hey.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

hectic life.
yes, a lot of things change after the holidays.
i know. everything coming in a rush.
argh, but well. i need to finish them still.

so well, im off for now :D
see jieyi, i dint leave my blog to die lol.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

mia.

yep will be gone, till im free. yea :D
yes, daphne. its time to get on to work.

will post when im free or available to post(:
just that it wont be such a frequent thing from now on alr.
so you wont see me on msn/facebook/audition /blogger lately.

im not off to zibi. dont worry.
just that its time to get serious; to finish up impt things.

its the path ive chosen from the start.
and there will be this day, ive long knew it.
so yes, i need to continue walking on. i will.

this on/off thing is hurting me.
but well, i just kept all this unknown.

this post shant be long. im going off to hw soon.

oh, and sec 3s are back :D

i think i made the right choice today (:
homework/study date was very productive.
finished up quite a lot of hw :D
but still left with quite a no.

sorry 4108, for not being able to make it.
hope you guys have fun,yea.

kay, im off. (:

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

3rd session was :D
though only 2 came. lol crapped a lot.
did a lot of stuff too.

lol. jengwei vs yating. hmmhmm.
obv yating won. jeng drawing skill is ____
he got owned by mm. not bad XD
nothing much. anyway jeng got a lot of comments about the show.
ahem he too liao jie alr :x lol.

kay shall end. post longer when i finish my vat ba.
thats going take forever i know-.-
wo tou hen tou >< nao cong xue liao,argh.

and lastly,
HAPPY 15th CLARA CHONG :D
gal, stay happier and bu yao tai stress out (:

Monday, June 22, 2009

most of the sec3s gone for camp ):
oh man. my crapping sessions ._.
but they still can sms o.o hahha.

2nd session at my house today.
with jy,jeng and zt.
kay i agree that 1st session was better lol.
but today, my house was ahem much neater :D
lol finished up those ___ alr. finally. (!)
goodluck jeng and zt, lol ;O

lol met up at 10am.
hmm that kid was waiting by himself cus we were all late ;O
worked on vat till too late last night :/
and when me,jiaying and zhanteng arrive. we dint see jeng-.-
lolll. hes like playing some game with us lorh.

started working.
hmm had a lot of talks.
was very funny as usual.
watched some drama lol. the boys were ahem interested in kissing scenes._.
oh well the drama was too dramatic.
and russell and jengwei always fall down at my house><
lol poor thing. too tall alr lah!

and they think im crazy (:
well those throphies are really all mine hehheh.
imma smart kid :D told you alr.
kay lah, most of them from art compet one lol.
plus jeng and zt kenna own by my private cctv.
lol ite they dint get to scare us off :D
hohhho. sadsad... pizzahut delivery for lunch.

ahem the call was very funny lol.
maybe it doesnt like jeng hah.
"daphne, whats your name?" (hor dont know by who lol)
and i rly never order it using my name before-.-
neither did my bro imitate me lorh. rawh.

kay finish up more stuff. and wrapped up at 1.45pm (:
rest went for bowl.
yes, i still need to chiong for vat so well dint go :/
but my hw progress is much better, as compared lol.

3rd session tmr. 4th session on wed :O
oh man, now i dont think i can go for 4108 outing ):
load of hw, vat task. this is a killer man.

mr tan coming back to teach after sch holi :x
oh well, pressurising. argh.
daphne going to die even more :/
oh well, im off to vat again ><
some photos taken on art extra lesson that day. (:
shall upload my art outings paintings soon (:

the car that make all of us hyperventilates :O oh well its not nh cher car ):

we were guessing that it was mr tan friend's car lol.

very cool lorh >:(

heh. on our site visiting for vat(:

wo beng kui le :/

my sketch :D after very long i think lol.

jieyi's box of pencils (:

actual still life (which almost drove us crazy)

vat dragging over months alr :/ i hope.pray.wish.

its time to smile (: i know.

will continue from where i fall, even w/o you

Sunday, June 21, 2009

these few days were :D

yst night went for night ride. ahem brother ahem.
it was veryvery funny.
and cool (?!)
ohno, im more of risking myself :/
bus trip with family before that was :D
it was hilarious and happy. love the feeling.
lol, yes brother, ahem ghost-.- wow.

today. skipped art outing.
im going for the spore river one and shall wrap everything up :D
vat in the morning and afternoon.
after that headed off to imm in the evening.
the ahem parking was hilarious. hor brother lol.
shopped around.
well, went daiso and popular for vat stuff. yep.
i just carn leave my mind at rest for once :/
oh well vat make me look like some interior designer >< zz.
argh. oh nvm.
went on to 500 plus market after that to buy things and homed (:

wait for daddy to be back, and off to cousin's house.
to see my cousin's fractured leg which is in a cast ;O
trip there was lol. (inside joke)
good experience yea, umm yah.
the ahem tv date there was very funny.lol.
oh well, and i got scared off by his neighbour's dog >:(

kay 4007 overturning my house tmr.
i almost forgot all about it today. lol.
and im going to kill jeng tmr. ahem walao i no face liao lah ):
jengwei you liarrr!
4108 outing on wed. i hope it doesnt clash with cip :/
and da vinci exhibition date with gwen soon -twist fingers-
gonna try to finish up my hw asap. argh.

