hey.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

zoom.

ok so this counting down thing actually motivated me to study._.

no fac training=more time to study and sleeping in (:D) happy with life now but i kind of miss fac trainings, i dont like this no life life. its just studying,doing homework,listening to music,msn,fb,plurk, and art-.- no lunch with 4108 D: no crap with the usual bunch of 4007 D:

yep. so i hope the plan that nc mentors have work well :D LOL.

alright.. prelim1 is up soon. but life in school is fun with the tablemates near me. hah eve,shuning,joanna. usual gang and hart girls who will be there all the time :D

soooo one hart olevel paper down. one more to go-_- feel like dying. k bye world.

Friday, April 9, 2010

its time to buck up.

this weekend feel weird without fac training. without f1 practice, qualifying and race day. ohman, im sad ): but this mean its time i start to mug :C

Monday, April 5, 2010

its long since...

school's pretty fine lately. nothing much, just that i can say that my results are kind of dropping.yeah can see it, its quite obv.

so fac is now over, we wont be training them for nfac due to 'o's. today shall be the day that i start to buck up and study :D omg, i realise i dont have a habit to post since i kicked off my sec 4 journey.

alright so well done 4108, i was rly super proud of you kids that night. AA-champs.AC-first runner up.NA-first runner up.NC-champs. WELL DONE PEOPLE. yes really well done. champs or first runner, i know that you guys perform v well and have gave your best shot that day. yeap, so dont be sad, youve mature and grown alot through this journey. isnt that better than the positions? the 20 of you are alr champions to me since jan till now. all the hard work that i see that you all have put in, im touched (:

alright. for the 2 teams going for nfac, all the best! NC, dont forget what ive told you all time and again and dont forget what we've taught you for the past 4 months again. and ahem we mentors still rmb what you promise to give us if you all win ok(hahha teaches you not to anyhow promise ppl). wheres our love letter! we're waitingggg~

and also for both teams, dont let your targets/aims stress you out on that day. whatever you meet throughout this nfac journey, endure and try your best. as long as you've try your best, you will be happy with what you get.

alright, so now im off to study.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

lifeeeee.

208._.(fyi, eve started this whole thing LOL). nvm who cares as long as it helps!

school's fun with tablemates around me like eve, shuning and joanna._. lol, some every period and picnic during recess! art chionging session with the rest of the 4 hart girls :D and clique (: cca with 4108 and 4007. and mass comp trainings (which i apologised to nc10 cus of i was not there for the whole of last week for your trainings due to vat)

though i shant mention something that im utterly disgusted by. k whatever. youre the minority, i dont give a damn.

k 03 more days, i feel like im more nervous than last year. whatever the results is, enter the comp as a squad and leave the comp as a bonded squad too (: im glad to see your perf, your hardworkingness. keep it up, endureee, 3 more days people. i believe you can do it, cus you all are a part of 4108 (L)

after this. it will be mass coursework+mugging. ohnoooooooo. k im off (: i pronounced i finish my hw today:D:D:D

Saturday, March 27, 2010

busyy.

realise that ive not blog for almost a month alr, omg.
hectic life ive been leading.

so i decided to blog while i wait for all 3 of my cds to be burned :D so happy then VAT officially ended. omg, i need my sleep badly.

most epic thing today: 4/5 hart girls dint go to school today.
k im off here.

and JIAYOUS 4108 for FAC! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
and also JIAYOUS IN TRIAL PARADEEEEE :D

Friday, March 5, 2010

oh lifeeee.

commons. happy for some, demoralised for some. not satisfied still. though those which i expect to fail, i didnt. alright, its over. i shall have a rest tmr. and charge forward again.

sleep.wakeup.school.study.lunch.bathe.hw.nap.art.sleep-.- this is how my life goes on daily omgosh. its so no life. but still vat ending in 2 more weeks. endure daphne, you know you have to.

uncompleted things which have to be completed before this week end:
el srp (x ?, got too many that i lost count)
chi srp (too many too-.-)
amaths ex 14.1.
emaths ex book.
sj camp tee design finalization.
vat task development.

alright not a good thing, not good at all-.- damnnnn.

Monday, March 1, 2010

collapse.

alright, i feel v.numb. idk but i just feel the numb feeling there. anw, yating im fine, really (:

k not cus of that incident although im still unhappy abt it. but just that im feeling that im going to split up into parts soon and im going to collapse quite soon. dk how long i will last, really. looking at friends near me breaking down one by one. argh, that feeling is shit.

alright, 3 teachers wanting me during lunch. this alr prove on busy i am. recess was a chiong art+geog hw time. and im turning into god soon yay, thats what eve claimed, i can survived through the whole day without food and minimum amt of sleep.

alright, its less than 3 weeks. or i can alr say its 2 weeks. i know how to progress but i afraid that i dont have enough time. like i say, crap. whatever daphne, theres more to come, you've already know since the beginning when you chosen this path.

alright i shall just stop here. once again, ive only finished my maths hw-.- i still got all the srps and all the art. god-.-

