...U WILL GET A 0 MARKS FOR THAT SECTION IN UR COMMON TEST! CUS MARKS ARE INCLUDED IN IT...SAME GOES FOR...THE PREVIOUS JIAN BAO AS HW !;D

Sunday, January 27, 2008

ok as usual went for art early in the morning and as usual i screwed it up too...haiish my poor acrylic really ugly and disgusting lik some kiddo painting...and as usual im totally too tired to paint...cus too early...and as usual im too lazy to concentrate so as usual i anyhow paint lols. ok let me stop all those "as usual" er...bak to point haha eh...after art...erm... chiong maths exam lo...lols. erm...haven finish my essay since it is to be handed up on tues...ok then acrylic not done yet...lols.erm...still got wad arh...math test haven finish revising...heading to imm soon...lols...to find for some cny clothes AGAIN! let see wad i had gotten ler...:
1 op skirt
1 op singlet
1 nike hangbag
1 bata shoes lols.

ok nxt...erm...haiish...fy had finally turned bak into his ownself YAY!!!! lols. freedom!!! ok nxt mr foo art...haven done all 5 omg! i was lik...goin dead soon so much stuff to do....ok...eh...tats all for today...daddy rushin me to off my tablet and go to imm liao ;D guys im FINE now!!! so i had turn into a happy go lucky daph again haha THANK YOU LOTS PEPS!;D

ok flaming time i suppose...bad and extremely terrible day for me...i suppose or rather it is...let see...

reach sch at 9.04am...i actually tot i was gonna be the last one to reach...but surprisingly im the 2nd...ok fine...u ppl wake up late i suppose ok nvm...went down sj training haha they were super zaiiiiiii can!!!!! ;D ok bought drinks blah blah blah...and tak key from chub open classroom door...and started doin...everything was perfect and fine until....

he started the subject...ok fine my opinion ONE.its does not even suit the chin new yr theme TWO.we dint say we wan their effort to go into the bin cus i noe hows it feels...we jus said tat...we r covering over it...and will remove all cny decor after the compet is over...and use theirs...fine since u think theres something wrong with tat...i got nothing to say.THREE. stop aiming at ppl who did not do anything wrong tat upset u...FOUR.if u think we dun put in effort..we say we did! if u think we dun put in effort...and the rest of 210 does by stayin for few...10 min...i mus say! u hav no rights to say we din put in effort cus we spend a lot of time in those stuff...

FIVE.if u think tat u r so called "weida"to cancel wadeva cds u hav i can say is a NO! when we guys neglect mr foo's loads of art when ppl cancel their tuitions and postpone it and got scoldings from their parents...SIX.if u think tat we r not responsible...then we dun even hav to bother wad to do to let 210 continue the glory by winning the compet...tats is wad called responsibility but not doin cus u r forced to!SEVEN.if u think tat we does not put ourselves into the rest of 210 shoes...i can say tat they dint put themselves in our shoes either...we had the same workload as them...or even more...but we still decided to endure and do.EIGHT.we dun hav wad other classes hav called bonding or the spirit...210 practically care about themselves and tats wad they does...NINE.cus u r on mc on tat several days u dun even noe wad had happen on those few days so u hav no rights to say tat the ics...did not put in their best effort. TEN.ics are also humans...they get emotional too...and obviously they do mental breakdown sometimes because of stress...so u had no right to blame us of breaking down too! when 210 practically does not listen to us.!

ELEVEN.if u think tat wadeva we do is wrong and wadeva u do is right....i can say SO BE IT! cus...i had put in a lot of effort...and wad i get is practically nothing...not a sense of gratitude...bt scolding and arguements...SO BE IT!TWELVE. since u think tat 210 is so damn easy to handle...prove it to us tat...everything will be up on this fri without us helping as we had already done loads of stuffs!THIRTEEN.imagine u r the ppl who design the drawing and u see it in ur own eyes of it being ruined wad will u think?spare a thought for the others hello!wad they had put it is practically down the drain i could say... FOURTEEN. if u think tat...we did not giv clear instructions...we did we posted on the blog we r stayin at last...the 6 idiots stay...as usual...only after some of us break down...they helped and all went home...and wad u see today was idiots plus a few who turned up! and i realli had to thank veldas and joejee for helpin out today they r the ones who deserve it! ;D