sec3 local camp tmr. goodluck people (:
enjoy yourself yea, though theres no overnight stay.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

theres still hope.

dint go for art outing today. hmmhmm.
lol, was supposed to have bowling date yst
but argh. sorry sorry sorry. :x

i dont know why, ive got this feeling of whether to enter lasalle after 'O's or not lately.
oh well well well.
very taxing i bet. plus the trip from my house to there everyday is a killer -_-
so nvm maybe aep :/

ohwell, i see eyebags now ._. ive been sleeping very late lately.
but theres no progress at all. well im sad ):
my only motivation is gone lorh, rawh. zhe yang dui wo >:(
anyway i found out jingyu+jieyi = brothers lol. (inside joke)

holidays may be extended.
screw it, i dont want ); lol i dont want elearning art leh.
oh yah, science centre trip anyone?
i want to go for that da vinci exhibition soon leh. (argh)
yes minjin, your best friend-.- i know i know lol.
and outing with haowei is always cancelled one, oops.

i felt very accomplished these two days :D
kay huimin is jealous of my focusing skills XD lol.
she carn stop munching hohohho.
i bet she carn stand my nonsense ahem crap.
4007 going to overturn my house on mon,tues and wed again. ;O
im scared of them alr. no correction, the ambulances._.
and jengwei, my drawing table rawh.
i haven clear the mess done by you last thurs lol :x

need to make my way down to sam soon. yes, very soon.
daphne, stop dragging>< lol.
i think im not going out with family today alr. too much work :o

so long as you dont give up,theres still hope.
trust me (:

oh well. im sinking even deeper alr but you dont know at all.
i just made all this unknown.

Friday, June 19, 2009

things change over time.

lol, my no life life is back again ._.
no proj meeting today.
so finally theres a day that i can sit down and settle my hw :D
im being hardworking for the past 6h alr lol.
kay when daphne gets serious, shes really serious lol.

finish up both emaths and amaths acelearning ws this afternoon. (own you, chunyi! ahem days. lol.)
maths was okay, not very bad lol.
revision after that.
kay im left with phy and eng >< phy is going to be a killer for me-.-
theres still cip, proj meetings and squad meetings for the whole of next week.
schedule are like super packed, argh.

and my vat is making no progress. plus 2 more paintings o.o
got a feeling i carn finish my hw in time alr :/
ohwell well well...
i shall stop ranting alr.
one free weekend for me to finish up as much as i can. haiiz.
yup, im skipping art outings this week :x lol. shall continue on the last weekend lol.
still got 1 more to go._.
and 1 uncomplete painting to finish up, zz. going finish it later. yup.

im just scared :x
argh, im putting all my manga and reading time aside :/

things change over time. this is life.
im sorry, i know ive been drifting further alr.
its just too far that i carn grab you people back anymore.
i know its cus of _____. but well, its fate i guess.
i tried. well it depressing to not receive replys whenever i sms you all.
it hurts.
im sorry, really. i just dont know what to do alr.

argh, ignore me srsly.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

terrible.

as expected.
ahem, my house overturned ._. lol.
yah house of the art family-.- zz.

but did quite a no. of things :D
kay poor chairperson, lol.
anyway i found out his catch phrase! its "your head lah"
and he almost went beng kui cus of my suaning XD
plus he act cute today okay._. lol.
im actually kind enough to lend him my drawing table heh.

oh well, work is really tedious.
ahem, chunyi screamed and nagged and lol idk what.
suddenly, i feel that im patient and calm :D
kay-.- art student is used to all these alr. lol.
still got a lot more to go. ohman.
im tired alr ):

oh yah, my dear shiqi is back in action with me (:
hah see, we shared a lot of yuan fen one kay.
i bet my dear going to be extinct sotong is jealous XD

andandand i still got a huge load of hw to go.
im scared :x yup, im like having a real shortage of time. rawh.
yes im gonna coop myself in my room and finish up my hw tmr ><
mr tan coming back to teach us when sch reopens. so now 3 teachers._.
ohman, this is getting more stressed :/
i dont like his "thats your own business, daphne" phrase lol.
my vat has no progress for the whole of this week at all -clapclap-
argh. i carn imagine.

im like pushing all my dates away >:(
screw it.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

things going pretty smoothly.

i really think im having too much life this few days ._.
lol.

overslept today morning.
i was rushing ____ till too late last night :/
kay woke up at 9.30am.
left for je mrt after that.
met dor and eve for project meeting.
yup, geral and jieyi dint come ):
and jinsui who came at a later timing. thats due to some other reasons. lol.

kay i think i had a lot of fun doing proj with them in je lib.
lol, crapped a lot.
done with quite a no. of stuff too :D
we dint finish it due to the ahem batt flat tablets-.-
and im nt that pregnant teenager alr. hohoho.
started off with ss and then eng.
anyway dor spammed the ahem food vending machine lol.
packed everything up at 1 plus pm.

anyway biqi, you haven tell me lorh >:(
i wont boil my blood or laugh my head off one, i promise :D
see im truthful.
unlike ahem whos going to be extinct soon lol.

and headed on to jp.
yup. had lunch there.
ahem, yes stop suaning. im quite fast in finishing my food alr.
and i realised im a left hander when it come to eating-.-
lol wow.
they concluded thats why i eat so slow ._.

