last day of art marathon, kay for this week-.-
i still have a whole load of school hart plus 1 more art outing to go ):

farm resort art outing (:
all 5 out hohhoho.
i can say the place is better than what i expected.
looks like chalet lol.

almost late for today :/
yup last night, i was chionging vat. my mum chionging her artwork.
which explains why._.
kay but still the load doesnt seem to lessen.
im very ____ alr.

back to topic, went around the farm resort first.
ahem, we saw a lot of yijin's best friend. (millipedes)
after that started with our sketch.
and then started to paint.
sky looks very threatening ):

anyway i think they cheered me up quite a lot (:
i kind of smile a lot today (: and enjoyed myself.
and i found out i love talking to myself. ohman.
no, they found out for me :/
and i influenced suli to talk to herself too. oops.
plus suli doesnt look like a person who knows so many eng songs :x
she looks like a mugger-.- kay thats totally wrong.

actually there was bowling session with them tmr.
but yup theres sj meeting.
argh, everything good always clash tgt :/
so well, bowling date cancelled cus of me ):
oh man, we carn see how yijin malu-ed herself lorh. rawh.
lol what me and huizhen anticipated leh.

anyway suli damn suan.
totally suan-ed the rest of us 4 with her oh so fast painting skills lol.
nvm still, shes my good motivation to paint faster :D
though i dint finish it. jeesh.
kay nvm shall hand it up on my last art outing (:
finally-.- singapore river hmmm...

i dont like this feeling. totally suck.
i just carn stop thinking. stop missing :/

theres just too many things for me to solve ._. sorry geral.
too many things to cope :/
but yes, i know i need to face it.

argh.
i know i promised nc to smile by tues. i will try kay.
i want my old self back too ):
可是我真的要垮了
kay i cannot, i know that.
argh, 坚持下去, theres still a lot more to face.
stop breaking down.

kay nvm. 1500, here i come.
you watch it. >:(
i wont get beaten over so easily. at least not for now.
im starting to worry for next year ><><

and timothy.
please dont pester and ask me to go your concert everyday lol.
thankyouverymuch :D
i shall go kay, if you manage to persuade gwen to go lol. ahem.
i really dont appreciate music leh lol. might just be wasting your money.oops.
goodluck.you confirm get suan by her one.