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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

just here to take a break from those studying._. regular chem and maths tests we've been having these two weeks-.- been studying till 1am these few days alr._. still i havent started on my art-.-

oh and did i mention i dint fail my redox test lol. though i got that ridiculous disproportionation qn wrong-.-grade is still stuck at a2>< not improving,not deproving too. every maths topic test results still give me that little hope for other sub and motivation to move on :D

day was damn _ with _ pms early in the morning, how can it not be. shouting at the class for no good reason-.- losing trust on us, aye whatever. geral, dont sad/angry le (: very not worth it lorh. dk how many times _ pissed the whole class off these 2 weeks alr. suan le, xi guan le-.-

still, today closure day save us from chem test :D so today's chem test was postponed to tmr. and tmr 12 chapters chem test was cancelled-.- ownage as usual.

and tio owned by dor and eve for my oh-so-slow apple eating skill._. with them staring at me eat rawhhh.

and mr chia gave the whole class water wallies today :D kay luh it kept 309 happy that lil moment. lol, carn deny hes nice :D so as usual trigo lesson made everyone laugh like shit over one word-.-

i shall go and study ss and amaths, sj duty this fri = no maths tuition ):

im wondering if i should go for art class this sun. yuhan? lol!

Monday, September 28, 2009

indulgence indulgence indulgence. haven even pen down a single thing, not even my mindmap ): walao. damn demoralised. that 3 weeks to freedom doesnt motivate me at all.

wanted to chiong at the last day. but mrs lim want to see the progress. totally sian diao. i haven even finish studying one subject ._.

yea, i just carn live in self denial alr. mian dui xian shi ba. sorry if im going into the emo/sian diao moment again...

2 more chem tests this week. just shoot me dead like srsly.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

20 more days. havent even choose my topic. not to even say mindmap-.- i shall stop thinking about it, yay. dont care whether im living in self denial alr. i shall stay happy, yea.

kinda slack my way through today._. finished studying 2 chapts of chem and art class sept holi outing art piece that i owe-.- am i productive or what.

not much time left. tmr is taken up by art class again. but at least ive got crapping session lol. fri is gone agn due to sj duty._. and im left with next weekend. and woosh, there eoy comes-.-

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im getting worried as days go by...

Friday, September 25, 2009

paper1s were quite screwed up. eng was okay actually, chi was demoralising, results is going to be below expectation-.- gah its a difficult paper. forget it, shall work hard for paper2s. ah damn, 2 more weeks alr._.

art paper lying in my bag now. 5 questions and what, ive got no idea what to do._. brain block this whole week alr. please stop continue blocking ):

ah i only see hope in both maths now-.- super sian diao alr.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

one major paper down._. walao, killing and freaking the whole class out this whole morning. sorry luh, i wasnt really paying attention during chi lesson. more of trying to memorise my formulas._.

still chem spa is :D more of positive side that is if i dont screw up my best fit lines-.- calculations still the best._. and surprisingly i dint spill any acid/alkali today lol. lighten my mood that little bit (:

phy was funny lah. '____ work hard. i work smart' best luh. still rmb ___ 'linglingling' lol.

maths test was postponed. uh arrrr... makes no diff. so theres another maths test tmr._. parade was uh wo jin li le. i shall try harder still. ahem jiaying >< lol, poor jingyu, i pity him. carn deny the fact that hes _ (ask jiaying what she say lol, its a good thing).

paper 1 on fri, i haven get the formats into my head, damn.

kay i shall lift my mind off studying eoy today :D sorry luh, im feeling damn demoralised plus tired alr.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

ah damn.. drown with tons of tests and homework._. not to mention that 50 pieces of art weekly-.- im left with 46-.- save me please. my last week of freedom is gone too, boohoo ): even better, my mp3 batt died on me like today-.-

amaths test tmr. (whats with this small little 1q test daily, rawh.) chem spa assessment tmr -twist fingers- i bet i will screw it up since most ppl screw up theirs today alr._. hope i dont spill chemicals agn. luckily chem "mye" test was postponed to this coming tues. if not im so gonna die. 14 chapters, wth. bang, just shoot me dead.

art eoy question coming down after end of paper 1s this fri._. depressing shit. study at cousin's house yst which was productive :D better than at home with bro making loud noises-.- at least that temptation of tv and comp is not there. lol. and i actually sit still for 4h to study ._. more of humanities ._.

kay im off. to study, to finish up my hwk. im damn drained alr, sleeping 3h a day is definitely not enough. -.- luckily i dont take bio, hist and most imptly art paper 3 (i will kill myself if i do that definitely).