FIFTEEN.if u think tat...helpin out for merely 10 minutes !is wad u called responsibility I PROVE U WRONG!they do it for the sake of doin it...oh rather...they r not willingly to do it...so wad happen in the end...idiots reviving the painting again...SIXTEEN.if u think any1 of us had done u wrong SO BE IT! cum arrow ur pointer straight to us...and not involving the whole pathetic 210 into it SEVENTEEN. 210 being united PROVE US THEN! actions speak louder thann words and im opening my eyes widely but i dun see any improvement...how long mus i wait till i die isit? then the 210 can bond together...EIGHTEEN.if u think they had put in their efforts doin it...YEAHH FOR SOME OF THEM MAYBE...but some did not...if they had put their heart into it...and we can feel the sense of them bonding and tryin to help as much as they can...we wont had to redo it...u tot we guys lurv redoing it isit?

NINETEEN.through jt talking u can see how our class behave...he could be say as the most respected teacher we had respected in 110 last year...but ppl are playin tablet ppl r doin maths...does not even listen to him...or rather staring at the blank air day dreaming...TWENTY. u r not the u i see in year 2007...being a councillor big deal?ISIT?big deal till only u can council ppl, ppl cannot council u...wad crap u tokin...tryin to get pity from ur class 108 and the council...NOWAY!u does not deserve it...u r a good actor and i noe tat...tats y u r i cds...TWENTY-ONE."i din let my friends down but they let me down instead"quoted from u...think about it again...when did we let u down u does not even appreciate anything we did i can say so!and stop acting emo...210 doesnt appreciate wad we had done SO BE IT! i got no comments cus i noe tat we idiots had put in our best effort.

TWENTY-TWO. do u believe in miracle? seriously i think u seriously does...such as mooncake festival,clementi carnival,cnydecor,daily class cleaniness check...u think if we dun put in the effort...the god giv us the isit?when we get A star for cleaniness everyone cheering...clappin when we get a D wad they say..they went jeering...wad stupid WALAO hanguang! wad crap?i seriously dun think they deserve to say tat cus they doesnt even follow the duty roster!TWENTY-THREE.we r not ur chu qi tong...which means...dun vent ur anger on us...which we r not suppose to get a colding from u...cus we noe tat we had put in a lot of effort deep in our heart...so stop pin pointing us...esp. to jy...u think we machine is it...ppl do hav feelings we do hav bad temper and good temper too...so better dun try ur luck until one day i seriousl went furious...there will be no tian xia tai ping...

TWENTY-FOUR.we r not worth for ur scoldings...cus...we jus think tat the board does not suit cny decor...FINE WADEVA U THINK...but we got scolded for such a tiny whiny thing...u PMS isit...BU SHUANG WITH US ISIT...THEN JUS SAY...stop BEATING AROUND THE BUSHES.TWENTY-FIVE. about u...pls kindly wake up i dunno if u r still daydreaming or wad,is time for u to wake up...cus u r always scolding the wrong ppl...SO PLS STOP DOIN THIS TATS ONLY SHOW TAT U R BIASED!hey pls get things clear b4 u start scolding! cus we did nothing wrong or rather...if u r mad...to think we do everything ourselves and tats y we r in wrong SO BE IT! TENTY SIX.if we idiots not doin this u think 210 will do...i already giv u 1 week to prove it...cus we guys use 1 week to prove it too! so...PROVE IT TO US THEN! lik i say ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!

above r jus my opinion and im jus speaking out cus i dun wan to keep it in my heart...cus the 6 idiots r suffering...or rather some of them...thanks to han guang for today too! i flamed not cus of flaming...but i jus could not tolerate anymore...and if i dun speak out...one day i will mentally breakdown again...to hfy. DUN EVER THINK U R A COUNCILLOR U R VERY BIG, some of us dun argue with u cus we r lazy to!so wad if a councillor is bigger than a chair or vice chair...u still hav no right to scold them for nothing...cus they did nothing WRONG!seriously i hope u can change bak to the hfy i noe startin of last year...

erm...grats and sorraye time, thanks to shumin! who listen me rant and being mad...of course thanks for ur opinion and advices haha i wont follow ur footsteps de...and be sure both of us de taps are tightly screwed up!to garlic, erm...sorraye for ranting my anger ba lols. anyway thanks!ok erm...ya maybe u r right life is jus unfair...we carn eat a cake and enjoy it by ourselves...to jiansheng haha thanks too...for cheering me up...while i cheer u up too... ok to the rest 5 idiots and han guang dun treat everything too seriously lik wad i does i could say=.=or u will end up lik me?

