terrible day._. how can it not when i screw up 3 tests a day, okay maybe not, 2 i mean. see why i love emaths so much now.

what a good start of today with "50 drawings per week" walao-.- i think if i can finish 10, the sky will drop. i want to bang into the wall alr. i desperately need time, if only theres 48h in a day. and well...ive made up my mind to go for drawing&painting in olevel hart coursework alr, gah:/ i hope its not a wrong decision.

maths was er depressing luh. well, i dint study for the test. eh wait, i try to study. but fell asleep instead._. how can i not when im sleeping like 3h each day-.- amaths test going to be horrible (its like what 1q-.-), emaths going be good, tsk.

pe was :D smthing fun at least-.- and lift my mind of from tests after tests._. recess was occupied by chem test outside GO. we own lah, half a class sitting for test outside GO zz. and see _ own can, give some ridiculous q that nobody knows how to do, im srs. wth is disproportionation reaction-.-

i got this from the net zz. A disproportionation reaction is a redox reaction in which the same element both increases and decreases in oxidation number. theres that little bit of chance that i guess it correctly-.-

love egeog lessons (: mrs lew is cool, she crap with us.she release us on time.she go straight to point and not beat around the bush like _ and she explains till everyone understands :D chi was er uh... out of 36 ppl, i guess around 5 did their chi hw-.- oh well, nobody gives damn cus of the whole load of tests we are having -.-

lunch. ahem._. oh well, me,eve and vel totally gave up. tio-ed attacked by jinsui-.- shes super bao li >: and i dint even do anything, she attack me for fun, ownage-.- i wanted to rest, rawh! wo hen lei lorh, mei you tong qing xin de ): phy was er... kay luh im super drained alr. so wasnt really paying attention._.

chem spa assessment this wed-.- damndamndamn. i hope i dont screw it up -twist fingers- and 2 more weeks to eoy._. i still have a lot of chapters to study, like really a lot.

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we've/i've tried. heartbroken seeing you people like this, urgh. was really very depressed with them. that we/i really flared up. its not working right :/