Saturday, September 19, 2009

omg, this pic is damn cute :D cheer me up that little bit.

maybe huimin and biqi wont be scared of cats after seeing this, rofl.

kay im just being random, off to continue to study for eoy. urgh.

i shall stay happy. yea, i'll try...

Friday, September 18, 2009

terrible day._. how can it not when i screw up 3 tests a day, okay maybe not, 2 i mean. see why i love emaths so much now.

what a good start of today with "50 drawings per week" walao-.- i think if i can finish 10, the sky will drop. i want to bang into the wall alr. i desperately need time, if only theres 48h in a day. and well...ive made up my mind to go for drawing&painting in olevel hart coursework alr, gah:/ i hope its not a wrong decision.

maths was er depressing luh. well, i dint study for the test. eh wait, i try to study. but fell asleep instead._. how can i not when im sleeping like 3h each day-.- amaths test going to be horrible (its like what 1q-.-), emaths going be good, tsk.

pe was :D smthing fun at least-.- and lift my mind of from tests after tests._. recess was occupied by chem test outside GO. we own lah, half a class sitting for test outside GO zz. and see _ own can, give some ridiculous q that nobody knows how to do, im srs. wth is disproportionation reaction-.-

i got this from the net zz. A disproportionation reaction is a redox reaction in which the same element both increases and decreases in oxidation number. theres that little bit of chance that i guess it correctly-.-

love egeog lessons (: mrs lew is cool, she crap with us.she release us on time.she go straight to point and not beat around the bush like _ and she explains till everyone understands :D chi was er uh... out of 36 ppl, i guess around 5 did their chi hw-.- oh well, nobody gives damn cus of the whole load of tests we are having -.-

lunch. ahem._. oh well, me,eve and vel totally gave up. tio-ed attacked by jinsui-.- shes super bao li >: and i dint even do anything, she attack me for fun, ownage-.- i wanted to rest, rawh! wo hen lei lorh, mei you tong qing xin de ): phy was er... kay luh im super drained alr. so wasnt really paying attention._.

chem spa assessment this wed-.- damndamndamn. i hope i dont screw it up -twist fingers- and 2 more weeks to eoy._. i still have a lot of chapters to study, like really a lot.

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we've/i've tried. heartbroken seeing you people like this, urgh. was really very depressed with them. that we/i really flared up. its not working right :/

Thursday, September 17, 2009

TEXTURE TEXTURE TEXTURE, sick and tired of it alr. driving hart girls crazy. boom, we're going to explode soon, yay-.-

i predict i dont have to sleep tonight agn... haven study chem,emaths,amaths test for tmr. haven finish art._. walao, i own. carn even rmb when was the last time i actually sleep before 12am

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

life carry on as usual. with geral going crazy beside me everyday-.- i wonder how _ stand her (hmm, my fav phrase this week lol).

eng oral on mon was not screwed up at least lol, thats cus the topic was easy..er uhh.. plus the cher is hilarious and funny to talk to :D and whenever it reaches me, something funny will happen, cher is so hot that she wanted to move inside when im starting my passage, rofl.

chem redox test and maths holi hw test this coming fri ): chem spa this coming wed ): (which is counted in olevel) damn, so not looking forward to it :x so many things happening these days. oh man.

need to decide on what to do for olevel hart coursework by this week-.- (which is like fri is coming soon zz.) yea, that big piece of goondo driving me crazy lol. oh man, drawing and painting or embossing? or both-.- lino, photography and fashion is a complete nono for me LOL. er mr tan expecting me to take drawing and painting, but still im slow yknow and the competition is intense._. i really carn decide, carn choose >< yea, im undecisive, damn. what to choose, argh ):

lol eve, im not anti-smiley. i only ban :P hahha xD kay ive sidetracked lol.