Friday, January 25, 2008

seriously sometimes i do tink life is jus too unfair for me...everything cum to me lik a current at once and i felt realli pressurized...

the happy-go-lucky daph had gone mental broke down today...no smiles were seen on her face after enrichment today...not much talking to others...but rather keeping quiet and sulking...

yeahh my tap had gone unscrewed today...=/the first time i had really broken down...maybe im aint tat strong tat i thought i was...everything had change since secondary school...the life...the laughter, the unity...the freedom almost EVERYTHING...i rmbed clearly when im in pri sch...i broke down even for the minor things...but this time is totally different...maybe this had all been written as a book of dairy and never happen again...

i had realli felt presurized, depressed and upset...until i carnt control and cried it all out...i feel tat is hard for me to put a smile on my face this times...i feel tat 210 bond had become much more fragile after every class project...i feel tat im drifting more and more far away from 210...

maybe is jus tat ive changed...or maybe i had set an expectation jus too high for me to achieve...maybe maybe maybe...i seriously jus hope to do the best of my ability and to thrive as high as i can..but this is never ever noticed by anyone...how much effort i put in i still get the same amount of work, the scoldings and ranting from ppl...or maybe u could jus say tat ive treat every word u all said and i heard too seriously...although sometimes i maybe smiling...but i can tell u is not a really good feeling im experiencing down in my heart...

im a person who treat everything seriously and put in my effort to do beyond my limits...even little words tat hurt me...i will feel hurt and sad...maybe is not hurtful when it is said to u guys but to me YES...and i mean it...for ppl who know me long enough...u should noe tat lim daph is treating everything so seriously all the hurtful words...tat i will remeber it in my lifetime...

maybe is jus wrong for me to be good in a kind of subject called art...but tats how i born to be...life is gettin much more pressurized and stressful as the day goes by...and 210 is lik a train who cannot overcome obstacles...and had mini arguements...until today when some of the 6 idiots broke down...i seriously hope u can see how much amount of effort we had placed in...how much time we had wasted...how well we hoped 210 can be...and not opposing u guys.

stayin bak every single day...painting and sketching...neglecting homework and cum sch to chiong tats wad the 6 of us had done for the past 4 days this week...tryin to finish as much as possible...even pon-ing cca or cancelling their tuition...this is how much we hoped 210 can thrive!

but...u guys jus treat us as invisible or rather ur "chu qi tong" till we finally feel the pressurization, stressfulness and broken down...u noe how much effort we had put in...and nothing was gained=/

i hoped u guys will really understand after today incident...THANKS TO:those from 210 who had put in their best comforting me...and esp. shumin,kelly,gwendolyn to hav tak their time off from their class to comfort and talk me out

to jieyi,bryan,garlic,jiansheng...to hav to chiong the cny decor among the 4 of u guys... sry...i realli had no mood to continue painting or rather decorating...SORRAYE D;

Thursday, January 24, 2008

erm...in school practically nothing much lots of TEST TEST TEST r cumin...haha erm... and i started my maths la...lols. dun wan to flunk it...ok today in school practically nothing much...is tie day and i hate it...lols. jus dun lik to wear tie...bio was okay la...PC...erm career thingy...i chose both arts and entertainment and hospotabilty lols. cus erm...ambition architect, any type of designer or doctor?lols. dunno=/lols. din think so far ahead...haha din even noe wad i wan to tak up for sec 3 course la...ok lets see... nxt maths go through...it was ok la not too bad at least i understand...assembly police thing i almost fell asleep today simplay tied=/then malay erm...if orgot wad we tok about...english omg 3 periods but it was okay...got call to answer questions and i anyhow answer lols...ok next was...erm... cny decor...ok 4 idiots stay bak nia...one pratically slack...i at least finish my erm...upper half of minnie...haha garlic finish the mickey ba...ok and jy cut the mickey mouse head lols. erm...next is eh... stay till 5 plus lah... haha sry sm to hav untie the rubber band...cus gwen untie mine and dun giv me bak HUMPH! ok lets see... at least we finish something...homed at 6 plus ba...so finish my hw now resting...SIMPLY TIRED );