jinsui left after lunch lol.
and we went to shop around.
eve finding her hp pouch while im on my hunt for my pencil case.
kay lol, i really have too much stationeries lah.
well i carn find a big and nice one lah ):

anyway eve and dor love my catch phrases too much okay -.-
i really dont know i say those words so often.
such as "interesting", "nice one", "saddd", "whatever"
and they imitate me-.- zz.
almost drove me umm ______.

lol. anyway i think shopping with them was quite fun.
homed at 4.30pm.
yup and i realised i still got a lot of hw undone.
and 4007 gonna overturn my house tmr ._. lol.
im like busy everyday. argh.
oh man, im really very short of time ):

oh and timothy flying off to aust in july for good (:
hes been like flying to and fro these few years-.-
lol one less crapper and ahem friend.
but at least i dont have to tolerate so much of his nonsense lol.
i bet gwen agree with me :x

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

great day.

lol. too much life with nc today alr :/
oops.
but i think i have a umm great day.

kay.met jocelyn at outram park mrt.
see i dint get lost okay. you underestimate me xD
i admit i follow the crowd-.- but well i still dint go missing.

so after that off to meet jiaying and chunyi.
and went shopping at orchard lol.
first stop was taka. i bet they regretted their decision a lot.
so dragged them to art friend. muahahha.
i know im an art freak-.- kay so be it lol.
spent 1h plusplus there to purchase art materials that i ran out long time ago and materials to do vat task.
and ahem with them grumbling and nagging away too lah.
its quite expected haha.
lol.

after that. went on finding far east plaza-.-
we walked for veryveryvery long before finding it.
turning here and there.
see im not the only road tard lol.
i realised the 3 of them love acessories alot.
lol kay im unique :/
return them their 1h lol.
kay, i was umm practically stoning while they went mad over accessories-.-
:x

umm, off to movie after that.
lol, first movie in the holi kay. im very no life, i know:/
lol watched "ghost of the girlfriend past"
they practically bullied me zz. rawh.
but it was nice :D lol. with happiness and sadness.
heh. kay off home after that.
i took very long to reach home can lol. like now?

proj meeting tmr. 4007 meeting on thurs.
my no life life starts again :/ lol.
vat on the hold first. im tired of thinking alr. creative juice are all gone.
so well. i still got 17 more things to go. lol, its like challenging-.-
my craft really cmi mah lol.
im off to work again :D

Monday, June 15, 2009

tough journey.

oh, i gave up on vat.
1500._. 3 floorplans._. hooray.

shall focused on the rest on my hw first._.
which is still a lot.
kay the load is lessening. i think im trying to fu yan myself :/

well this is a crap post.
my brain conk out alr.

light starts to shine.

im like tired now.lol.
but nevertheless i have a lot of fun today (:
long since ive laugh so much.
thanks people (L)
see nc, i laugh and smile a lot today alr.

i guessed today was quite productive. lol.
though not many came.
but got our stuff that we need. found where to purchase the rest.
started our sample :D
it was quite sucessful but it was tedious-.-
too creative alr lol. going to be a hard task.

kay reached sch at 8 plus. supposingly to start at 9.
but ahem jengwei actually overslept.
lol, so well started off discussing, had drills with them after that (:
love that feeling.
and headed on to jp to purchase stuff. hmmm...
russell and haowei, thanks a lot lorh ._. for blocking me whereever i go-.-
and then, off to start work.

russell went home to get his markers. we are surprised that he have so many markers, really :O
while the rest of us stayed at pioneer stadium.
kay we walked 1 mrt station._. lol.
started to crap a lot at first.

and when hes back. started off real work.
jengwei totally suan my castle-.- podium your head. rawh.
nvm. changed idea after that lol. hmmm.
and that _____ finally look like a _____. lol.
some went to run lol.
while we draw and improve.
worked till 6 plus. discussing and all.
this year work was much more tedious :/ but save cost i can say.
art plus maths. hmmm...

4 more meetings to go. kay i realise we're left with really little time.
ohman. i pity my house.lol.
i bet they are going to overturn my house lorh ><
plus squad outing may be gone ):

argh. im on track now :D
finished my 2 bao zhang du hou gan alr (:
gonna finished up geog by today.
vat shall come later.
i finish my mindmap! woohoo!
after zibi-ing myself yst-.-
and yah those 19 ___.

nc outing tmr(:
i need to finish my art painting if not my mum wont let me go-.-
rawh yijin stop laughing at me.
sian totally got threatened :/
sorry haowei for that always unsuccessful art friend outing, lol. oops, yah i promised them alr ): good things always clashed tgt.
kay see nc, im not zhong se qing you okay ><

sorry yijin, suli, yuhan and huizhen too.
im sorry got things on that day, so well i carn go for that bowling date ):
ohman. im like super busy these two weeks. lol.

i feel not so zibi now (:
light starts to shine.

kay im off to work alr.
sorry people, i know ive been saying im busy on msn/sms and phone calls lately.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

坚持下去

last day of art marathon, kay for this week-.-
i still have a whole load of school hart plus 1 more art outing to go ):

farm resort art outing (:
all 5 out hohhoho.
i can say the place is better than what i expected.
looks like chalet lol.

almost late for today :/
yup last night, i was chionging vat. my mum chionging her artwork.
which explains why._.
kay but still the load doesnt seem to lessen.
im very ____ alr.

back to topic, went around the farm resort first.
ahem, we saw a lot of yijin's best friend. (millipedes)
after that started with our sketch.
and then started to paint.
sky looks very threatening ):

anyway i think they cheered me up quite a lot (:
i kind of smile a lot today (: and enjoyed myself.
and i found out i love talking to myself. ohman.
no, they found out for me :/
and i influenced suli to talk to herself too. oops.
plus suli doesnt look like a person who knows so many eng songs :x
she looks like a mugger-.- kay thats totally wrong.

actually there was bowling session with them tmr.
but yup theres sj meeting.
argh, everything good always clash tgt :/
so well, bowling date cancelled cus of me ):
oh man, we carn see how yijin malu-ed herself lorh. rawh.
lol what me and huizhen anticipated leh.

anyway suli damn suan.
totally suan-ed the rest of us 4 with her oh so fast painting skills lol.
nvm still, shes my good motivation to paint faster :D
though i dint finish it. jeesh.
kay nvm shall hand it up on my last art outing (:
finally-.- singapore river hmmm...

i dont like this feeling. totally suck.
i just carn stop thinking. stop missing :/

theres just too many things for me to solve ._. sorry geral.
too many things to cope :/
but yes, i know i need to face it.

argh.
i know i promised nc to smile by tues. i will try kay.
i want my old self back too ):
可是我真的要垮了
kay i cannot, i know that.
argh, 坚持下去, theres still a lot more to face.
stop breaking down.

kay nvm. 1500, here i come.
you watch it. >:(
i wont get beaten over so easily. at least not for now.
im starting to worry for next year ><><

and timothy.
please dont pester and ask me to go your concert everyday lol.
thankyouverymuch :D
i shall go kay, if you manage to persuade gwen to go lol. ahem.
i really dont appreciate music leh lol. might just be wasting your money.oops.
goodluck.you confirm get suan by her one.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

prove myself to myself.

back from art :D
kay one more day of art marathon left.
im alr dead beat after two long days :/

hah, all 5 out for tmr farm resort art outing too.
lol suli totally tio psycho-ed :x
art outing today was fun :D
thats excl. how we got caught in the heavy rain halfway through lol :/

botanic garden.
hmm, mosquitoes love me too much :/
anyway, we found out suli attract dogs and moqsuitoes. ahemahem ):
shant sit beside her next time lol. with dogs roaming around me-.-
i think she almost went beng kui with her sketch at first lol.
anyway, crapped with yijin and suli.
and we kept moving place cus the sun is out ):
yup yuhan and huizhen went somewhere else to draw lol.
there was line dance there! lol.

hmmm, nvm thats not the point hah.
so halfway through, it started raining heavily ):
thats like when im 1/4 through my painting zz.
so shifted place lol. hmm, you will never imagine how we paint while trying to keep out from the rain-.-
it was terrible lol. with not many shelters there.

hmm. yijin went off to nj after that.
packed up quite early. cus yes its very diff to draw when its raining-.-
but im left with a little only, rawh.
anyway the funny thing happen. all blac members stuck in the shelter waiting for bus.

then mr yap told mrs yap to call the person to rush them.
mrs yap: hello, wo shi mrs yap. ni men de bus lai le ma. bang wo ta yi xia.
mr yap: eh bus lai le.
-so mrs yap put down the phone call-
then ite its a bus for the tourist. zzz-.-

oh anyway one person's art piece is totally drenched in the rain.
everythings wet :O
and mr yap says is nan de de yi hang mei tu hua lol.
photos tmr, im just too lazy :/
yup i still have to complete my paintings zz.

3 outings down. 2 more to go :/
i dont have much time left. oh man.

nt sure whether what im doing is right.
i know its not the right choice ):
but im just keeping myself busy to forget everything:/ haiiz.
well, im like a drifting soul again ):
if all these hasnt change...
yes how i wish. daphne stop thinking.

half of the holidays are gone alr.
im still left with a chunk of hw ):
-vat task.
-2 more art outings.
-2 more object sketching/paintings.
-2 chi bao zhang du hou gan.
-1 whole set of eng short write up.
-maths acelearning ws.
-cip.
-3 more projects. (kay i totally got no idea of ss-.-)
i dont know how im going to make it in time. with a whole list of events coming up too :/

chi oral starts on 1/7.
huang lao shi says 309 one will be around the 10th.
oh man.

everything screwed.
my life just dont seem to be in the correct path ):
can i still move on? i know ive got to be strong myself. but its hard.
oh please dont break down at this very moment.

i really dont know what happen, whats wrong, why the sudden change. i want an explanation, really.

good old past.

returning back to the good old past.
can i or can i not? :/

shall post about today at the later part of the day.
just back from art, im very tired now ):

ah crap. hanguang just reminded me of olevel chi oral :/
its drawing near. oh man ):

Friday, June 12, 2009

keep going, please.

daphne keep going, please.
loads of work, little time :/

im staring at blank pieces of paper ):
1500 words. somehow im gonna churn that out.
my floorplans are screwed. argh.

well, youre hurting me like this.haiiz.

i know ive got to be strong.

dead beat ):
today's the start of my art marathon ><
kay but today was very productive :D
i think if its not art remedial-.- i would have fall asleep.

hart extra lesson/remedial early in the morning at 8.45am
well, its been sup long since ive wake up as early as 6am(:
the feeling is :D
kay nvm thats not the point.
umm, well reached quite early.
went around the sch for site visiting to take photos alone(:

after that went back to art room.
received a sad news ):
kay it kind of dampened my mood at that point of time.
umm one of us in the progress of dropping hart.
to winglam, all the best okay :D we can still talk during egeog lessons (: heh and come and visit us whenever you can ;D jiayous! bu yao so stress le (:
so now we are left with 4ppl ):
all the best girls, lets brave through this 1 and half more years.
well, its the path we've chosen (:
bu yao zai break down le :D

alright. 3 came today. plus mrs lim.
ms ng dint come too ):
its been long since ive seen her.
is clara slacking at home after shes back from overseas? ahem.
so well the so called 3h lesson became a 7h long one.
started off with our canvas painting :D
i think i crapped a lot today. oops. ive turned talkative again._.
went hunting for acrylic in the storage room.
ahemahem. jieyi know what i mean lol.

well i brought everything except my acrylic paint-clapclap-
thats cus its heavy, not that im lazy-.- my dear jieyi.
okay the sketching took sup long. till 11am (i guess)
and jieyi was spamming my camera-.-
yes, i think she took more than 40 photos today lah ><
with candid shots of me, vel and the items. thanks ah.

yah i went beng kui while sketching >< thanks lorh.
totally got bullied. so well im end up with my full view painting.
kay chatted a lot with jieyi and vel heh.
like why i like art-.- hmmm im still thinking lol.
with jieyi ranting on and on too lol.

so there was this funny convo:

me: eh jieyi, the basket is staring at me and im staring at the basket leh-.-
jieyi: duhhh!

kay._. zz. thats how my oh so good bf suan me-.-
so after that went down for lunch. mrs lim treated us (:
hmm. i think it took more than 1h, oops. kay i admit its my fault :O
really sorry, i carn help it lol.

talked a lot. nyaa.camps.about life.art stuff and our new hw.
kay now 2 more hw added on to my load of hw ):
the talk was pretty nice (:
anyway after the holidays, 2 sketches each every week. let see how im going to die-.-
the good thing is i can choose the subject matter i like.
ahem duck for me? hahhha. maybe, perhaps :D
yup had an art game.
zz-.- so well i dint know why my brain link warranty to camera.
so the rest went on breaking into laughter.
jeesh._. yes i was forced to eat :/ hmmm. so well had it done in an one hour :D

went back to art room.
started off with painting.
so there was this funny thing that happened again :D

-a scream was heard from the art storage room-
kay at that time i heard something but dint voice out.

jieyi: did i hear something? was it mrs lim?
veldas: mrs lim singing the opera i think.
mrs lim: no, im not!

then ite mrs lim walked out of the room screaming lol.
paint been poured over her pants.

oops. kay hmmm, nothing much.
had some music to entertain us.
lol ahem. veldas wanted ___ (nvm inside joke lol)
yep, we use the comp internet XD
i really carn dont have music when im doing my art :/ lol.
but ended up it was super funny, and everyone kept laughing (inside joke)
jieyi left halfway to meet her mum.
so yep, im surprised i actually sit still for 4h and 30 min to paint okay -.-
and not ranting and jumping about-.- like how i usually does.
it was quite a sucess :D
photos next time. im lazy to load plus jieyi finish up my cam batt alr-.-

heh, i made mrs lim rmb of one art senior who have graduated.
well, cus im slow and xi xin and paint every detailed strokes patiently like her.
kay thats a good thing and not a good thing too.
which is why i often draw so slow ):
4h 30 min straight of painting and mp3, i haven finish my painting ):
left with a little bit more and the background ):
now im starting to wonder how i finish my final work during commons and mye in 3h><
kay another hw-.-

hmm, i learnt a lot today.
yup mrs lim is right. its okay to fail. but not to fail and dont know how to pick up yourself again (:
went home at 3.30pm. lol cus i need to go home and rest like now-.-
alright so day ended very happily :D
but oops, i dint go for cip ): kay im sorry yuhan,geral and kelly.
tuition later, haiiz. but im looking forward to it :D

2 more days of art marathon lol.
i know ive got a lot more to go, yes.
vattask-my good old 15oo words report plus floorplans-.-.object drawings.one stack of hw.and 3 more art outings :/.cip.loads of projects.
yes i know ive got to finish them by the holidays and im going to :D
not going to fall so easily again. :/
im hanging on (:
hmm, i may zi bi for this few days i think lol.

_______________________________________________

oh crap, this feeling sucks.
to _______.
often crapped with you all still. but its like one to one thing.
very different. i just dont know how to put it :/
its been long since ive seen you all talking to each other alr ._.
okay maybe sometimes you all did. but its more of a shooting arrows to one another kind.
im sorry for that period of time for not being with you people.
yes i know ive got too carried away, sorry ):
maybe which is why you all hardly go out tgt.
maybe thats why you all are drifting apart ):
im just sorry, really hoped to pull you all back tgt.
we haven have any outing tgt this year :/ one soon? please?
_________________________________

well i dont know what happen.
but i can sense that its just not the same anymore :/
im not a person who initiate too much. but well...
i just dont know what to do :/
________________________________

hmm thanks good old pal (:
for that chat. i felt really better :D
________________________________

kay i know its a sup long post lol.
yup before i go and zibi, i guess?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

after today.

yes, after today (:
i will have a full range of events up :D

anw, kind of enjoy 2nd part of today.
yup. finished up my maths tuition hw (:D)
went to je in the evening to meet joanna to pass her things.
terrible sorry for the morning wait. :/ i umm overslpt oops.
chatted with her while waiting for my mum.
yup was quite meaningful and fun (: though its just 15 min.

anyway doctor grip is back on sale :D thats a good thing.
and jingyu actually do chores lolll. (i bet even jieyi is surprised)
lol i just realised i forgot to unblock timothy. oops. :/
kay ive sidetracked._.
nvm hart remedial tmr. 3h straight. coolio (?!)
painting on canvas. oh great, we dont know what we are painting-.-
what composition we are supposed to do ._. from which piece zz. mye?
we kind of receive some alien msg from mrs lim.
lol nvm all hart girls are obviously slacking big time :/
oops.

after remedial. cip some fan painting thing.
umm may be going.
see first bah. looks like theres a high chance of me getting lost -.-
i shall go if jieyi goes-.-
okay nvm, yuhan,geral,kelly and rachel is going.
thats the point of why im going lollll.
ummm....

sat (: botanic garden art outing. hehh its all 5 out!
finally one after the sentosa art outing and west mall outing last year :D
its photo time again!
sun (: farm art outing.
hmm, i decided to go. after long decision making.
kay i haven booked for my bus. jeesh. :/
hahha, huimin.no ducks for you :D
lets see-.- im gonna get sunburned this weekend.

mon. 4007 meeting (:
hope it will turn out to be a good one (:
tues. nc outing :D
hehheh ive been looking forward to this. no kbox please.
thankyou girls, well for practically everything.
and yating,liqing and chunyi lol you girls dont have to worry so much. till youre talking about me during ni men de clique outing.
give me some time. i will sort everything out soon. (:

andandand lastly. wed, project meeting.
umm, im sorry :/
i know im very busy yep.
dorothy, dont sue me pleaseee. im still underage XD

people, i'll be fine. soon.
i guessed. (:

hahhh. my dear mamaleong love my drawings to much :D
maybe i shall draw. maybe only :/
lol for making me happier and more talkative :D
i want the clues lah :/

//edited.

june holidays are always like that :/
i rmb last year was like this too.
totally the same.
well, argh its not for me to choose.
its fate -.-

im just hoping tmr, this weekend and next tues come asap (:
maybe only when im happy with them, i will forget those things for that moment :/
its time to get a life.
tends to think a lot when im at home alone ._.

yijin was ahem nice yst. kay she really never failed to make me laugh with her craps. (: totally joker. but still dont zi zuo duo qing. i dont love you, jinyichen-.-

im even more lost now.
haiiz.
nvm, i shall go zibi alr.

oh well, let say im just tempted.
kay forget it. private blog.

anyway 4007, please visit the squadblog thanks.
theres updated news for you all (L)

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

perhaps ._.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

ah crap.
jieyi, please come back from your manga camp soon ):
youre gone at the wrong time again ._.

in this maze

went sch in the morning for cip bookmarks.
me.veldas.jieyi.joonhui.ashley.
i realised my 3rd week gonna be busy with them. yep.
making bookmarks for cip (:

today, rest were not free :O
so only me and veldas came with the accompany of joanna.
lol crapped a little, brainstormed...
kay we ran out of ideas, inspiration><
thanks to vat.
started off with some designs.
doing two diff styles lol. very obvious :/
vel doing the cute designs while im doing the realistic ones.

watched softball which were behind us.
okay was quite funny(: suli was umm cute lol. (i bet shes gonna kill me if she see this)
chatted as a threesome. umm...
i love this kind of feeling more. at least its __
wanted to go artfriend to spam, buy stuff for vat, have some life.
but well... im scared i go lost-_-
lol. so umm next time maybe...

need to meet joanna at je to pass her stuff tmr.
maybe artfriend with vel too?
well since they are always busy. leaving me very speechless.
pq, ive regretted my choice, my decision.

art remedial on fri. acrylic on canvas time (:
im so gonna enjoy myself. yes i am :D
its a good time to spam everything in those brushstrokes.
spending my time with sec3 hart girls is a happy thing.

haiiz...i know ive got to continue.
though im tired of everything alr.
you gave me hope. but you dimished it with your own hands again. :/
well. im lost in this maze ):
i will move on, yes i will. going to prove myself.
time to pick myself up from where i fall again.
i know im hurting myself by doing that.
oh well, stop breaking down daphne.
well i need time.

i really wish next tues come earlier. oh please dont clash with proj dates. its been long since ive talk to my crapper. i'll be fine, dont worry girl.

i wish sat and sun come earlier too (: botanic gardens and farm resort outing with blac (: sure gonna have fun and a lot of craps with them. those girls never fail to make me laugh. ahem suli im refering to you esp, you wholetime joker lol.

peiqin, cheer up too (: bu yao zai sheng qi le.
out with you soon.
regretted my choice really. haiiz.

thanks jason. (:

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

perhaps.

im back after mia for a lot of days lol.
ive recovered (: , mostly.
:D fever subsided hah.
so now asthma zz.
im ban from all streneous activities for 2 weeks T.T

yst and today.
mainly finish up the painting of miss ng's chicken-.-
zz. loll. i suceeded heh.
lets see :D
last night, dint had a nightmare to do with chickens. sad.
so well im left with vat ._.
had been very no life this few days alr zz.

hoho, its done :D

so near finishing :/

yes im still struggling.

-.-

outings up next.

bugis tmr most probably.

had nc outing next tues to far east plaza lol. :D

haiiz. these few days had been thinking a lot. really a lot.well, i start to miss life during sec 1 and 2. things had been so fun then. :D rmb all those saikang with 6 idiots. all those fun and laughter we had. from cny decor, staying in sch till 7pm, chionging the day before judging, getting chased off by security guard(: to sci centre trip, really had a lot of fun. to mid autumn festival, messing up jiansheng and bryan's house and ofc having fun during our trip to artfriend, arcade and all. plus 110 chalet, yes though few stayed but it turned out to be a happy one. (: the maze journey and all. heart to heart talking session, spamming nonsense and etc. things were so simple then. :/ how i wish time stop there then... those people that ive really cherish. those who had really change me, from my quiet self. those time ive really enjoy.

it feels different now, very different. everything seemed to change. life had been very no life. i realised ive changed, really. everything had changed. its been very long since i enjoy myself really, and laugh,crazy plus high.it just seem like 2 different worlds. everything seems to be in a rush. i just carn find that feeling back. ): long since clique go out as one going round s'pore. even longer since 6 idiots had an outing. well its fate, i guess. everything gone, everything lost. reality, it seemed to be.

well chatted with daddy on sat. though its ):
but its beneficial. maybe hes right.
也许我一直都在逃避问题。
i wish i can make a choice to put an end to it.
but can i?
im lost, really lost :/

i yearn a lot of things.
i know.
i wish for a 6 idiots outing.
i wish for an animal farm outing. (rly a good one)

i wish for a 210 outing.

i wish for a true friend, one that i can rly tell my troubles to.
it seem simple, but it really isnt.

时间已作了选择

什么人叫做朋友

偶尔碰头

心情却能一点就通

因为我们曾有过

理想类似的生活

太多感受

绝非三言两语能形容

可能有时我们顾虑太多

太多决定需要我们去选择

担心会犯错

难免会受挫

幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐胜过

独自拥有至今我仍深深感动

好友如同一扇窗能让视野不同

与你分享的快乐胜过

独自拥有至今我仍深深感动

好友如同一扇门让世界开阔让世界变开阔

Saturday, June 6, 2009

im stuck at home for 3 days alr ):
life sucks.
its very boring.

haiii. dint get to go for art outing at jp today.
i think yuhan they all went ):
i want to crap with them lorh. haiiz.
i want to go.but well after i recover :/
been sweating a lot alr. fever going up and down and up.
dont like it. its a on/off thing.
skipped maths tuition yst too D:

nvm at least my hw is more or less settled.
:D carn believe im so hardworking when im sick-.-
and i realise 309 got a lot lesser hw than the rest lolll.
im left with eng. which i dont know how to start :/
im patiently waiting for myself to recover (:
yes shopping with nc, shopping & bowling date with shumin :/
and movie outings haiiz.

i hoped,prayed,wished i will recover by nxt week. yesyes?
i dont want to miss my last remedial of this june holi.
yes art remedial-.- or else i will be veryvery behind the rest.
nvm miss ng's chicken photo.
i haven start painting yet. oops :/
realised i only got 3 remedial this holi.
and i only attended 1-.- skipped phy cus im on mc. and im left with hart.

kay bye world, im off to sleep T.T
very drowsy alr.

lost, yes i am. but why do you have to keep hanging on? let me go, im tired of everything. im sorry.

Friday, June 5, 2009

failed.

my immune system failed again ):
this is not a pre post thing or something.
yes im still here.

im like sleeping for a lot of days alr.
its a waking up for meal and med.
and zoom im back to sleep again ):
medicine driving me crazy and restless.
wo tou hen tong.hen yun D:
feeling very breathless. but at least my asthma had not act up yet.
please dont. :/

yes. a lot of things on the pending.
carnt afford to be sick like now-.-
such a wrong timing :/
i felt sorry for yating. but ren suan bu ru tian suan. haiiz.
vat still on hold. deadline on 1/7, this is so great T.T
group project meetings start nxt week ):
my art remedial at stake. (i need to go, yes i know i need to)
carn attend any art outings this week, i wonder how im going to finish all 5 outings.
i dont like fever/flu/cough bug. ):
shoo off by this week pleaseee.

well these few days,
more of a sleeping, reading manga, reading storybooks and hw thing. (:
yes. lol im addicted to manga.
i bet mrs lim is like :/ one more hart person into manga.
heh, so now its 4 out of 5.
i feel very zi bi alr, haiiiiz.
more of stuck with books than tablet. well, carn help it. :/

need to make a trip down to artfriend. (oops haowei. i think you can go yourself alr.
haii.sorry for the wait)
study dates with nc and clique. (:D)
yes plus shopping dates.
jieyi left me alone ): to her malaysia and a lot of camps awaiting for her. im sad.
everything comes after i recover haiiz. ):

Thursday, June 4, 2009

i dont like the feeling of being sick ):
i want to go out and not get stuck at home.
i feel super nua ): my dad sick too.
ive been sleeping for very long this few days alr, yes.
my mama leong is sick too, i guessed?

zz, dont like the doctor.
banned my cold drinks, heaty food and vigorous activities.
my asthma back after a lot of years, haiiiz.
sian. dint go to phy remedial today. ):
im on mc till sun. haiiiz.
oops. i pangseh-ed jiaying today lol.
ancoc tmr.
yes wrong timing to be sick ):
its a if i should go or not thing.
i want to. but well haiiz...

out with geral,rachel and kelly yst before chi remedial.
i regretted going srsly, making myself even feeling more sick.
but those girls are :D
its been very long since ive laugh,crap and scream so much alr.
thanks ah kelly. :D for that safety road walk lol.
that crazy monster, i dont have swine flu-.-

lunched with them at subway @ imm.
they eat. i look at them eat lolll.
rachel and kelly went back to nh for chi remedial.
while me and geral go causeway.
wanted to watch movie but too late. haiii.
shopped around.
i was kind of feeling very sick alr.
sorry geral, yes i know im very dao-ed and quiet yst. loll.
girls chat and went back for chi remedial.
more of a sleeping lesson. nt in a good state of mind alr.
but dor and geral debates are cool. lol.

as promised photos :D

artouting with hart pals last sun.

we are hardworking :D

the beautiful encolsed area that we dint want to get out :D

boo! :D

us in front of laselle. see how grand laselle looks like-.- scary.

acpc :D (wo men dou zhang da le)

kay im off to finish up my moi.

and sleep after that.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

yes im sick ): grats daphne.
after two long days of outing in the hot sun.
no doubt why im sick. not serious though.
but just the wrong time.
theres supp tmr and thurs. and fri is ancoc alr.
haiiz.

ohyah art outing last sun.
at lorong buangkok with suli,yuhan and huizhen.
without yijin shes a slacker, you see.
lol shes busy in nj with her boys :D (according to mr yap.)

day dint go well ):
got scared off by wild dogs roaming around the place.
mosquitoes dont like me :D (thats a good thing)
hah poor huizhen.
settled down at 10am (best thing-.-)
and well everyone's sweating due to the scorching sun.
nvm, the village chief is very nice and friendly :D
well as expected we dint finish our paintings.
if we will, the sky will drop hah.

nvm, i think our juniors are very cute.
"lai, shou qian shou gen chun zhang (village chief) zou" mr yap says.
and the seniors (us) see them holding hands-.-
LOL. couples :/
nvm we were very evil to laugh at them.
heh.

photos up tmr, im lazy-.- loll.
im very gl today.
kept suan-ing and gl-ing those girls lol.
they shoot back too! which is why i never failed to have fun during art lessons.
yes, really what i mean true friends.
yuhan almost got ganged by us! -laugh at her-
lol she was the most suan one lorh-.-
lol super funny day. though in the wrong atmosphere.

theres still few more art outings tgt with them in botanic garden.
farm? but i think suli's not going. maybe i aint too.
jp ): but i carn go due to ancoc zz.
dance subaru someday with yijin and suli. (its been long since ive had a movie)
but yijin is busy-.- haiiz. its gonna stop screening alr ):
night at the museum 2? loll.
photos uploaded tgt with acpc and artouting with hart.
as soon as mrs lim send us the photos we took yst :D

yes still got date with shumin.
hah, shes still waiting for me to plan :/ oops.

let me go. stop hanging on. im just sorry.

Monday, June 1, 2009

outing with hartgirls plus mrs lim.
yup, have fun today :D
thats apart from the sun and the walking lol.

went laselle. yup first stop.
hmm, yes ive diminished my thought to study there.
seems taxing and stress lol.
nvm. their interior design is :O
yes. compared to our vat.
ahemahem. lolll. they are well high standard :/
went to look at fine arts after that.
i think we spent 2h in there lolll.

then, lunched at some temp. hawker centre.
headed off to some place that showcase verner panton works :D
dint go to nafa lol. due to lack of time.
heh, had a lot of fun there. like really.
we look like kids-.- loll.
the furnitures were :D
heh the space is cool. but i doubt anyone will have that in their house.

best and most fun part was the colourful area/room that we climbed into.
yes, heh had a fun time slacking inside and chatting.
climbing up and down plus taking photos lol.
:D
we were she bu de to leave lorh lol.
heh well. verner panton still cool ;D
anyway my camera finally kill me-.- the flash keep on and off by itself.
it decided to rebel ):

went on to view fashion exhibits after that.
umm eerie.
nvm, not my type loll.
interior design is still nicer :D
but not vat.
after that. tio scammed by jieyi.
yes me and clara lorh-.- travelled super far till i finally reached home.
zz.

yes im very tired now alr.
will post photos when mrs lim send us. :D
plus updating about yst with blac tmr ba.