ahhh. less than 3 more weeks-.- i have freakingly a lot more chapters of all the different subjects to study. better get most off it done before art paper comes down next fri ><

and in advance,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHAN TENG :D squadmate cum classmate. lol you damn joker-.-

Saturday, September 12, 2009

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

dodo make sense for once. hmm, perhaps. i'll try my best (:

chanced upon this from eve's blog. lol its cute :D

3 more weeks. gah :x

Monday, September 7, 2009

my heart was wrapped in the clover.

last post.
i shall be gone till after eoy :D i need motivation desperately ):

those who brought me a lot of fun/highness/craziness during school hours :D lol why geral isnt in here o.o taadah, i shall keep this here till im back.

1week to receiving of eoy art q.

1week to eng oral.

1mth and 1day to start of main papers.

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我真的坚持不住了
没有想象中的那么坚强

givemesometime.iwillfindmywayout.

nomatterhowterriblyifalltimeandagain.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

this will be the last few post before im gone to study for eoy(:

damnit. almost 30 long q for emaths and amaths. now i feel so sian of maths alr :/ damn. forget it, i shall try to stay positive :D yea, try. im done with 15-.- not bad alr, the fact that i dint fall asleep while doing. phy revision done, a little bit only.

dont like today at all. all those drilling,knocking,hammering due to the lift construction directly outside my flat is making me headache. see staying at the corridor level isnt a good thing afterall. brain wasnt functioning very properly,damn. regretted not going art at pioneer mrt today ): argh, sorry girls.

i carn make it for tmr outing too. sorrysorry.yijin is sad, awww. hahha jinyichen admit that you miss me/my crap can. LOL.

whole load of hw still waiting for me -.- with mrs lim 4 pieces of portrait (ridiculous). damn, i doubt anyone can finish all 4, zz.

kay im gone to studying.hw.watching wo cai.

Friday, September 4, 2009

tou hen tong ):

nolife ): im lacking of sleep these few weeks like super badly-.- with the load of hw,tests and art stuffs revolving all around me.

progress report back today. no matter how hard we try to score, _ still wont be satisfied, suan le ba. super demoralising, damnit :x but still, 309 did improve okay (its obvious).

and today was like a total rush-.- like art remedial after school all the way till 6.30pm._. i pity the senior lorh. but still er embossing manage to capture my interest a little bit lol. i admit i was daydreaming most of the time, im really too tired to carry on. so well gastric acted up (its getting from bad to worse alr) so got nagged by mrs lim for not eating ): and ended up she provided me with her biscuits (: lol. super clumsy likr srsly. my head kept hitting onto stuffs accidentally within that 4 hours zz.

after that, rushed home for maths tuition (which expected, i was late-.-) alr dead beat by that time alr. skipped dinner. and the best thing is tuition lasted all the way till 11.20pm, wo de tian ah. and my dinner is still in the kitchen-.- best.

1month and 4 days more. -head into wall- its like art commons just ended. and our 3 weeks of prep work gonna start after the holi. i dont like this time eoy timetable arrangement luh-.- whats this, emaths with ss. geog with chem.amaths with physics. (gg) and hart to be the last sub of the whole sec 3 common test and held at 10am zz.

i shall get into serious study tmr alr (: plus finishing up my whole huge load of holidays hw. as usual, sept holidays is filled up by remedials alr, gah :x wanted to go for art outing at pioneer tmr but i need to study ): sorry girls, i will try to attend on the last week.

eve failed to make me high today :/ lol.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

tianah.

"are you going to hand in _(hw)?" been a familiar phrase in 309 alr :/ get punished/kick out of the classroom tgt tsktsk.

this shall sum up everything.
im off to study for amaths test tmr. damn ):

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

i will be fine. give me a moment more.

累.

不知还能坚持多久.
觉得自己已经在边缘了.

让我静一静吧