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

okayes...im practically tired...lols. ok sch time nothing much la...erm...ok seriously nothing haha enjoy the chem and history lesson i think=.=then after tat yeahh sjab...lols. first day in half uni for sjab...haha got a new girl called jocelyn(sry if i spell ur name wrongly)erm...she in 201 and join sjab...haha...then after tat...sec 1s! yay found out tat we had 24 members in 41'08!then...er...startin miss ras went to release us at 2.20pm! yay! so went to the toilet to change sj half uni ba...haha then after a while sm came...wait for her...went bak to 210 polish my boots...till 2.05pm=.= then after tat went down with haowei,russell and shumin haha so off i went down...din went to eat lunch=.= cus no time and i dun feel lik eatin so i ate sweets instead lols. then after tat refill bottle put beret ok it looks real wierd...and is practically hot with the hair net...=.=ok after tat...erm...fall in opening parade...then drills drills drills...ok our drills today was seriously not up to standard! omg...cus erm...some ppl holi din cum then they learn all in lik 5 min?lols. so they all went mixed up...and jengwei timing at first also went mixed up but after tat it was bak to the old good timing(:erm...then...after drills...pt time! so went to change out of half uni and into pt kit...lol do erm warm up then 4 sets of 10 each la...after tat...went running around the school up to 6th floor and down and up to 6th floor again and stay at sky garden...erm...cool down exercise was done there...then after that games and cheers!!! HIGHHIGHHIGH haha...then erm... ran all the way down to canteen change bak to half uni and fall in to close parade haha so change out of half uni again...and homed(:

Saturday, January 19, 2008

erm...more about INITIATION... erm...not bad la...except bad things happen...haha erm... sj photos r not up yet...i only got one photo taken with miaopei...but lazy to post it up...so...photos nxt time then post ba...

then...startin was ok went to sch with lots of things-a bag of oak stuff,shoebag,and full uniform...ok then...cum sch by car so not tat bad...reach sch...same thing practically nobody...ok skip skip skip...recess was lik every1 polishing their boots great thanks to geraldine(:haha then russell and shumin boots were lik omg! ok erm...then skip skip skip...after sch...nid meet chub so after tat tie my bun then rush down to...canteen eat my lunch...and fall in at lik 2.15pm?not sure lols. ok then...our last few min of oak...lols.now i missed oak...

ok nvm...so tak attendance attire check and wadeva...we hav a most number of ppl of 19 on tat parade compared to other days...bobby din cum cus he went bak to china i think...so no full squad strength...then after that rehearsal...sir only pick few ppl...and i kenna tio ...lols.er...still got many others la...only one time rehearsal then after that change to full uni...lost my belt buckle...meichia say cannot leave the toilet unless everything for full uni is on...lols. so jingying went to find my lost buckle=/er...THANK YOU to her haha...yeahh she found it...then alice help me put my nametag on...cus nobody can put their nametag on by themselves...haha so THANK YOU too!(:erm...then change into my boots, place my hairnet...and went to fall in...38'05 check our attire..

then carry on with the actuay initiation...lols. erm...march in...hentak...then...all those things...sirs and mams help us put on our beret than yufeng help us adjust it haha THANKS! erm...beret of wrong size was put on...for some ppl cus they switch...place...and the paper notified was not updated...so ppl who had beret of size 7 or 8 tak a size 5 de seriously bad luck for them lols...erm...pledge was skipped...cus i think they forgot...then brief by sir about fac compet...ya and other things happening in 2008 then after tat...went bak fall in to tak our pledge...something bad happen decided not to say...after all erm...closing parade...and its photo taking time...haha meichia does a lot of mickey mouse action...ok then we had a lot of fun photo too...no serious ones were taken...sweets given out to us by serene and meichia THANK YOU! haha ok then homed with miaopei...and on our way met junleong yeahh...so to...