Saturday, February 20, 2010

ive learn not to give up

k im back to post:D commons kicking off this coming week-.- omg.
i feel that this year commons seem to be just some normal tests. and the main reason is cus we've been having tests after tests._.

alright. done with emaths. halfway through chi/phy/chem. just started egeog._. havent even start on art and ss-.- dieeee. at least today was whole day of studying since theres no fac training phew. monday have to meet miss ng after school for hart olevel stuff. ohmytian.

k, so common test+olevel hart going on concurrently is terrible-.- lol, morning+afternoon study. night till next morning chiong art, thats how my weekend is O: so not working well. lol, but still it get things that should be done, done._.

not pinning high hopes this commons, duh. like look at the time i have left to study for commons-.- omg.k 1 sunday left. and now till around 2am. i hope to get geog halfway done at least, siannn.

anw, other than those usual studying. school's fun with clique :DDDDD random jokes/crap and stuff lol. and with sj too. both 4007 and 4108. those childish remarks and weird actions they made lol. and also for fac trainings, hang on there 4108.hang on there fac mentors.

alright im kinda enjoying school if not for the overload of tasks that i have to complete everyday.

kind of tired with the huge load of stuff that i have on hold now. but still i believe i can do it. i will hang on. i wont give up for those who believed that i can succeed at the end of the day. (L)

and im still flying :D just that idk where grace flew to alr-.-

alright commons! have faith in yourself, daphne :D

i really enjoy this year more than last year i think. although its just studying and more studying but i love the feeling of knowing that there'll always be someone reaching his/her hand out when i fall/when i needed help and also a lending ear which i can rant, which i can consult (: i love my friends ttm. be it juniors, levelmates or seniors.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

taadah.

yt im not emo lah, i just ranting lol.

k geog revision done (more or less), eve and i decided to study tmr recess+lunch lol. so yeah. hart was okay i suppose. chem half of the chapt done. chi haven even started._.

k i wish i have 48 hours a day. look at the time now lol. and im still awake. im turning nocturnal soon. perhaps man gna words "walking in a world of art= walking in a world of sleepless days" yupp, yours truly totally experiencing it now.

2 more months to fac and end of vat. idk how im feeling. i feel numb, i think. and happy thing, theres sj annual camp! :D

alright. get that stupid lorms into my head. and im off to sleep. i promise.

Friday, January 29, 2010

i will remember your words. which is why im still hanging on.
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busy weekend ahead,omg. damn packed.
factraining>hw>revision for geog test>revision for chem test>revision for chi test>phototaking for olevel hart>V.A.T

wah damn. all must be done by mon-.-

Thursday, January 28, 2010

damnit.

im feeling like im facing walls and walls and more walls.
in this small enclosed area.
im trapped )):

trapped.

alright. im stuck v badly.

dk how to move on for vat. brain block like super terribly. k, explains my stoning/daoing/emoing these few days. completely ans your q right? lol. just sorry.

why not we just have coursework first-.- maybe i wont be so lost. argh. ok, huimin finish her oc for today? finally she started school-ing.(!!) LOL, i hope she doesnt cry for "mummy" or "daughter" lol.

nc'10 training after sch today. theyre srsly a bunch of ppl that cheer up my day today. (lol) horrrr, tall peopleee. all the v funny little things that they did during footdrill session today, simply lol.

k, phy test today was ok (phew.) k im off from here.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

flyyyyyyyy.

hah flyawayyyyyyyy. (k im random i know).

Sunday, January 24, 2010

all these while.

its heartwrenching to know that something happened. but not knowing what exactly happened. i really dont know what to do, what to say.
yes, i know its time to do something, but i really dont know.

this week is the first week where everything crammed together. everything crammed into my brain. i think im kind of alr conked out this week.
studies.hart olevel.tests.parades.fac trainings.
yup, i still survive through these and i believed i will. as long as you all are fine, i believed so.

yeap, a lot of things happen this week and last week. as long as i dont lose the faith the passion, i will still hang on. thats my promise to your answer.

im v sorry, all those unneccessary worries. ok, i really dont know whats wrong or i really dont know how to verbalise it. yeap, staring into space was all i could do. sorry.

it hurts too.
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to clique, i know ive been v srs since the start of this year. im really sorry for not spacing out a lot of time for you people.
and missing lunch tgt with you all in the noon.
staring in the air when you all were crapping. theres reason but im not saying yeap. im sorry :/

Monday, January 11, 2010

last post.

alright a2 for chinese. im not sad, im not happy either, ans for those q you all asked.

ive tried my best, alright maybe not. but it carn be changed alr. its a fact. so what i can change now is my other subjs.

if only i work hard, as hard as i did in sec 3 term1-3 and sec 2 eoy. need to really get that motivation back.

art is one subj i can ace on, if i get the passion of art back. yes im getting back alr! after receiving the q papers today. dont ask me why, im just happy all of the sudden. i love vat more than i thought.
both maths are subjs i can ace on. if i stop slacking, such a big blow for me. like from an a1 to a c5._. im very speechless that time. not going to disappoint ppl again pressing high hopes on my maths><
chem and physics are too! its time to go and discover how i did so well last time._.

im off to srs start off with ideas for olevel art. hah bye world.