40'07 we hav make it so far through all obstacles..such as ksj and bfa and many many more...rmb the time...we were erm...worried about ksj, serene and meichia gave us some clues haha THANKS! and the time when we were all fed up about bfa and gone practically mad thanks to seniors who had comforted us!takin time on extra days to teach us too and on msn(: ended up the theory was lik easy=/we were jus over worried=/ cca extra and open house...had seniors with us...to help us out...feel great havin u guys around me...for sorrows and happiness...thank you! PASSION of sj will continue to grow and we will go BEYOND OUT LIMITS.

ok...its time for me to say something..im realli gettin pissed off and fedup for the past few days and seriously i hope those who i had lost my temper at will realli forgive me...yeahh this week can be said to be a terrible week except for the initiation in which im posting when the pictures are uploaded...seriously 210 is havin a super big petition i could say...NOBODY CARES NOBODY BOTHERS...and to actually think of it I DUN EVEN THINK U GUYS NO WAD WE R FEELING, or u guys actually jus simply blamed tat its our FAULT...and to the rest of 34 ppl in this class, excluding us the 6 idiots...i dun think our 210 motto sounds right"one more all, one for 210" it seems tat day after day our bonds jus get too fragile tat it actually shattered...and to whoever tat would will start hating me after this post i SIMPLY dun care...dun think tat wad u guys say r not affecting me...but actually im jus tryin to act kind and return a very fake smile on...my face...but seriously im a person who do cares wad ppl says good or bad comments... but i'll will always rmb the bad ones...and nvr forget it tats wad am i! anyway whoever who wan to backstabbed me or wadeva u can u SERIOUSLY can...but im jus statin out my opinion...even a girl from 211 can even see tat im havin moodswing this few days...and can even sense tat y we r the only 6 idiots doin and where r the rest 34...dun u guys even notice?so wad if we ppl r gd at art or wadsoeva u dun haven to literally pushes everything to us...for an example...for the card thing...some clique i prefer not to name it out...actually sabo ppl by writing the names all the board all by themselves...if u guys had some brain tat is still working it will happened tat ur clique will nvr even..."tio" to be the ones to draw...cus u were the ones saboing...u wont let us change our name...but do u noe tat if u were the one drawing jus cus u were sabo how will u feel...SPARE A THOUGHTS FOR THE OTHERS i could really say...yesterday bryan and jiansheng ask for opinions wad they get was no replies SIMPLAY NO REPLIES NO RESPOND...but do u noe tat...if u had no ideas...y u guys started to scold the chair or vice chair or any1 of us...tat they din put in a great job...however in class no response...so mj decided to say that we did not discuss with them in class...but went doin it all ourselves...u think we lik it arh? u think 210 cares?jus lik we discuss with u guys we get no response simply silence...u noe how we were feelin at tat point of time...6 of us idiots tried askin any1 could stay bak on tat day to do...i noe is abit rush...but the 6 of us do cancel all our appointments after sch to even do it...tuition classes...ccas and wadsoever...but do u noe tat we r actually scolded by our teachers by helpin u guys spend a 3 holy hours...discussing...and nobody actually bother to stay bak when we asked and wad we replied was they r not free...ok fine...much more tat u wan to go home to play to rest or wadsoeva...so...now 2 weeks to deadline...hav u guys ever wonder if we 6 r not doin...wad will happen JUS STOP TREATONG EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED..we guys can actually not be ddoin....and leave it jus there...but at least we hav some sense of responsibility... to actually do...u noe we guys had the same load of hw as u,the same load of exams as u...and the 3 out of 6 of us had even chub art tat we wan us to be handed in by 2 weeks time...u think we r so free to do...and even so free to listen to u guys spammin nonsense...ANSWER IS NO! u noe how hard we the guys are tryin to struggle for the products to be up on the deadline which is 2 weeks from now...AND I THINK SOME OF U GUYS DUN EVEN NOE OR EVEN BOTHERED...wad u said was u dun even discuss with us...but actually we DID...and dun ever say tat u stay bak for the sake of staying bak...CUS U THINK THE 6 of US LIK DOIN IT ISIT! i noe we were hated by u guys...I NOE TAT...but...dun u think that u guys passion to 210 had lost...u guys spirit had been low...u guys r simply not doin wad u r supposed to do...and our bonds are seriously fragile...TAT WE R EVEN HAVIN FIGHTS...imagine i was the been consulted first by one from the other class or even my seniors...but not from u guys which we had spent 1/4 of our day with...SERIOUSLYI POSTED THIS JUS CUS IM SIMPLY PISSED OFF ALREADY...and I POSTED THIS CUS THE 6 OF US R GETTIN MENTALLY UNSTABLE...lastly I POSTED THIS TO WAKE U GUYS UP...and stop giving us those kind of we will do it for u attitude...we r all part of 210...and we should work as one and not QUARELL...i noe through this post i can be seriously hated but i realli nid to say it...cus the 6 of us are breaking down real soon...and we are not ur maids or even ur robots to help u guys do all ur stuff and solve all ur problems...and we carn do things faster too...i hope tat this post will really wake the rest of the 34 of u up...SERIOUSLY I HOPE WE CAN BE BONDED LIK WE DO IN THE PAST...DUN U GUYS EVER RMB THE HAPPY TIMES...and always we are the 6 only spammin all our troubles all about wad we feel to each other of us...UNTIL TODAY WE R REALLI GETTIN PISSED OFF AND CONSULTIN U GUYS!i noe this post is a bit harsh...but pls dun mind it...and i dun mean any harm

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

finish hw liao so sj uniform time blouse nid iron again...then skirt also...boots r done and they go in to my shoebag...ok after my mummy iron finish uniform into my uniform cover...oak stuff haven pack...haven find my 1.5 bottle ok nid to pack my sch file lols...so toay sch was ok realeased at 3pm cus of dodo...speaking nonsense...ok wadeva is scolding...history at least i finally understand...art was quite fun i could say...music was terrible all those singing...er...then still got chin was slpin period for me super tired u noe...then...goeg was quite fun im startin to enjoy geog and understand it, er...still got wad...eh dun hav le lols. all done...ok gd...so tmr sj initiation parade YAY!!!!3 cheers! lols. anyway er...not bringing tablet too many things to carry for me tmr liao so decided not to bring okayes time to draw the shoes so i'll end here, this post is super random i noe lols.(:

Monday, January 14, 2008

erm...ok post for today?practically nothing much done all my hw liao so is my freedom time...lols. mummy wont scold me for not doin hw wahahaha...erm...hw still ok la for today math was hard...haiish...then in sch still ok...chin can go fall asleep,eng and acc too...lols. then erm...chin tok a whole chapter the cher is lik goin at rocket speed,then eng slpin time!, then after tat bio yah...got seating arrangement and dun feel lik sitting there seriously with stupid mj keep turning his head around and actually placed the agar into my pencil case...lols. cus actually he went to put in geraldine then somehow it happen to be in my pencil case ok fine stupid mj!then erm...after tat is er...math...ok crap indices so damn confusing...so my math still left 2q,wait for daddy cum bak then ask...then er...lit lols. chao funny la miss nornie im startin to enjoy lit lessons...she keep whispering and i actually tot she was singing ok wadeva but a veri veri enjoyable 30 min of lessons without books and anything...lunch was erm...no lunch cus went queueing up for lit books and they say haven arrive ok CRAP!then acc instead of doin acc we had o level crap ok wadeva...lols. spent my day tryin to collect the edusave form for the chin newspapers QUICK HAND IN FOR THOSE WHO HAV NOT HAND IN LATEST MY TMR!(:then still got wad arh homed with...kelly,gwen,jinsui,peiqin haha on the way super fun so on 185 met shawn,corrina,russell and wallic...and u 2 stop tryin to call my hp! dodo!anyway er...halfway bak home with gweny RAINED...and im so called a little drenched fine wadeva...so super unlucky...haiish...nvm and is not fun to be in the rain gwen tan! lols.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

haiiz im lik veri tired of drawing in my art class lols. cus er...many pro ppl around me...haiish seeing tat everyone's art was so damn nice is lik omg... haiish...should not promote to western B...:(tio scolded by cher today jus cus my sky i dun even noe y can my sky was lik nice? he said its not blended well...and is lik yellow and blue blend to become green can?wad crap hes tryin to say...my sky was lik ok wad who cares about him anyway...did feel lik tryin hot colour but...dun dare=/yess theres time where daph dun dare to try things...such tat usin hot colour and cold colour in art lesson...but i always use it in eoy exam for art or art in sch...cus i think tat it is skill tat will giv me much more marks?wadeva i giv up lols. i think tat ppl around me are pro but they think that im pro?i mean western B de...seriously western A is too pro for me...lols. cus they lik draw so uber nice can...yeahh im their juniors...and sec 2 is the youngest in tat room of 2 levels...other rooms hav lower levels jus lik last yr when i was in teens special...and i feel good cus im in the highest lvl in the whole room?i dunno y lols. anyway mus try to improve if not the older batch go off... and its my turn to promote to western A the whole blac will lik deprove lik hell cus my level dun draw well?=.=

Saturday, January 12, 2008

er...sianx day for me...wake up lik at 9.30 which was lik super early for me cus...always sat i slp still lik 12 plus? but today diff la keep coughing in my slp...COUGH COUGH COUGH...and i think goin asthma soon so i carn get into slp and...wake up hav my medicine now posting, blogging and watching tv...later maybe polishing boots lols. i said maybe...cus my right boot still not tat shiny...ok then i currently got nothing to do now...my bro still slpin my mum went out buy food for us i think...msn practically nobody think every1 still slpin can? lols. tok to gwen on msn but she got no reply la arghhh think she eatin breakfast or watchiing youtube wadeva shes doin larh...haha anyway bad gal bo reply me de im lik nudging her lik mad haha...ok im lik much more evil as the days go by weeee! erm...lets count 4 more days to initiation! wahaha!(:

Friday, January 11, 2008

today e-learning day practically i goinn mad geog was lik uber hard ok wadeva...anyway the system went sot, mio went sot, msn went sot and i resulting using ebuddy so it was a total crap morning for me...arghhhh): lols. at least i finish but now arghhhhh i carn find the math la crap la....ok second thing!haha i lurv sjab! anyway glad to hear tat we still hav a squad strength of 20...lik things hav been goin all right! her mum agrees,yay!!!! finally after one week things were gettin fine! haha continue to be a gk ba although u dun tok to ur mum over 10 sentences but at least things r gettin better yay! haha few more weeks im sure she will tok to u as usual ;D haha remains happy and enthu kayes? high high high high! haha initiationnnnn coming this wed...im super excited lookin forward to it...yay is 40'07 day...heys we finally emerged out strong and cross over all obstacles during bfa! rmb the time when every1 was practically mad over bfa...seniors help us, serene and meichia help us, yufeng and yihui confronted and tell us not to worried...great thanks to all of them!but now its all over;D yay...heys 40'07 lets be zai on tat day super super zai lols.its our day our parade weeeee! im lookin for it...haha my passion for sj has grown again!!!! in love with sjab(:

Thursday, January 10, 2008

BOOHOO): fine im drenched after a veri veri heavy rain...lols. haha erm...fine day for me at sch but not after sch...homed with gwen and kelly wahaha then kelly becum luo tang yang?cus she mehmeh lols. erm...then after tat...my wound omg...stupid cut on my ankle is super pain jus cus its drenched other the water...i tak the plaster out i was lik omg! veri big cut la...ok forget it at least now is better...im quite sickish COUGH COUGH COUGH....argh!!!!! lols. erm...still got wad arh?eh...o.o sun got art la...feel lik pon-ing ok wadeva sun is water colour right?at least better so maybe better go lols. arylic week i pon?cus i seriously hate acrylic my acrylic is lik eeeeekkkk....super disgusting and ugly...lols. tmr no sch...e-learning day yay! but i cant slp late la arghhhh! grrr....one slpin say for me also cannot lols. i pigged a lot=/erm...then my books tio drenched is lik the bag waterproof...but then on top of the book is dry...only below the edge there then wet la crap la! anyway now im lik letting the books to dry...then still got polishing...ya soon goin to polish my boots ler...haha ok done with my post ba....(:

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

er... okayes let see HAPPY BRITHDAY GARLIC FIRSTLY...today quite and okay day for me...except i dun even noe when i had a deep cut at my ankle la...so maybe no ankle socks for me argh...is lik super painful and im lik walking...or rather jumping with one foot lols. erm...then lessons lessons lessons...recess went teaching wanda and xinyuan their bandages...lols. although me and sm din finish by the time recess ended...WANDA JIAYOUS FOR UR BFA RETEST OKAYES!BU YAO HUI XIN!lols. found out from jin sui that theres no lunch and i was lik omg! so confirm mus eat lunch b4 sj parade...so erm...math was lik blur...history was worst ok wadeva,CEP was taken away for chub for math...then still got er...SJ PARADE yeah...went to changed with sm lols. took us super long haha...met joey and pearlynn they jus cant get their bun tie properly o.o then sj was lik BENEFICIAL,FUN,GREAT...lols. i ferget the rest and we went makin serene laugh lik mad...then still got ya probably INITIATION PARADE nxt wed, 40'07 big day sia is lik haha excited...yay! i waited for this long long le...when we get to wear our uni...bad thing nid polishing...lols. anyway leant belok...belok...belok and old drills and tugelaka or howeva u spell...lols. anyway the training is BENEFICIAL...cherng yew timing super super loud can...then jeng wei is super blur today somehow...and it seems lik hes missing his gf according to the ambulances lols? then erm...ya homed on 185 with miaopei,wallic,russell...okay bad bad terrible trip home i hav no peace at all on the bus...): and and and and i realli hope tat 40'07 will hav a full squad strength is aint difficult right is jus lik we got 18 squadmates today? so 2 less nia get them bak hmm...guys stop pon-ing...it had been a veri long time since 40'07 dint hav a full squad strength of 20...):

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

blah blah blah ok today im rather or seriously sickish near the last few lessons i dunno suddenly de...so i dun talk much sorraye... anyway homed with gweny on 185 met rachel and joey haha lols. she tok about bryan yeahh i noe him and he din speak bad words about u lols. haha then er...then today practically no hw so i only do my hist then went slpin cus i veri tired wake up eat dinner...then pack bag and er...i went lying down resting again...stupid virus get away from me!so hope i will mak it to sch and sjab tmr cus i realli wan to lols...ok tmr got sjab lah i practically lose my voice now seriously...hoped i can mak it to sjab tmr...anyway bfa retest for those who dint fail or went to holi so dint tak...lols. wish them gd luck and JIAYOUS...lols. our theory is super easy, our practical for cpr is scary when i first do it but long after get use not so scary anymore...lols. hemlich manoeurve was okayes cus serne was not so strict is guess then bandaging was also lik omg...cus my bandaging is super lan la...okayes nvm...er...im bringing my crepe and triangular bandage tmr so if u guys wanna practice u can cum lend from me...so still got wad arh...er...tmr i seriously hope we will hav full squad stength lah its a super long time since we achieved that can...haiish...(:

Monday, January 7, 2008

erm... ok hav neglected my blog too much...so decided to post...and then read sm blog jus now realli felt prettaye sad...SM! jiayous persuade ur mum to let u stay in sj, dun go!!!haiish...its not ur fault u see?u had realli realli realli done a great job since the first day of sch... REALLI! anyway sun okayes my first day in western b ba go there blur blur de dun even noe if promoted see last yr same lvl as me de still in same lvl i went sittin there and tio scolded=/wad crap la i dun even noe right, still say wad dun even noe wad lvl u r lols. anyway who cares first lesson soft sketch luckily i brought both my acrylic and pencil sketch stuffs... phew! ok hated it lik core soft sketch is jus not wad i ace in wahaha nxt week water colour finally la! anyway who cares? lols. er...today mon!so sch ok la chin teacher is lik omg forget it i lazy say about him ler...ACC i almost fell asleep seriously anyway homed with gwen and kelly wahahah(: