flymehigh.

zoom.

2010-04-11T21:28:00.004+08:00

ok so this counting down thing actually motivated me to study._.

no fac training=more time to study and sleeping in (:D) happy with life now but i kind of miss fac trainings, i dont like this no life life. its just studying,doing homework,listening to music,msn,fb,plurk, and art-.- no lunch with 4108 D: no crap with the usual bunch of 4007 D:

yep. so i hope the plan that nc mentors have work well :D LOL.

alright.. prelim1 is up soon. but life in school is fun with the tablemates near me. hah eve,shuning,joanna. usual gang and hart girls who will be there all the time :D

soooo one hart olevel paper down. one more to go-_- feel like dying. k bye world.

its time to buck up.

2010-04-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

this weekend feel weird without fac training. without f1 practice, qualifying and race day. ohman, im sad ): but this mean its time i start to mug :C

its long since...

2010-04-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

school's pretty fine lately. nothing much, just that i can say that my results are kind of dropping.yeah can see it, its quite obv.

so fac is now over, we wont be training them for nfac due to 'o's. today shall be the day that i start to buck up and study :D omg, i realise i dont have a habit to post since i kicked off my sec 4 journey.

alright so well done 4108, i was rly super proud of you kids that night. AA-champs.AC-first runner up.NA-first runner up.NC-champs. WELL DONE PEOPLE. yes really well done. champs or first runner, i know that you guys perform v well and have gave your best shot that day. yeap, so dont be sad, youve mature and grown alot through this journey. isnt that better than the positions? the 20 of you are alr champions to me since jan till now. all the hard work that i see that you all have put in, im touched (:

alright. for the 2 teams going for nfac, all the best! NC, dont forget what ive told you all time and again and dont forget what we've taught you for the past 4 months again. and ahem we mentors still rmb what you promise to give us if you all win ok(hahha teaches you not to anyhow promise ppl). wheres our love letter! we're waitingggg~

and also for both teams, dont let your targets/aims stress you out on that day. whatever you meet throughout this nfac journey, endure and try your best. as long as you've try your best, you will be happy with what you get.

alright, so now im off to study.

lifeeeee.

2010-03-30T22:18:00.004+08:00

208._.(fyi, eve started this whole thing LOL). nvm who cares as long as it helps!

school's fun with tablemates around me like eve, shuning and joanna._. lol, some every period and picnic during recess! art chionging session with the rest of the 4 hart girls :D and clique (: cca with 4108 and 4007. and mass comp trainings (which i apologised to nc10 cus of i was not there for the whole of last week for your trainings due to vat)

though i shant mention something that im utterly disgusted by. k whatever. youre the minority, i dont give a damn.

k 03 more days, i feel like im more nervous than last year. whatever the results is, enter the comp as a squad and leave the comp as a bonded squad too (: im glad to see your perf, your hardworkingness. keep it up, endureee, 3 more days people. i believe you can do it, cus you all are a part of 4108 (L)

after this. it will be mass coursework+mugging. ohnoooooooo. k im off (: i pronounced i finish my hw today:D:D:D

busyy.

2010-03-27T02:46:00.002+08:00

realise that ive not blog for almost a month alr, omg.
hectic life ive been leading.

so i decided to blog while i wait for all 3 of my cds to be burned :D so happy then VAT officially ended. omg, i need my sleep badly.

most epic thing today: 4/5 hart girls dint go to school today.
k im off here.

and JIAYOUS 4108 for FAC! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
and also JIAYOUS IN TRIAL PARADEEEEE :D

oh lifeeee.

2010-03-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

commons. happy for some, demoralised for some. not satisfied still. though those which i expect to fail, i didnt. alright, its over. i shall have a rest tmr. and charge forward again.

sleep.wakeup.school.study.lunch.bathe.hw.nap.art.sleep-.- this is how my life goes on daily omgosh. its so no life. but still vat ending in 2 more weeks. endure daphne, you know you have to.

uncompleted things which have to be completed before this week end:
el srp (x ?, got too many that i lost count)
chi srp (too many too-.-)
amaths ex 14.1.
emaths ex book.
sj camp tee design finalization.
vat task development.

alright not a good thing, not good at all-.- damnnnn.

collapse.

2010-03-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

alright, i feel v.numb. idk but i just feel the numb feeling there. anw, yating im fine, really (:

k not cus of that incident although im still unhappy abt it. but just that im feeling that im going to split up into parts soon and im going to collapse quite soon. dk how long i will last, really. looking at friends near me breaking down one by one. argh, that feeling is shit.

alright, 3 teachers wanting me during lunch. this alr prove on busy i am. recess was a chiong art+geog hw time. and im turning into god soon yay, thats what eve claimed, i can survived through the whole day without food and minimum amt of sleep.

alright, its less than 3 weeks. or i can alr say its 2 weeks. i know how to progress but i afraid that i dont have enough time. like i say, crap. whatever daphne, theres more to come, you've already know since the beginning when you chosen this path.

alright i shall just stop here. once again, ive only finished my maths hw-.- i still got all the srps and all the art. god-.-

ive learn not to give up

2010-02-20T23:13:00.006+08:00

k im back to post:D commons kicking off this coming week-.- omg.
i feel that this year commons seem to be just some normal tests. and the main reason is cus we've been having tests after tests._.

alright. done with emaths. halfway through chi/phy/chem. just started egeog._. havent even start on art and ss-.- dieeee. at least today was whole day of studying since theres no fac training phew. monday have to meet miss ng after school for hart olevel stuff. ohmytian.

k, so common test+olevel hart going on concurrently is terrible-.- lol, morning+afternoon study. night till next morning chiong art, thats how my weekend is O: so not working well. lol, but still it get things that should be done, done._.

not pinning high hopes this commons, duh. like look at the time i have left to study for commons-.- omg.k 1 sunday left. and now till around 2am. i hope to get geog halfway done at least, siannn.

anw, other than those usual studying. school's fun with clique :DDDDD random jokes/crap and stuff lol. and with sj too. both 4007 and 4108. those childish remarks and weird actions they made lol. and also for fac trainings, hang on there 4108.hang on there fac mentors.

alright im kinda enjoying school if not for the overload of tasks that i have to complete everyday.

kind of tired with the huge load of stuff that i have on hold now. but still i believe i can do it. i will hang on. i wont give up for those who believed that i can succeed at the end of the day. (L)

and im still flying :D just that idk where grace flew to alr-.-

alright commons! have faith in yourself, daphne :D

i really enjoy this year more than last year i think. although its just studying and more studying but i love the feeling of knowing that there'll always be someone reaching his/her hand out when i fall/when i needed help and also a lending ear which i can rant, which i can consult (: i love my friends ttm. be it juniors, levelmates or seniors.

taadah.

2010-01-31T23:53:00.003+08:00

yt im not emo lah, i just ranting lol.

k geog revision done (more or less), eve and i decided to study tmr recess+lunch lol. so yeah. hart was okay i suppose. chem half of the chapt done. chi haven even started._.

k i wish i have 48 hours a day. look at the time now lol. and im still awake. im turning nocturnal soon. perhaps man gna words "walking in a world of art= walking in a world of sleepless days" yupp, yours truly totally experiencing it now.

2 more months to fac and end of vat. idk how im feeling. i feel numb, i think. and happy thing, theres sj annual camp! :D

alright. get that stupid lorms into my head. and im off to sleep. i promise.

(:

2010-01-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

i will remember your words. which is why im still hanging on.
--
busy weekend ahead,omg. damn packed.
factraining>hw>revision for geog test>revision for chem test>revision for chi test>phototaking for olevel hart>V.A.T

wah damn. all must be done by mon-.-

damnit.

2010-01-28T21:41:00.004+08:00

im feeling like im facing walls and walls and more walls.
in this small enclosed area.
im trapped )):

trapped.

2010-01-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

alright. im stuck v badly.

dk how to move on for vat. brain block like super terribly. k, explains my stoning/daoing/emoing these few days. completely ans your q right? lol. just sorry.

why not we just have coursework first-.- maybe i wont be so lost. argh. ok, huimin finish her oc for today? finally she started school-ing.(!!) LOL, i hope she doesnt cry for "mummy" or "daughter" lol.

nc'10 training after sch today. theyre srsly a bunch of ppl that cheer up my day today. (lol) horrrr, tall peopleee. all the v funny little things that they did during footdrill session today, simply lol.

k, phy test today was ok (phew.) k im off from here.

flyyyyyyyy.

2010-01-27T22:49:00.001+08:00

hah flyawayyyyyyyy. (k im random i know).

all these while.

2010-01-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

its heartwrenching to know that something happened. but not knowing what exactly happened. i really dont know what to do, what to say.
yes, i know its time to do something, but i really dont know.

this week is the first week where everything crammed together. everything crammed into my brain. i think im kind of alr conked out this week.
studies.hart olevel.tests.parades.fac trainings.
yup, i still survive through these and i believed i will. as long as you all are fine, i believed so.

yeap, a lot of things happen this week and last week. as long as i dont lose the faith the passion, i will still hang on. thats my promise to your answer.

im v sorry, all those unneccessary worries. ok, i really dont know whats wrong or i really dont know how to verbalise it. yeap, staring into space was all i could do. sorry.

it hurts too.
----
to clique, i know ive been v srs since the start of this year. im really sorry for not spacing out a lot of time for you people.
and missing lunch tgt with you all in the noon.
staring in the air when you all were crapping. theres reason but im not saying yeap. im sorry :/

last post.

2010-01-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

alright a2 for chinese. im not sad, im not happy either, ans for those q you all asked.

ive tried my best, alright maybe not. but it carn be changed alr. its a fact. so what i can change now is my other subjs.

if only i work hard, as hard as i did in sec 3 term1-3 and sec 2 eoy. need to really get that motivation back.

art is one subj i can ace on, if i get the passion of art back. yes im getting back alr! after receiving the q papers today. dont ask me why, im just happy all of the sudden. i love vat more than i thought.
both maths are subjs i can ace on. if i stop slacking, such a big blow for me. like from an a1 to a c5._. im very speechless that time. not going to disappoint ppl again pressing high hopes on my maths><
chem and physics are too! its time to go and discover how i did so well last time._.

im off to srs start off with ideas for olevel art. hah bye world.

:D

2010-01-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

alright. 11th jan.monday.
big day. release of olevel chi. receiving of hart olevel paper (vat plus coursework)
all the best hart girls :D

im so dead lah please. stress lvl going to rise pretty soon agn):
boooo.
ok im tired. very very tired. still this doesnt not change the 50-8 drawings i have to hand up,+3 this weekend.

alright, im pissed off today, some of you might know. but i think huimin and eve made me happy :D heh. huimin die on the same day as me (?) LOL.

and it wraps up everything.

2010-01-03T16:32:00.006+08:00

alright im very lazy to do a reflection for 2009.
can actually say im busy enough too.

so just some thanks to those who have helped me throughout the year and also those who have bring a lot of fun and laughter in my life (: -

309'09 esp dorothy.evelyn.geraldine.jieyi.jinsui.veldas (really brought me a lot of laughter in class)
Hart girls (all those late nights :D)
4007 :D (half of the journey gone, its half more to gooo (: )
4108 :D (cute bunch of people who most of them are byl tsktsk)
FAC teams and mentors (the time that we endure tgt)
BLAC girls (funny people who nvr stop arguing and gossiping)

:D:D:D (L)
alright and its time that im gone from here to flyyyyy (:

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY :D
(dor made me addicted to this phrase loll).

happy new year.

2010-01-01T15:25:00.004+08:00

activites since i last posted (: oh huimin scam me lah please, she forgot the flying date on 24th lolll.

so my last two days of 2009 was pretty busy. just rushing here and there for activities.

alright. went for parade on 30th after 2h of sleep._. (gosh, i wanted to sleep at 1.30am) alright nvmmm, so cca extra rhsl.footdrill.pumping+running session (:D) missed 4108 debrief ): watched ambulance played soccer (alright, i admit i almost fell asleep. k almost lah, i was too tired after a long day) taidi-ed after that while we wait for jeng, greg is such a scammer, booo.

and then dinner/lunch at mosburger. which was a sup funny plus sick plus digusting session. hor greg._. made all of us laugh till cannot eat. after that left early and rushed for tuition._. yea, im almost dozed off, yawns. just more and more stuff getting squeezed into my brain):

slept. woke up for 4108 squad outing with yf.biqi came late (she was caught running by mp lol). k not full strength but we have fun :D ahem waited at je mrt for close to 30 min? (ahem grace ahem). alright, headed to ecp. heh, we found a gf for jingyu on the mrt :D (rofl.) breakfast-ed.

after that stoned. er.. rent bike. played at the beach, found some wierd creature (lobster?scorpion? aye we dk) and finally threw it into the sea. alright soo i ended my last day of 2009 by knowing how to ride a bike>< evania and wanqing are great in teaching lol.

lunch-ed (biqi fast agn so she can eat more for steamboat lol.) photo session (aye grace snatch the photographer role from me.) soo im waiting for her to post. biqi left after that. we went off to bowling alley. too ex, so headed to arcade. spent quite a lot of time there hahha. though we dint play alot.

after that, left ecp. alright, im alr too tired so i lazy to open my mouth lol. headed home to countdown with family._. (dint get to go to grace's house to overturn her house rofl) "demure and cute" roflllll. alright, 2009 ended with a lot of laughter with 4108 (L) thanks for making my last day of 2009 great, ily. :D

if i have the time, i will post new year resolutions and thanks k.

alright havent finish up my hw._. 44 drawings (wow, im so dead). school's starting in 3 days time. sec4, haiiiiiiz. no life year, alright im ready to take up the challenge._. hart olevel.school.fac training.sj parades.blac. you will find it hard to see me on9 when school starts, yep>< alright grace lets fly together next year :D

hiatus.

2009-12-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

k i shall MIA.

yupp. till idk when too. i will post when im free, sooo just stay tuned:D
bye world.

unpolished.

2009-12-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

i realised i havent been posting for long. okay not really very long.

alright im so gonna die, cus the only hw i did was maths and art. boooooo ): nothing happen lately. i mean srsly, im so no-life.

tuesday outing with cy.kh,lynn got cancelled cus im sick-.- omg. alright anw eve, 'avatar' outing still on? lol. omg sorry :x

this year going to end soon (2009 really pass super quickly!) alright, its an eventful year, indeed it is. next year going to be worse, i can swear for that. it feels wierd to be a sec4 next year, idk why zz.

alright no life year. hw reminded me. hes like mia alr-.- i think im alr super busy this year._. oh my tian. been thinking a lot these holidays, really a lot.

it made me realised that i dont fall so easily and thats the motivation that kept me stronger, kept me to keep improving and to prove you wrong. sad to say, im still hanging on. the harder i fall, the higher my level of determination. the results will show.

flying the aeroplane.

2009-12-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

alright im sick._. wah sian, 3h of sleep last night. went for art. came back having headache. so decided to eat med and slp. thats 8 hours straight>< alright, so when i woke up im feverish and super cold.

officially sick ): shall finish all the maths and im off to rest. yoohoo.

i shall jump

2009-12-18T18:39:00.002+08:00

alright im satisfied with myself today :D

sitting for 3h straight doing maths-.- k with the entertainment of haowei (youre smart, not) on msn lol. so im done with amaths and im left with e :D hooray.

1.5 more sets of emaths to go-jumps- still ive got el (not a good thing at all, when i think ive even lost the q paper lol). not to speak of art, 45 more. im slacking real badly for art these days. getting the hang of soft pastel alr (:

and karhui, when do you want to date me out rofl.

maths tuition later. finally, i guess i skipped 5 lessons in 1 and 1 week month. lol. thanks to me being so busy on friday._. im tired now. boooo. and i get sian after looking at the oh so long physics hw._. like its photocopied from assessment book? -smack head- anybody doing it? :D

im determined to go out and study with jiaying someday. lolll. k i lost my motivation to blog.

as the flame sparkles.

2009-12-14T22:51:00.007+08:00

//edited on 15/12/09.

ok. im here again, lol k im tired after 2 long days/outings ._. (huimin, i know youve been waiting this post for 2 days ><) but firstly, i thank you peopleee for all the greetings(sms,fb,msn),dedicated post and gifts as listed(according to alphabet yep) (:

Benjamin.Biqi.Chee Shuan.Chi Ching.Chunyi.Clara.Darren.Elias.Evania.Evelyn.Geraldine.Grace. Hanguang.Haowei.Huimin.Huizhen.Jane ma'am.Jason.Jejun.Jessy.Jiaying.Jieyi.Jinsui. Jingyu.Jocelyn Toh.Joyce.Keejeng.Meichia.Miaopei.Peiqin.Shumin.Ting Ting ma'am.Wayne.Weina.Xiu Zheng.Yi An.Yijin.Yvonne ma'am.Zhanteng.Zoey.

thanks so much (L)

so now for the outings.

Birthday Celebration 141209

vivo-ed with eve.dor. geral, im really not angry with you (: cheer up kay.

alright so i forgot about the details. so brief one yep. reached.shopped around. got my wallet from quicksilver lol finally. then went faceshop after that. subway-ed(dor). lunch-ed(me and eve). coffeebean-ed drink.candid shots.play taptap.shopped around.homed. had a fun day :D thanks girlssssss :) yeah and they found out my catchphrase is the word "thingy"._.

alright. day ended pretty quickly lolll.
ive got 2 more belated celebrations to go. oh crappp sorry karhui :/ i cannot make it on thurs. (i know you badly want to date me :x)

Movie Outing 151209

so outing with jiaying.jeng.jingyu.keejeng.grace. (elias MIAF again ._.) lol. alright so went to orchard. hor dont know who and who late horrrr. 1 min still late lah. so we reached there quite late? alright we ALMOST sneaked into NC16-.- wah siannn.

so ended up watching planet 51(cus the boys dont want watch princess and the frog LOL) horr jingyuuu. so we watched a super lame show lah. alright luckily its just 3 bucks thanks to jiaying coupons loll.

then went to mount faber safra after that. played playground. got chased off my security guard cus we are not children-.- win liaooo lorhhh. we are trapped between 12 and 16-.- alright so went to play pool instead. had a hard time pulling keejeng in cus he scared the ppl inside will da jia. so yuppp. ite we persuaded him :D played 3 games in all? 3rd round 4007 vs 4108. and 4007 won :D alright ive got beginners luck at the end loll. phototaking. waited with grace for our parents respectively so we chatted while she invade my privacy (my camera!) and homed :D

and im still waiting to see keejeng's hidden self. i shall wait patiently :D

theres prob with my blogger to upload photos. so welllll its on fb. i'll try to upload here tmr lol. sadddd.

and huimin, heres your post that youve been anticipatinggg :D lets fly to a house with chimney on 24th tgt lolll.

stockcheck tmr. i shall try to sleep early (:

im still hanging on there.

2009-12-12T12:35:00.002+08:00

imma busy girl. (yj, dont sad. i know you miss me a lot.)

sooooo. eve is off to cruise ): my nocturnal crapper/friend is gone and she carn sms. argh, no more crapping with her for these 2 days. boooooo. but shes coming back on mon and im getting to see her :D

alright. omg geral whats wrong with my brain when i decided to space out my 14th for you, you psycho me, yea i bet. and geral i still dont like youuuu. (jkjk). yea you tried but fail hahha.

so 14th out with geral, eve & dor. 15th out with jy,jeng,grace,kj,jingyu & elias. 16th (supposedly blac girls outing to bowllll) but theres sj stock check yepppp. omg, i think the girls are going to whack me and beat me upside down._. sorryyy ): busy weekend i have ahead. iknowiknow.

alrightttt sooooo, i think im damn blur ( became sotong alr ): ) today.gosh, i went for art outing in the morning(supposedly to be afternoon) cus i see wrongly. -smack myself- so yea my sleeping time is gone and when i went, i see nobody there lah, duh. alright so later im going agn in the noon, haiiiiiiiiz. (and yj is not going, slack!)

and im off to go and nap (: damn tired gosh.

if it wasnt for you.

2009-12-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

alright. day started off with cca extra meeting for them/maths hw for me,yating,jengwei.
yes. grace sub elias? he went off to miaf, zz._. so and joyce (: alright haowei and chunyi took charge.

imm-ed after that. cafe cartel-ed (think we got scammed. hor haowei) lol. i laughed a lot there thanks to family set( rofl jengwei-.-). and grace and joyce saw the true yating today lolll. shopped around after that.

lol, then jengwei went to catch the toys yea that machine thing lol. (faillll, but he bu si xin-.-) so that person kinda demo? (totally ownnn.) lol. minitoons.popular.comic connections. picture it. kopitiam. giant. jollybean and homed.

k. and now im going to do art on softpastel again :D (its fun! though its ex zz) byeeee.

so it remains unsolved?

2009-12-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

i sense more problems arising, haiiz. aye )): but idk what problems too, gosh.

yea i read minds. chunyi is alr freak out by that last night (: so maybe i can forsee the future too?yesyes?

k, this is a crap post. im too sian, i think.

i see light and hope.

2009-12-08T18:51:00.003+08:00

alright.

eng remedial was fun. but i carn find the place, ended up calling fengyu (lol-.-) so compre so on and so for. after that went jp with pq and lynette.
kfc-ed (funny thing happened) lol, chatted a lot. (i mean really a lot). and then walked around and everything. looks like im good in direction for once cus im taking the lead.

alright i went home after that while they went to watch 'new moon'. eh geral, see im so nice to space out my 14th alr (omg, i carn believe it lol.) so now outing with geral,dor and eve on 14th.

soo movie outing with a whole bunch of people on 15th. ( i reckon grace will be late, grace we shall see.) bowling outing with blac girls on idk what day (from june plan till now alr leh, auntie men, lol.) and 4108 squad outing? huimin is sad. haiii, how to change that fact into an opinion o:

and now im in search with joyce for the missing person (lol.) which we've still got no idea who isit, rawh. im blur alr lol.

alright. mathsmathsmaths (eve i shall try to save you from binomial, percentile and trigo lol.)

holidays are so not holidays. scam.

2009-12-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

alright i finished one more maths ws.
so now im left with 3 :D (im not going to teach you, chunyi. imma evil.)

dint do art at all today (oh well, it never work for me. im getting my soft pastel quite soon. (yeah not very soon-.-) cus karhui's brand does not suit me ): argh. i did geog revision (even im surprised with myself-.-) lol. but still, i got some done only. and then finish up eng compre too.

to think im such a good girl today, rofl. alright, eng remedial tmr (such a wierd date lah, its like dec now. but i still love ms rani's eng lesson) and bca prize presentation on the 10th ( i think merit is all i can get, im lucky enough to get to top 18(?) alr.) okay erm sj meeting for cca extra this fri.

so weekend will be occupied by art outings as usual. last piece! (coolio and i shall submit for exam alr. theres no where i can promote to. no1 reason why im slacking this time). yj is coming (raree.) lol. and mon out with clique (eh im not so evil afterall, thank me).

and then tues movie outing with a whole load of ppl (finally a date with grace-.- hor princess and the frog. but a not so call date too with so many ppl loll.) alright, shes scared of me, w. lol.

and im off to study. storybook. sleep.

determined.

2009-12-07T15:22:00.002+08:00

im studying, finally i am (: (im detemined this time, yay.)

wlao, ive slacked for like super long. gosh :/

take a chance.

2009-12-06T22:26:00.005+08:00

i got this bad feeling.

maybe cus huimin stop feeling things alr. esp, bad things (cus it always come through!). and now it comes to me? makes no sense lol.

aye. homework side. im so dead ._.

and lastly, ics jiayous loll (why you all like dc from cyberworld) O:

im off to physics._. argh.

and lastly HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TEOH JENG WEI(sec 1 toot/ sgt teoh)! (7/12) now promoted to a sec 2 toot , 7 more days xD

((((((((((((((((((:

2009-12-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

life's boring. art.sj.homework.studies.

at least, my movie outing is coming (they haven decide the movie yet and all went off9)._. at least not so no life.

and im (((((((((((((((((((((: (lolllll!) very happppyyyyy :D theres chance woohoo. there is!

haii im off. to maths.

tired.

2009-12-05T00:23:00.005+08:00

omggg. im super tired now.

its too late now, my eyes are shutting by itself after one whole long day of sj. so that means i gave up on trying to finish the art class piece ._. haiiiiz.

omg. so now fac day camp is over. time to focus on studies alr (and speaking about that yknow, yea huimin feel my pain ): ) and art outings (4 As such a goner, this time. only finish 1 pathetic art outing._.)

andddd 4108, well done these 3 days. see you all worked really hard and every single one of you really did improved as days go by.

i shall update more tmr. im super tired alr :/

give up? no.

2009-12-01T17:16:00.005+08:00

ive not been blogging these few days :/ yupp. been busy lately (k, when am i not busy-.-)

sat was open house. it was boring.(sums up everything) followed by d&d. it was not so good, not so bad either>< and i realised nanhua dont have dancing talent lahh.

sun was artouting(damn sian). ive been slacking too much obviously. yea art exam for this dec holi and im still in the mood of slacking. gosh.

life's boring. just wish that geral fly back soon. but she will only be back on 5th. my chu qi tong is gone :/anddd so that we can finally go out to shop/to study (: argh. (eves bored to death. metoometoo!)

fac day camp next 3 days(jiayous 4108!) my holidays gone agn._. been cancelling too much maths tuition recently rawh.

and im off to more maths (its addictive, trust me).

one spark starts the fire.

2009-11-27T17:02:00.002+08:00

holidays getting boring alr (srsly)

nvm thats not the point. bro's birthday celeb later (which means maths tuition get cancelled agn ): ) eve is starting to get addicted to maths alr. cheeros! :D

tmr is full sj day. im gonna stink like hell in full sj u from 8am- 11pm. god._. openhouse followed by d&d(dinner and dance) and acc to cheesuan its ballroom dancing(wapiang, might as well kill me), jiaying lets run to the toilet tgt can? this is crap.

forget it._. its bound to happen, just a matter of time. sun art outing to clarke quay (i doubt yijin gonna wake up so early to accompany me-.-) and after that sitex fair :D and im off to do maths and work on art (: (im a good girl these few days).

bye world.

im splitting soon.

2009-11-25T22:17:00.006+08:00

i love jiaying. cheers to jiaying :D i love yating. cheers to yating :D

and at this moment right now. just let me concentrate on hart. ive got one month plus more to go, im not going to slacken now. im not going to let my results die definitely.

just let my mood go into the interior design world and into the coursework world (hart ppl will think that im crazy by now) vat is definitely better (: visit to national library and hunt for interior design books. art is such a good way to spam (:

yay to vat.hart.olevel. for once._. i feel not stress over hart olevel now, wait im serious, im not kidding.

alright. open house rhsl. squad meeting. after that 1/4 squad dinner just now with jy.cy.jeng.hw.russ.jj.zt (long since i have dinner with them :D)
crapped.talked alot. yep i had a lot of fun, a lot of laughter (like jengwei is sitting right in front spamming lame jokes-.-) rofl.

eve i bought my sister keeper and untamed alr. lol finally :D and i finally know what you meant eve. finally know everything single thing you meant.

homed after that(: conclusion for today: daphne love art (eh not sacarsm im srs!) it was so fun with hart girls/ blac girls yepp. art.hw.spam storybooks. bye world.

you kept me in suspense.

2009-11-24T16:02:00.006+08:00

BCA'09 18/11/09

our works :D

mrs lim! lol, trying out.

alright, so now bca prize presentation on 10/12. i dont feel like going:/ haiiiiz.

im still very tired now><

still left with a whole load of hw, which im going to do like now(finally) haven attended any art outings>< (so gonna die) sj parades and activities coming up. study date with jiaying, eve quite soon i guess. after open house this week. long day tmr._. and yating soon soon, i will date you out kay lol.

bncoc'09.

it was cool to see them taking initiative in like almost everything. super proud of 4108. i know some of you just contribute silently, i know you all been doing all the saikang. but just want to tell you that your seniors saw what which and everyone of you did. saw your potential, your initiative, your zai-ness. and we're really happy and proud of you all :D

even though you all dint get the best trainee back. but still, we're happy to see you all have grown a lot in this course. to see you all mature and bring a lot of laughter to the course(hor greg). its about what you all have learn and not what the you all have gotten. still, grats greg and evania. and ofc some that we've know you all should deserved it as well. (yep, we know how much you all have put it). we saw all your effort and really we're glad and happy to see what we've seen during the camp. (L)4108

and glad to see you all mixing with people from other corps too. hor grace? LOL (thanks to russ) hahhha.

and thanks s2 dept, 4007 trainers,xuezhen and amanda for bringing bring so much fun to me during the camp :D glad to know all of you (:

and lastly happy birthday chanchunyi! stay happy always!

we've survived as a whole.

2009-11-23T19:08:00.003+08:00

tired.restless.happy.
alright, im tired now. though i just catch 4h of sleep. but im going back to sleep soon again(:

4108, great job done during the camp. grats for passing the bncoc course tgt as a squad who went. saw all of you improve as days passed by. its really a happy thing. know you all have tried hard, have worked hard and ofc. being more initiative (esp timer!) really proud to see all of you to have grown a lot through this course, to become more mature (:
but still, why aint you all sleeping and resting now. lol, i see people on9 ahem.

alright. one more down. kay theres still a lot of things for me to settle. for me to do._. not time to rest and slack still. sorry yating, i carn go tmr(doubt i can wake up) and shall try to meet you up asap.

and happy 15th birthday chan chunyi!(24/11)
stay happy like always :D ofc dont be so crap lol.

okay i shall go and sleep and charged myself lol. im 3/4 shut off now, hor yating. kay bye world. and bca photos will be up soon yep.

the world revolves around you.

2009-11-19T16:51:00.003+08:00

finish packing my room alr :D after 3h-.- dump a lot of stuff into the bin lol. still at least its neat and tidy now since after eoy zz.

a lot of things undone. a lot of hw undone. upcoming events till school reopen: bncoc camp.open house rhsl(sian miss flagday):).openhouse.facdaycamp(>< where hn starts kicking off again).parades.el remedial.art outings.

study/hw date with eve.study date with jiaying. undone hw: weekly amathsplusemaths.eng hw.50 drawings(i doubt im going to finish it).read up on vat(impt crap-.-). physics asknlearn.chinese baozhangbaodao (i hope i dint left out anything jeesh. (and for once, theres no chem hw. cool.)

i shall go pack my camping bag. and im off from 20th-23rd. 4108, all the best! (im turning naggy alr><)

i finally read your mind.

2009-11-18T21:22:00.005+08:00

before i start posting. shall post photos with 4108 for promo yst first (: (dint got to have 4007 to take photo arghh)

Nov Promo Parade '09

41'08 (L)

---

kay for today.

-bang head into wall- art from 9.15am-6.45pm today. later day of holidays gone): start off with art comp opening ceremony with mrs lim,vel and winglam. she drove us there._. (i guess correctly lorh, vel lol)

exhibition of submitted entries of those big boards (some schools are really qiang><) then headed off with career talks (all about engineering,architecture so on and so for. damn sian..)went to visit the zero energy building afterthat(it was quite cool) blahblahblah. just know that the trip was tiring._.

after that release of results :D both entries of ours got in, woohoo.so next selection is on 10th dec (: now i dont feel like going for prize presentation._. argh. okay nvm. photos all in velda's cam lol so errrrr yeaaa. waiting for her to put in fb(will take long yup).

lunch-ed. headed off to artfriend after that to purchase olevel art materials. for vat. for coursework. 500 plus bucks spent._. let see. acrylic.pencils. a2papers for coursework. mounting board.corrogated cardboard.diff types of sketchbooks.lino cutters+blades. acrylic garnish. containers. acrylic brush cleaner(i forgot, something like that lol). now see why art is expensive.

-.-

and so 10th jan is the release of olevel hart paper(coursework plus vat task). 5 8gb thumbdrives for vat for the 5 of us not bought yet. lolll, i wonder how much in total the 5 of us will spent for olevel hart._.

jeesh. kay im off (: finally one day of rest for me tmr. cool.

we're all in this together.

2009-11-17T20:55:00.006+08:00

im feeling damn tired now._. feel like sleeping alr :/

sj from 8-4plus? promo parade(make up for july).initiation parade.open house rhsl.4108 bfa. sums up everything :D which explains why im tired now. kay i sidetrack lol. grats for those who got promoted (: work harder for those who dint :D (same tai ci, rofl)

4108, rest well. long journey to go this week yea. endure through these 4 days, have faith in you people :D
& grats 4209 for initiating and passing bfa (: (got a long day today, rest well too)

after that went for lunch/dinner ( i mean its like going 5, i haven had my lunch. and dont have dinner so early before lol. im wierd, i know.) at mos with cl,pris,cy,jeng and luoyang lol. which turns out to be some entertaining session.( i think we made a lot of noise there lol) then everyone kept laughing non stop till we got stomachache, thanks to jeng oh so lame jokes/ leng xiao hua. lol, its all about him byl hor simpsons crab? lol (inside joke) long since i laugh until so badly alr, gosh. and we realised he very auntie lol.

finally left at 6 plus. and homed (:

art compet open ceremony tmr. which i need to go. wah sian-.- my only day of rest this week ): boohoo. ohmytianhuaban.

kay im off, damn tired ._.

---
im all confused agn:/ argh.

on the mountain.

2009-11-16T13:15:00.007+08:00

im back active again. after er... let me count 13 hours of sleep last night :D (grace, i won today) woots. finally i dont feel so tired alr.

but now im still left with 50 drawings and all my hw-.- i shall start with maths tuition hw first (at least maths doesnt bore me off like other subjects do) study dates sometime soon (: (after bncoc)determined to study this holi alr, get chem concepts clear(chem tb rocks more than _) if not im really going to die sooner or later>< no i shall keep the record of not failing chem test. rawh. and improve my humanities too._. argh.

as for 1 and half months to the start of olvl hart. shall finish my 50 drawings, i try i mean. (i draw slow._.) shall go and read up on interior design, i really suck in vat. but at least interior design interest me._. (that means library tim agn) hao guo theory paper-.- need to hop down to artfriend soon, or maybe i shall just ask mrslim to buy for me (: (sorry, im in ncoc camp when they are going) still wondering if i should try soft pastel>< argh.

lastly, jiaying may really go and wait for rain and collect mud for me :D dont emo le luhhh.

the super big board that make me lost my sleep for 2 days-.- (thanks to compet) dont have the photo of the completed one, its with mrs lim LOL.

im off (:

im officially tired.

2009-11-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

so now i have 1 more week to real holidays>< 1 month gone leh, damn sad ): 3h of sleep for conseceutive days alr, argh.

finally ended this week which is like a rush. remedials.olevel.art compet.remedials.tuition. long way to go and im very tired now alr._.

bncoc theory phase 2 tmr. and sun is the last indoor art lesson of this year, then off to art outings and art exam starts kicking off-.-

this coming week. parade.bncoc camp(got to skip opening of art compet, phew!).art outings. and the end(: theres still parades, openhouse rhsl and fac day camp._. my dec holidays is cool isnt it. oh i forgot study date with jiaying-.- rofl.

today was totally crap. went to school early in the morning, met vel. chiong up to art room. wait for mrs lim to open the art room. chiong the big board which i dint managed to finish the night before, fell asleep without knowing! and when i woke up its 6am-.- so... chiong art till 10am.

got excused by mrs lim from eng remedial._. for half an hour. kay so submitted without touching up>< dont have the time to-.- aye, wont win anw, so well i dont care that much-.- still i spent 1 and half days on that board thats half my height-.- waste acrylic+time. so eng remedial till 11.30am.

and off to chem remedial till 1pm. not much stuff get into my head anw. rushing here and there totally burn off my energy to focus. so after chem remedial, finally got a break which doesnt seem so. went for lunch (we stuff our food into our mouth and finish it in less than 10 min-.- big improvement i have).

and then rush up for maths remedial till 3pm._. (luckily 3pm-4.30pm was cancelled, if not i would have fainted-.-) yea partly cus of dor and eve gl-ing beside me. but binomial is easy to understand, at least things get into my head, unlike chem. chia rocks :D (did i mention he look like water wally today?) what a great day i have today zz.

homed. slept till my cher comes and i dint know-.- (i super tired) tuition till 10.30pm. and finally im resting here. haven prepare full uni. and tmr is another long day._. i rather have school life than holidays, i swear.

1 more week._. arghhh. wo alr hen lei le D: now im getting worried of next year coursework. like today they were discussing to go to artfriend to buy our own needed art materials for coursework and placed in the storage room alr>< kay 1 and half more months. before hart olevel start kicking off. let me try to enjoy the freedom during this time (maybe not, 50 drawings leh-.-)

life's never fair.

2009-11-13T01:36:00.003+08:00

going to be 2am alr. rawh!

too tired to continue alr ): shall go to school and chiong early in the morning tmr><

been neglecting my sleep super badly these days. very tight schedule._. art.3 el remedial.chem remedial.amaths remedial tmr D: tuition after that, bncoc theory phase 2 on sat. art class on sun-.- siannn.

kay i shall finish up more of it. and go and catch some sleep.argh.

this is gonna be difficult.

2009-11-12T15:37:00.001+08:00

how i carn finish it on time alr, i bet):
walao, damn sad.

you kept me from falling.

2009-11-12T14:42:00.003+08:00

parade yst. 4209 bfa prac, 4108 fa moi.openhousrhsl. and now im aching>< tried nursing toc, lol russ is lighter than jeng. lol.nothing much, skipped phy remedial cus of open house rhsl._. i feel damn guilty but got the ws form ling alr :D

im apparently slacking big time here-.- 3/5 more of the dumb big board which makes me dread art a lot alot now.. im super tired alr>< school tmr, pass up art.el remedial.chem remedial.amaths remedial. haiiiiiiz.

and one more el remedial on 18th. and finally holidays start-.- coolio. kay im off to rush art again-.-

it alright, its okay.

2009-11-10T18:16:00.003+08:00

olevel chi is over (: phew, it was okay. just hope my result will be okay too._. kay so one down, but its not time for me to slack now :/

sian diao, art compet deadline in 2 days time>< i haven started a single bit, i mean i collect the board today? wapiangggg. sorry, i went around scratching,whacking ppl with those 2 big wooden boards-.- its like half my height can._.

no idea.no inspiration= gg/die. oh wait, i haven read the guidelines at all, have i._. noooooooo.

wapiang when will all my troubles end ): crap crap crap. i srsly think i carn finish the very big board in 2 days tim-.- wo de ma ya. oh my tian hua ban.

and im tired now. my brain is drained._. i shall just go and sleep-_- and worry about everything later-.- not enough rest these few days alr, like since friday ><

you make me crazier.

2009-11-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

2 more days, boohoo):

i shall try to study as much as i can tonight.yep. lol eve (mother/auntie) gonna nag at me for sleeping late again :/ oops.

ohman ohman ohman. haiiz, im starting to be negative again, all over again...i know myself too well. :/

im good enough to go for art today :D yuhan, i dont see youuuuu. lol, slacker! figure drawing nearly kill me._. wah sian i carn draw humans lah._. stickman also cannot draw alr, still draw human-.-

the next post shall be after olevel(: yuppp. bye world.

tiring one.

2009-11-07T22:46:00.005+08:00

1 down, 5 more days to go. jiayous 41'08,rest well tonight kay. you all have done well today,know that its been a tiring day for you all. lol, thanks for the ummm politically correct ans >< your ncos can read your minds hahha.

s2 dept with miao,cuiling,wayne,geraldine. not much casualties so yupp. lol, duty; both sickbays and looking out for trainees. lol, was rather boring/sian. but still, it was okay yep. media+s2 lol. with wayne veryvery lame conversations lol. so next camp is the nightmare><

alright. no chi revision at all today, im super guilty now ): lol eve, i want my redbull :D tell me if it works okay! LOL. 3 more days left, ohmytian. i like freaking out all over again. yea, i shant be too hard on myself :D kay still i dont regret going for bncoc as a trainer(:

theres still art tmr._. should i go or should i study at home>< yuhan?

kay i shall go and study chi before i sleep and chat with eve :D

2 conseceutive day of lack of sleep ): see 4108, you all can sleep dont want to go and sleep. what happen to our deal huhhhh. 11.04pm liao!

still deciding if i should take part in the art compet._. this fri is the deadline! and 'o's is on tues, oh crappppp :/ kay im off to study>< er... as long as i can last._.

made me believe.

2009-11-06T15:00:00.001+08:00

&4 days more.
1/4 revision left._.

kay i shall stop slacking here.

last lap.

2009-11-05T15:11:00.004+08:00

5 more days >: last chi remedial(mock chi paper 2) today (argh).
its quite scam._. for the fact that we dont have to hand in the paper and the ans is provided to us instead.
suddenly, i want more chi remedials-.- (i guess eve influence me lol)
i just hope that i will maintain my chi mock paper 1 standard in olevel or even better. and i will be jumping in joy-.-
this shall be it. my chi mock paper 1 results shall motivate me further to study for 5 more days (:

chem remedial was sian diao. im lost, i understand a bit._. well the first part was taught when we were in sec3 camp, which is like half the class-.- so somehow we listen the second part and understand the first part-.- as if i can understand everything><

all the sec3s down for mock paper 2._. so parade was shortage of manpower. but it was quite okay, 4108 got their surprise fa test. which was a surprise for us too. yep. only went for 30 min parade. drills.briefing.dismissed. quite happy with their fd today (:

bncoc this sat. dont stress/dread it, 4108. have faith in yourself :D you can do it (: all the best.

pastamania-ed,icecream-ed with geral and eve at westmall after that. they got to select the location lol. crapping session begins. and ofc with geral gossiping session too (they tempted me, booo!) ive warned that i will take very long to finish my icecream! lol, not my fault :/ and homed (:

kind of satisfied the life im having now (: remedial.crapping session.study.msn.study.tv.sleep. LOL. and the cycle continues...

its not for us to decide.

2009-11-04T15:04:00.003+08:00

one more chi remedial left alr. wah sian._. so fast and tmr is just for chi mock paper 2. no revision, no going through format, nothing >: and 6 days left.

that half parade is gone too ): due to chem remedial after chi tmr. damn sian diao, boohoo.

dec holidays are so not holidays. went back to sch like everyday this week >: bombarded by remedials till 18th-.- which is half a month, coolio.

and im halfway through chi revision :/ tian ah.

subway-ed with eve and geral after remedial. they pangsehed me which threaten me to pangsehed my drink ): i could have finish drinking rawhhh. but at least crapping session makes my stress level go down :D

its nearing, isnt it.

2009-11-03T15:52:00.007+08:00

and its 7 more to go >:
eve, i need my motivation lolll.

baozhang,gonghan,sihan really bored me off alr ): damndamndamn. 2 more chi remedials to go. 7 more cheena days to go ): need to have revision done before bncoc theory, argh.

cyf been a really good chi teacher like really :D at least his remedial/lessons are interesting lol. that it doesnt drove half the class to sleep?

and from eve's blog:
1 week to chinese paper.
7 days to chinese paper.
86400 x 7 seconds to chinese paper.
then you minus the sleeping eating bathing time... (lol, you forgot your tablet and indulging in storybooks time! :D )

dont wish to screw this paper up :/

its the effort that counts.

2009-11-02T22:51:00.005+08:00

8 more days. yep, 8 more days of chi revision with music (: i will strive my best, yep i will.

3 conseceutive days of chi remedials._. feel the rush now. only parade is gone cus it clashes with chi olevel mock paper 2 ): lets be optimistic, half a parade yup. in 5 more days, dont stress people. 6 days. jiayous 4108 (: all the best, ni men xing de. relaxxxxxx. haven finish writing, argh._.

halfway through chi revision. im getting bored off alr, my motivation is soon to be gone alr haiiiz. im bored off alr ): its just this small hurdle argh. 8 more days of bao zhang.gonghan.sihan.jixuwen and the worse one zhong he tian kong-.- just shoot be dead, bang.

rawhh. damnittttt. heh, that thought about going to the beach and screaming into the sea is here agn-.- jeesh this is totally not right at all. im still slacking big time here zz._.

2009-10-30T17:10:00.004+08:00

(:

kay im active again :D (saved my tablet alr)

last day of school. doesnt feel like it at all >< holidays been flooded alr._. best thing. remedials.sj.art. taadah.

chi olevel mock was such a scam >: i mean srsly we were like partying during the time?! finish my gong han though zz><

progress report is back today, demoralising piece of crap>: eoy pull my avrge percentage down by 10%, oh my tian-.- and up next theres still a lot of stuff for me to do._. to study._. to worry for._.

supp classes of like almost all the subject. and wait, ive yet to hear about hart, which definitely there will be._. cyf "selected students"= "wo select ni men whole class" best._. olevel chi in 10 days time, boohoo): and bncoc theory in 1 week time ): i hope i dint regret my choice to go for the theory phase, its super near chi olvl><

and eve's not back yet ): i think she brought books there to read lorh LOL. no eve=less crap. yepppp.

kay i shall go and nap and tuition later zz><

2009-10-29T17:14:00.005+08:00

):

the reason why ive been mia-ing is cus my tablet died on me-.- okay... so im using my mum's com now. and ive just reformat my table..sian siao, say byebye to photoshop and itunes._.

oh well, at least it kept me studying these few days._. no 1. suay thing: phy spa was changed to today and was only told us this morning, total gg. like the whole class went around lending instruments tsktsk. so well. no 2. eve is gone to macau): walaooooo, leave us here. boohoo ): no more high-ing alr >: quai dian hui lai lah ): ohmytianhuaban.

no 3. chi Os mock paper 1 tmr(which is told to us only yst) im so gonna die-.- ohmytian. no 4. full uni tmr>< rawhhhh. oh and phy spa was okay, yep for me. chunyi,cheer up(: and i hope i dint screw up though. progess report coming back tmr): what a sad ending of school year._. kay maybe it doesnt even feel like the end of eoy even. everyones still studying-.- nobody relaxing. kay im stressing myself again, as geral and dor says-.-how i envy the sec 1and 2 ):

kay i shant post much. will be back when my tablet is active again. thats gonne be after chi olevel lol i think? see first xD

2009-10-25T19:56:00.002+08:00

:D

im bored, boohoo ): next lap, 'o' level phy spa and chi D: ohmytianhuaban(lol eve,our catchprase heheh) my confidence level went down down down agn ._.

and i determined to start studying tmr >: yea i should. and not continue to slack.

art was fun today though tio-ed own by huizhen but still it was crappy (: "i very sian, xiang hui jia liao" huizhen says "you haven even reach here for 1h><" ownageeee. see how much i love art lessons (: with the crap i mean lol. artouting paper is here-.- first week clashed with bncoc camp, rawh.

see how boring my life is. somehow it motivates me to study that lil bit-.- wait, i haven finis packing my room yet. still chunked with all sort of notes and books zz.

lastly, olevel starts tmr, good luck sec4s, esp 3906 :D goodluck sec3 for chi, esp 3/9 and 4007 :D

2009-10-23T21:37:00.003+08:00

):

im tired now ): after bowling. and worse the 4h sleep that i had last night though im just back from camp>< at least tuition was cancelled._. and 39 mosquito bites are really killing me-.-

eoy is crap, total crap-.- half of the cohort fail chem, aint we great._. (its a killer paper to start with) half of the class fail amaths too zz. damn demoralised by eoy but still argh. well i passed all my subjects for eoy but the results are just way below expectation, boohoo. yup, i should stop ranting if not chunyi and jiaying will start scolding agn-.-

so that means no entry test nxt year, phew>< day was fun :D no, i mean only the later part of the day. lol, bingo with eve,dor,jieyi was fun (: coolio, we kept entertaining ourselves lmao. hilarious 1h we had (: duhh. ahemahem.

bowling was okay._. ahem karhui,ahem chunyi. grace you best liao-.- and thats by luck that you happen to be there lorh lol. i had that lil bit of fun lah. yea im just too tired just now><

day's drawing near. 1 more parade left before bncoc :/ ohmytian (kope eve's word). i hope._.

2009-10-22T20:10:00.004+08:00

:D

back from camp :D and acc. to many, im super tanned now-.- lol from dor, "you look better when you're tanned." best! kay to sum up everything, i can say love sjabnhc camp more (: maybe bncoc was better than this sec3 camp. now next step, bncoc and ccc.

yst night was funny. yea yating knows best lol.chatted with her for 30 min before we finally get into sleep. kay its tough to be a belayer._. high elements were omg, well its for the tall ones to play aint it.rock wall was fun :D low elements was soso. abseiling was okay. er... love kidnapped the most (:

and for those from 4108 that went to leaderscamp, great job done these 3 days :D rest well kay (: kay i shant talk about camp alr, damn tired. i lost my mood to post tsktsk.

eoy was screwed up, expected sec3s screw up our eoy>< kay at least what ive expected dint turn out to be the truth. expected to fail my phy,chem and egeog. but i passed. yea barely passed-.- haiiz. still i got high cus i pass my phy, its like most of us gave up on the paper when we reach section b and i just skipped through most of section b and say come back later zz.

309 screw up this eoy very badly. like half a class fail phy, failures for chem too. egeog was badly done, depressing crap.chi was hahhaha-.- cyf is nice :D maths was hahhha-.- cheer up people (:

next thing up, art compet. sian diaoooo. haven even started it, well no motivation, no inspiration, no mood. = slack for art :D

kay shall read hon. and rest (:

2009-10-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

D:

can i not go for the camp?
can i not participate the art compet? (great, i realise i dont even know the theme-.-)

-.-

2009-10-19T20:51:00.004+08:00

):

i shall be away till thurs. not looking forward to camp at all.

shall just go and pack my bag and do my zuowen. and read hon (: will be updating about today's vivo trip when im back too. yupp. how many candids of me today alr huhhh, vel and dor-.-

oh and did i mention i got one art competition on hold-.- siannnnn...

2009-10-18T15:52:00.003+08:00

:D

im now addicted to the house of night series._. stay up till 3am to finish reading "marked". lolll.

and so i went to art class late :D as usual, this had become an habit of mine alr ): watercolour piece was quite screwed boohoo. but at least crapping with the girls was fun :D been long since ive talked so much. like im stuck studying during eoys boohoo.

lot1 later part of the day. ion outing with the girls tmr. camp from tues to thurs. and i haven start on my chi compo-.- i should really stop slacking, damn.

oh and i forgot about one day one piece of art we need to do-.- and what. i have camp for 3 days? i do it during the camp huhhhh? so im left with mon and tues to churn out 5 pieces of art. coolio-.-

2009-10-17T23:18:00.008+08:00

:D

the best thing i did today was to sleep till 5pm-.- cus of chionging of art><

i just feel very tired again. shall slack till camp arrives. and then after that its time to get onto serious work again. like that first thing i saw in my hp today from mrslim, message to tell us to get into the art mood._. i start to wonder how many ppl will get into hart next year o.o

maybe when i received results on thurs when im back to sch again, i may get motivated to study in the negative way._. well i know i screw it up, im the one who took it. so dont pin high hopes on my results. argh.

oh and im dreading camp on tues-.- what lucky batch we were >: forget it, at least ive got liqing and jocelyn with me :D hahhha jiaying, you suay xD im looking forward to fun parade this fri :D lolll.

2 more months-.- 60 more days. how much drawings can i churn out in these days. im starting to doubt myself alr. argh. oh well, olevel kick off at the start of jan with hart paper 1 and 2-.-which is where i start to say hi to vat again(terrible experience i had in june) and coursework(that big piece of goondo will drive me crazy). for once, hart is the earliest paper. thats not a good thing at all.

still theres art class tmr. ahem yuhan -cough cough- i haven finish my watercolour piece, going to die tmr-.- ion outing with clique on mon, whos going? lol.

and karhui, get well soon :D lol and stop probing lahhhh ):

i shall be off to read my books. lol eve spread her syndrome to me alr, boohoo.

2009-10-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

eoy's over @ 1.07pm today :D i dont feel a post exam feeling cus i know ive screw up most of my subjects like super badly-.- i shall work harder next year. haiiz.

such a killer. such a poor ending for sec3 life. boohoo. most of the sec3 cohort screw up this eoy, dint we-.- amaths.chem.phy were all killer papers. not many finish studying egeog thanks to the sadistic exam schedule._.emaths was no better zz.

just wish that i score for chi.maths.art and pass my phy-.- and i'll be glad (: enough about eoy, what's passed had passed. so now.. coming up olevel chi. -head into wall-

sec3adventurecamp this tues, i really dont feel like going. this is crap.

enjoy my day with 309 hart girls after exam today :D argh, clara went to orchard for prom stuff and winglam went home ): boohoo.
though we were tired, exhuasted, sleepy due to the few hours of sleep we have cus of chionging of art. we lasted till 5pm shopping around. lol manga.videos.magazines.books. so related to art._.

kay i should be sleeping now. i know i know. i see my double eyelid turning into triple eyelid alr, yay.

2009-10-14T13:21:00.002+08:00

last 2 days. last 3 papers :D
yea, i know some of sec3s left with 2 more papers or some even 1 alr-.- and case close tmr rawh. good for you all.
i shall still try to enjoy that 3h there on fri.

finally see hope in eoy after today's emaths paper1-.- amaths tmr. tell myself many times not to screw it up. i will try my best, screw up amaths=gg for eoy this time. trigo, proving, please dont get into my way during tmr paper, tyvm (:

and theres still physics. finish amaths revision alr :D promise myself to finish studying phy and amaths by 6.30pm today.and off to rush art._.(i mean finish my observationals by today if i can><) i dont see hope in art this time at all. like srsly,i see more hope in physics than art._.

i suddenly feel the stress level. good thing.good motivation for me to study.

2009-10-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

eves blog a huge motivation for me to study :D and sorry girls for not making it to tmr breakfast date lol. i dont want to fall sick even before eoy end._.

3/4 way through physics. done with amaths :D sec1 and sec2 rev for emaths agn (zz). and art is not progressing at all. what can i do when i havent come up with my mindmap-.- i dont have inspiration at all. like this time is the worse one._.

shall sleep in tmr morning :D cus of the wierd eoy timetable planning we have-.- but still i can sleep in (: LOL. kay i should stop slacking like srsly.

should go and do my art. should go and study phy/emaths/amaths. and should stop distracting myself like spinning pen to entertain myself rawhhh.

im gone till fri (: yea stop laughing ppl, boooo.

2009-10-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

done with amaths.halfway through phy. so now i guess i should start art._.
fever is going down. but sorethoat and headache is getting worse ):
i just feel like sleeping and sleeping even more...

haven even come up with my mindmap.damn.
how screwed isit going to be this time round :/
bless me.

2009-10-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

and im sick after two weeks of less than 3 hours sleep everyday-.-
flu.fever.sorethroat.
argh. sleep for the whole of this afternoon. tuition. and now i feel like sleeping agn. which i will go to sleep soon (:

dont like panadols._. headache is getting from bad to worse, argh.

2009-10-09T16:12:00.004+08:00

half freedom :D today is like the last day of eoy lol.all the memorising sub is over, phew.
say bye to geog.ss.chem. yo.

still, as expected. eoy papers these time are diff. like how many people screw up chem and emaths paper2 and egeog alr zz.

taadah. next week is slack-.- excl. art prep._. languages.phy.amaths.emaths paper1.hart (: pinning my hopes on chin and amaths now._.

argh. 7marks lost for emaths paper2 alr. so well, paper1 >< i doubt its going to be any easier.

2009-10-04T23:06:00.001+08:00

trying to squeeze as much stuff into my brain as possible._.
its 11.15 now alr ): and i want to finish NI by today, im determined. rawh.

and im happy over finishing one observational drawing. am i productive or what lol.
ive neglected art very badly this eoy.

:/

2009-10-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

im dead beat now after sj duty. but zt entertain us a lot :D lol.

just know ive been rushing art prep desperately during art lesson, recess and after sch._.

and revising other subj too. argh.

2009-10-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

1 more week to go._. so many things to mug. but they just couldnt get into my petite brain ): its getting no life these days. studying and more studying.

lol. sorry luh dor, i know i gl you very badly today._. and you see my statement on geral is so true right. rofl. and eve whispering _ from behind. rawh. chem lesson was best today (hardly i say this), lets see why.

after chia's lesson, everyone was happy :D and then _ was outside and 3/4 of the class decided to mass pon and go toilet tgt when _ enter the class. and followed by ms rani and mr chia entering the class talk to us. so 20 min flew off, yay.

still nothing on metals get into my brain-.- well, i was daydreaming most of the time zz. still i dint screw up my redox lvl test today. though its still an a2-.- looks like im fated to not improve in chem alr.

havent really start on art, better luh :/

tian ah, jiu jiu wo ba.

2009-09-30T18:10:00.003+08:00

just here to take a break from those studying._. regular chem and maths tests we've been having these two weeks-.- been studying till 1am these few days alr._. still i havent started on my art-.-

oh and did i mention i dint fail my redox test lol. though i got that ridiculous disproportionation qn wrong-.-grade is still stuck at a2>< not improving,not deproving too. every maths topic test results still give me that little hope for other sub and motivation to move on :D

day was damn _ with _ pms early in the morning, how can it not be. shouting at the class for no good reason-.- losing trust on us, aye whatever. geral, dont sad/angry le (: very not worth it lorh. dk how many times _ pissed the whole class off these 2 weeks alr. suan le, xi guan le-.-

still, today closure day save us from chem test :D so today's chem test was postponed to tmr. and tmr 12 chapters chem test was cancelled-.- ownage as usual.

and tio owned by dor and eve for my oh-so-slow apple eating skill._. with them staring at me eat rawhhh.

and mr chia gave the whole class water wallies today :D kay luh it kept 309 happy that lil moment. lol, carn deny hes nice :D so as usual trigo lesson made everyone laugh like shit over one word-.-

i shall go and study ss and amaths, sj duty this fri = no maths tuition ):

im wondering if i should go for art class this sun. yuhan? lol!

2009-09-28T20:10:00.003+08:00

indulgence indulgence indulgence. haven even pen down a single thing, not even my mindmap ): walao. damn demoralised. that 3 weeks to freedom doesnt motivate me at all.

wanted to chiong at the last day. but mrs lim want to see the progress. totally sian diao. i haven even finish studying one subject ._.

yea, i just carn live in self denial alr. mian dui xian shi ba. sorry if im going into the emo/sian diao moment again...

2 more chem tests this week. just shoot me dead like srsly.

2009-09-26T21:19:00.005+08:00

20 more days. havent even choose my topic. not to even say mindmap-.- i shall stop thinking about it, yay. dont care whether im living in self denial alr. i shall stay happy, yea.

kinda slack my way through today._. finished studying 2 chapts of chem and art class sept holi outing art piece that i owe-.- am i productive or what.

not much time left. tmr is taken up by art class again. but at least ive got crapping session lol. fri is gone agn due to sj duty._. and im left with next weekend. and woosh, there eoy comes-.-

______

im getting worried as days go by...

2009-09-25T16:23:00.009+08:00

paper1s were quite screwed up. eng was okay actually, chi was demoralising, results is going to be below expectation-.- gah its a difficult paper. forget it, shall work hard for paper2s. ah damn, 2 more weeks alr._.

art paper lying in my bag now. 5 questions and what, ive got no idea what to do._. brain block this whole week alr. please stop continue blocking ):

ah i only see hope in both maths now-.- super sian diao alr.

2009-09-23T21:01:00.006+08:00

one major paper down._. walao, killing and freaking the whole class out this whole morning. sorry luh, i wasnt really paying attention during chi lesson. more of trying to memorise my formulas._.

still chem spa is :D more of positive side that is if i dont screw up my best fit lines-.- calculations still the best._. and surprisingly i dint spill any acid/alkali today lol. lighten my mood that little bit (:

phy was funny lah. '____ work hard. i work smart' best luh. still rmb ___ 'linglingling' lol.

maths test was postponed. uh arrrr... makes no diff. so theres another maths test tmr._. parade was uh wo jin li le. i shall try harder still. ahem jiaying >< lol, poor jingyu, i pity him. carn deny the fact that hes _ (ask jiaying what she say lol, its a good thing).

paper 1 on fri, i haven get the formats into my head, damn.

kay i shall lift my mind off studying eoy today :D sorry luh, im feeling damn demoralised plus tired alr.

2009-09-22T17:43:00.006+08:00

ah damn.. drown with tons of tests and homework._. not to mention that 50 pieces of art weekly-.- im left with 46-.- save me please. my last week of freedom is gone too, boohoo ): even better, my mp3 batt died on me like today-.-

amaths test tmr. (whats with this small little 1q test daily, rawh.) chem spa assessment tmr -twist fingers- i bet i will screw it up since most ppl screw up theirs today alr._. hope i dont spill chemicals agn. luckily chem "mye" test was postponed to this coming tues. if not im so gonna die. 14 chapters, wth. bang, just shoot me dead.

art eoy question coming down after end of paper 1s this fri._. depressing shit. study at cousin's house yst which was productive :D better than at home with bro making loud noises-.- at least that temptation of tv and comp is not there. lol. and i actually sit still for 4h to study ._. more of humanities ._.

kay im off. to study, to finish up my hwk. im damn drained alr, sleeping 3h a day is definitely not enough. -.- luckily i dont take bio, hist and most imptly art paper 3 (i will kill myself if i do that definitely).

2009-09-19T22:09:00.005+08:00

omg, this pic is damn cute :D cheer me up that little bit.

maybe huimin and biqi wont be scared of cats after seeing this, rofl.

kay im just being random, off to continue to study for eoy. urgh.

i shall stay happy. yea, i'll try...

2009-09-18T23:06:00.006+08:00

terrible day._. how can it not when i screw up 3 tests a day, okay maybe not, 2 i mean. see why i love emaths so much now.

what a good start of today with "50 drawings per week" walao-.- i think if i can finish 10, the sky will drop. i want to bang into the wall alr. i desperately need time, if only theres 48h in a day. and well...ive made up my mind to go for drawing&painting in olevel hart coursework alr, gah:/ i hope its not a wrong decision.

maths was er depressing luh. well, i dint study for the test. eh wait, i try to study. but fell asleep instead._. how can i not when im sleeping like 3h each day-.- amaths test going to be horrible (its like what 1q-.-), emaths going be good, tsk.

pe was :D smthing fun at least-.- and lift my mind of from tests after tests._. recess was occupied by chem test outside GO. we own lah, half a class sitting for test outside GO zz. and see _ own can, give some ridiculous q that nobody knows how to do, im srs. wth is disproportionation reaction-.-

i got this from the net zz. A disproportionation reaction is a redox reaction in which the same element both increases and decreases in oxidation number. theres that little bit of chance that i guess it correctly-.-

love egeog lessons (: mrs lew is cool, she crap with us.she release us on time.she go straight to point and not beat around the bush like _ and she explains till everyone understands :D chi was er uh... out of 36 ppl, i guess around 5 did their chi hw-.- oh well, nobody gives damn cus of the whole load of tests we are having -.-

lunch. ahem._. oh well, me,eve and vel totally gave up. tio-ed attacked by jinsui-.- shes super bao li >: and i dint even do anything, she attack me for fun, ownage-.- i wanted to rest, rawh! wo hen lei lorh, mei you tong qing xin de ): phy was er... kay luh im super drained alr. so wasnt really paying attention._.

chem spa assessment this wed-.- damndamndamn. i hope i dont screw it up -twist fingers- and 2 more weeks to eoy._. i still have a lot of chapters to study, like really a lot.

---------------------------

we've/i've tried. heartbroken seeing you people like this, urgh. was really very depressed with them. that we/i really flared up. its not working right :/

2009-09-17T22:04:00.005+08:00

TEXTURE TEXTURE TEXTURE, sick and tired of it alr. driving hart girls crazy. boom, we're going to explode soon, yay-.-

i predict i dont have to sleep tonight agn... haven study chem,emaths,amaths test for tmr. haven finish art._. walao, i own. carn even rmb when was the last time i actually sleep before 12am

2009-09-15T19:33:00.004+08:00

life carry on as usual. with geral going crazy beside me everyday-.- i wonder how _ stand her (hmm, my fav phrase this week lol).

eng oral on mon was not screwed up at least lol, thats cus the topic was easy..er uhh.. plus the cher is hilarious and funny to talk to :D and whenever it reaches me, something funny will happen, cher is so hot that she wanted to move inside when im starting my passage, rofl.

chem redox test and maths holi hw test this coming fri ): chem spa this coming wed ): (which is counted in olevel) damn, so not looking forward to it :x so many things happening these days. oh man.

need to decide on what to do for olevel hart coursework by this week-.- (which is like fri is coming soon zz.) yea, that big piece of goondo driving me crazy lol. oh man, drawing and painting or embossing? or both-.- lino, photography and fashion is a complete nono for me LOL. er mr tan expecting me to take drawing and painting, but still im slow yknow and the competition is intense._. i really carn decide, carn choose >< yea, im undecisive, damn. what to choose, argh ):

lol eve, im not anti-smiley. i only ban :P hahha xD kay ive sidetracked lol.

ahhh. less than 3 more weeks-.- i have freakingly a lot more chapters of all the different subjects to study. better get most off it done before art paper comes down next fri ><

and in advance,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHAN TENG :D squadmate cum classmate. lol you damn joker-.-

2009-09-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

dodo make sense for once. hmm, perhaps. i'll try my best (:

2009-09-12T00:15:00.005+08:00

chanced upon this from eve's blog. lol its cute :D

3 more weeks. gah :x

my heart was wrapped in the clover.

2009-09-07T14:22:00.003+08:00

last post.
i shall be gone till after eoy :D i need motivation desperately ):

those who brought me a lot of fun/highness/craziness during school hours :D lol why geral isnt in here o.o taadah, i shall keep this here till im back.

1week to receiving of eoy art q.

1week to eng oral.

1mth and 1day to start of main papers.

______

我真的坚持不住了
没有想象中的那么坚强

givemesometime.iwillfindmywayout.

nomatterhowterriblyifalltimeandagain.

2009-09-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

this will be the last few post before im gone to study for eoy(:

damnit. almost 30 long q for emaths and amaths. now i feel so sian of maths alr :/ damn. forget it, i shall try to stay positive :D yea, try. im done with 15-.- not bad alr, the fact that i dint fall asleep while doing. phy revision done, a little bit only.

dont like today at all. all those drilling,knocking,hammering due to the lift construction directly outside my flat is making me headache. see staying at the corridor level isnt a good thing afterall. brain wasnt functioning very properly,damn. regretted not going art at pioneer mrt today ): argh, sorry girls.

i carn make it for tmr outing too. sorrysorry.yijin is sad, awww. hahha jinyichen admit that you miss me/my crap can. LOL.

whole load of hw still waiting for me -.- with mrs lim 4 pieces of portrait (ridiculous). damn, i doubt anyone can finish all 4, zz.

kay im gone to studying.hw.watching wo cai.

2009-09-04T23:31:00.006+08:00

tou hen tong ):

nolife ): im lacking of sleep these few weeks like super badly-.- with the load of hw,tests and art stuffs revolving all around me.

progress report back today. no matter how hard we try to score, _ still wont be satisfied, suan le ba. super demoralising, damnit :x but still, 309 did improve okay (its obvious).

and today was like a total rush-.- like art remedial after school all the way till 6.30pm._. i pity the senior lorh. but still er embossing manage to capture my interest a little bit lol. i admit i was daydreaming most of the time, im really too tired to carry on. so well gastric acted up (its getting from bad to worse alr) so got nagged by mrs lim for not eating ): and ended up she provided me with her biscuits (: lol. super clumsy likr srsly. my head kept hitting onto stuffs accidentally within that 4 hours zz.

after that, rushed home for maths tuition (which expected, i was late-.-) alr dead beat by that time alr. skipped dinner. and the best thing is tuition lasted all the way till 11.20pm, wo de tian ah. and my dinner is still in the kitchen-.- best.

1month and 4 days more. -head into wall- its like art commons just ended. and our 3 weeks of prep work gonna start after the holi. i dont like this time eoy timetable arrangement luh-.- whats this, emaths with ss. geog with chem.amaths with physics. (gg) and hart to be the last sub of the whole sec 3 common test and held at 10am zz.

i shall get into serious study tmr alr (: plus finishing up my whole huge load of holidays hw. as usual, sept holidays is filled up by remedials alr, gah :x wanted to go for art outing at pioneer tmr but i need to study ): sorry girls, i will try to attend on the last week.

eve failed to make me high today :/ lol.

2009-09-03T21:18:00.004+08:00

tianah.

"are you going to hand in _(hw)?" been a familiar phrase in 309 alr :/ get punished/kick out of the classroom tgt tsktsk.

this shall sum up everything.
im off to study for amaths test tmr. damn ):

i will be fine. give me a moment more.

2009-09-02T22:04:00.007+08:00

累.

不知还能坚持多久.
觉得自己已经在边缘了.

让我静一静吧

2009-08-31T20:54:00.007+08:00

teachers' day celebration. lol, the aces day walk was oh so boring._. but you see 309 and 310 went high like nobody business xD recess. tio-ed attack by jinsui-.- shes so bao li one lorh >:

followed by nyaa stuff-.- which well was boring too. 1h of hart lesson (this is funny) 309 got pure for that 1h which was like super ridiculous so we got split up into all 5 pure subs which turned out to be messy.duh-.-

our supposed to be portrait sketch/vat task lesson turn out to be a gossiping/chit-chatting/laming lesson with miss ng :D (see how much i envy 105, rawh) although mrs lim instruction was use the last 15min to touch up on your portrait sketch. but you see after mrs lim left for idk what thing, we werent in the mood to draw-.- so ended up talking about lame stuffs with miss ng hahha. :D plus her counting down, "15min...10min...5min, burning time away." and miss ng got her "report book", lolll. 104 is cute can.

celeb was pretty okay. ashley dance is cool :D kaixin singing is funny, the eng part hahha. we got a good time teasing jinsui :D er, mr chia's handwriting was the best one alr xD he always make funny comments on our books, no doubt. and the one on the screen was dorothy's book (rofl, taken by eve) "how old alr, still dont know how to use the calculator","dont play folding and unfolding games with me","are you still in my class","dont need to hand in anymore" LOL. plus the photo of him with 309 boys' toy guns lol.

oh and i see my dear chouchou monkey toh and jinyichen today! tsk, yijin how long have you been missing from art class alr huhhuhuhuhh, slacker xD 'do you have the outing paper' rofl. jinyichen ah jinyichen (i dont miss you crap though, ahem).

jp-ed with clique afterthat. dor made me laugh like nobody business-.- (like srsly, when is the last time ive laugh so much) they with their jinsui story, rofl. which caused me to laugh till i tear and carn eat properly._. obv, they dint let me finish my drink >: lol met hanguang like 2 times and jejun,weikun like 3 times.

shopped around and they bought their carebears(my carebear is save from their toturing alr,woohoo). and they still dont want tell me-.- anw, eve is an easy target hahhha xD

i shall stop thinking. time for me to study my chem and maths test. redox is really killing me-.- trigo is not doing any better too ): plus huanglaoshi compo._.

2009-08-29T22:29:00.006+08:00

dint regret doing for cip today. at least stop me from thinking so many things :x

got scam early in the morning. zz, i feel so dumb to alight from my bro's car at je mrt and hop onto jieyi's dad taxi to science centre when science centre is so near my house. joke of the day man, rawh.

nothing much after that. took frizly as my trainee. uh idk how to spell :/ lol. so most of the time was tagging along with eve,dor and gabriel. you see gabriel's trainee is kenny, and ahem dorothy. lol. gabriel ended up laughing so hard ><

had quite some fun with clique when the trainees went omni. took photos with clique which im waiting for vel to email me. lol watching eve drink milkshake was fun :D (the suan-ing part lol)

uh i feel xin suan for them. uh... carn explain why, jiu shi zhe yang. ended everything at 5pm. dint go jp with them, sorry i was just too tired and feeling _. today ):

pack my room to start serious study for eoy tmr. motivation please.

next week gonna be worse. im sure of it man. week flooded with remedials alr :/ chem and amaths test on wed._. sj after school on wed (ah eng oral ><), chem remedial after school on thurs. hart remedial after sch on fri-.-

well life is stress as usual ): next year gonna be worse... im gonna split into numerous parts soon. plus thurs's art common results really demoralise me or perhaps us. im just speechless. need to pick myself up and continue. hart girls, jiayous. carebear care for you (:

i need to talk to geral. but shes at pulau ubin ): boohoo. and yuhan is gone at pulau ubin too = lesser crap during art class tmr ):

snapped.

2009-08-28T22:32:00.007+08:00

this week is worse than last week-.- with so many things going on and so many things being pushed to me, best.

having spa after spa-.- 3 chem spa straight for conseceutive days (enough to kill). eating up into whatever periods that is available, like the whole of recess and missing assembly plus after sch._. ownage. see 309 grown smarter to bring lunchboxes when we have chem after/before our breaks. been staying back like 4 out of 5 days these week.

things were not right since wed but i tried hard enough alr. until today._. fine my fault, what also my fault. thanks lorh.

sorry girls. im very dao and sian diao today despite those jokes/crap/nonsense. sorry ): i guess i dint even speak more than 10 sentences since after recess. sorry geral, i kept dao-ing you during chem and ss >: and not replying to your questions :/ i just want to have some time to get over it. but that cartoon er cmi yea lol. (but it looks cute lah). jason, dont lie, see you're not that smart. your spy got exposed by me.

maths tuition cheers me up a lil bit. cher was funny but he was right afterall. 'you think too much, just follow your instinct' my zhi jue is quite right most of the times leh. best, he know my character through how i do my maths zz. nvm, im super gong today. and i dont really like linear laws rawh.

thurs was another sian day. just that i managed to not break down. talked to geral, zt and josh in the morning. basically solving geral's prob, another one who thinks too much -shakes head-
cip with 309 @ science centre tmr. something that helps to lift the load of my mind at least. but geral is at pulau ubin-.- sian.

one blow after another. best, i had enough of it. sick and tired of it like srsly. im speechless, dont wish to comment alr. so be it. damnit.

too many things on hand. too many things to think and worry about. dont wish to snap like a rubberband or break down agn. sian, i need time to get over these.

anw, thanks geral.thanks jason. (:

drained.

2009-08-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

累坏了自己

im drained by a whole chunk of activities/remedials that is going on >: fully explains why i kept staring into the sky these days.

i shall do a proper post this weekend after cip.

2009-08-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

im saying byebye to my L1R5 this commons to be less than 10 ._. so close, 1 mark leh wth ): shall work hard for eoy :D though i guess this eoy gonna be a tough one :x

term 4 week 3. so close yet so far. i carn bring myself to focus, carn bring myself to slack too._. at least started on egeog and phy today :x lol chunyi,hanguang and jiaying motivated me that little bit. teeny weeny bit.

damn, my voice aint getting any better, aint getting any worser too ): vel's fisherman friend doesnt work (cus im not a fisherman's friend. wow haowei, how interesting.) glad thing is im not having dry cough :D

been enjoying myself in class recently. for certain lessons only, obv-.- 309 is a great class still :D laughing like nonstop during chia's lesson, but i did pay attention at least. unlike geral ahem. i think she gonna kill me sooner or later xD plus spamming eclipse/impact during lessons.

hart was cmi. pop art is _ (fill in the blank yourself :D) what makes pop art pop. what an interesting q ._. -stun- goodthing, im not taking paper 3 for hart during 'o' levels, rejoice! but still, i need to read up-.- everytime mr tan uses cheem art terms, the 5 of us stun._. commons exam paper is not back yet due to lack of time,expected, phew.

lunch was vulgarities/sick topic session._. you see with dorothy around, what can you expect lol. -clears throat- 'daphne is very quiet' lol, sad to say. i dint even open my mouth also tio shoot._. im speechless lol. but it was an interesting session. sorry, i rly carn drink fast :x wo bu shi gu yi de.

obv, after lunch. as soon as we enter the classroom, _ pms._. we were very speechless, duh. oh well, haii. redox is drivin me crazy ): suan le, i shall read it up on myself.

study date this thursday :D yay.

kay im off to study/tv/slack. lol. and i will be back this weekend. yep (:

2009-08-22T19:28:00.002+08:00

hectic week. fully explains why im so sian/stone/slow/lag this week. sleeping as early as 9.30pm, i wanted to start on my hw but fell asleep instead, sad to say.

no idea why im feeling so tired and restless this week. still, i need to improve esp egeog.ss.eng. oh crap ): eoy starts on week 3, people are alr mugging now, when commons just ended._. see how no life sec 3s are. like most of them are alr zz.

slept in till 2pm today._. thanks to the medicine that drove me drowsy. but still i have a long and nice sleep finally (its been ages._.) i miss sec 1 and sec 2 life like srsly ): those times were a great fun.

sec 3 life is really no life. being in 309 can be taxing and stress, though fun. sometimes demoralising lorh. oh and our classroom got a fishtank smell lol, due to the aircon zz.

art class tmr. im finally back in action, lol. (sorry girls) and mon.tues, totaldefenceproj yea. another hectic week ahead.

ive only finish my maths hw._. and now pop art ppt. "whats make pop art pop" interesting q._. lastly, portrait sketch._. oh damn. and after this weekend, i guess i'll be back to serious study agn.

2009-08-21T16:45:00.003+08:00

results are back except for 2 more. chi.hart. quite/not so happy (:(

hart is screwed i guess, i'll be happy if i can get an a2 like srsly._. as expected, chem is not an a1. but i dint expect myself to get an a2. so good enough, quite satisfied alr (:

ss is screwed,told you. fail ss._. fail+fail=epic fail-.- and this time my combined humans gonna pull my overall percentage down. damnit ):

amaths was :D 33/35 (: dint expect it to be better than emaths before receiving it. satisfied with self. chia want to whack me cus of my oh-so-wonderful free hand sketch of the circle diagrams due to lack of time (i guess he had a hard time seeing it hah). "wo ta ni ah" lol-.- anw, i want my water wally(belly) ); he scam people one.

oh china trip is cancel. screw h1n1-.- goodthing, more time to study eoy. sadthing, overseas with half squad is gone ): miss yeo is funny "can you all give me some response, like if you all are happy or sad" obv, most of us are sad._. so another local camp arranged for us after eoy.

today was uh not so fun. nothing much actually. except that mr ren came to our hart lesson. lol and as usual it was silent._. and ms rani is nice to release us early for recess :D chem is boring. with miss chian nagging at our results ._. ss is okay. maths is funny, i think mr chia dint sleep last night, he was blur today hah.

tuition later. when im like sick now. oh im so heaty that my lips went so dry that it cracked and bled-clapclap- after school, nosebled zz (even better-.-) got a feeling, im gonna be down with a fever soon. gah.

2009-08-20T20:58:00.004+08:00

im dead beat after two long days. like srsly. sup lack of sleep ask those around me, my mind totally blank out today and half of the time i was in my own dreamland, daydreaming-.-

and i think i lose my balance like a lot of times today. forgot that i was holding on to the class key and made 309 waited outside during lunch._. sorry 309. (they were nice people :D)

yst was _. eat my breakfast at 6 plus pm, how great. expected when theres chem spa before recess-.- but parade was fun. ahem thanks for those suan-ing. oh, sidetrack, i screw up my combined humanities this time, confirm.

today was okay. nothing much during curriculumn. except the girls are harassing my carebear-.- (you see my carebear is popular) lol. they placed it at high and low places, made it jump,split and fly and i dont know what they did to it zz-.-

and art was funny. drove me to laugh till i cry and carn speak-.- life with miss ng is fun :D i miss those times ): lol veldas comment was super hilarious. "the tree produces women".

after school. hart agn. clara got excited with carebear lol. we're alr frantically busy this year, i wonder what will happen to us next year. drypoint was _ . senior invited back to demo to us, i think hes ke lian lol.

but its a new experience. umm, like washing hands with cooking oil etc. and tiner drove me headache till now. the smell stinks ): ended at 5 plus, drove all of us dead beat. homed with jieyi and clara after that.

amaths and ss paper coming back tmr ): ohno. thanks lorh timothy, you still have your commons on :D -laugh at you-

i think quite a lot of ppl screw commons this time round. hey people cheer up kay :D whats done is done, work harder for eoy. jiayous sec3s.

2009-08-18T18:39:00.004+08:00

im feeling sick agn ):

though i manage to have some good sleep yst.but now sore throat, headache, feverish. ._. never once after art exam that im not sick, i realised. i bet my doctor is going to nag at me as usual >< oh great.

oh pandadol is of no use anw-.- it just makes you drowsy. like i fell asleep while bloghopping, leaving my comp on yst night ._. good thing, my bro realised it. zz.

2009-08-17T21:39:00.005+08:00

hey, im back(: im free now :D woohoo. im high today :D highhighhigh.

1. commons is over @ 5.57pm today :D yay monster, there you goes. bye :D lol hart preople totally got suan after most of 309 finish their pure at 9.45am-.- and though i dint manage to finish my art final piece (but it looks completed though._.) lol.

2. 32/35 for emaths commons :D lalalala xD gwen, im not crazy-.- oh the 3 marks is gone for nothing srsly. if it was not for my carelessness-.- argh. oh sad to say, maths defeated art lol. but still, daddy lost the bet to me, yay. he sounded sad, hah.

about yst, chiong art prep till 2.30am yst._. bro and dad wanted to accompany me. but well daddy fell asleep after 5 min-.- snoring away zz. bro lasted till 2am and went to sleep lol (or rather was chased to sleep by my mum). so as usual, mummy kept me entertain till 2.30am :D she was watching the tv lah lol. (some yuan lai jiu shi ni thingy)

best. anw, today was such a bore. you see, chem, half of the class staring into blank air, daydreaming. i nearly fell asleep-.- plus 36 'huh' faces. lol, nobody understand lorh-.- maths was hilarious, though chia scold scold scold, lol "你加这里，那里也要加，不然哪里会 balance" funny shit. drove the whole class laughing like mad-.- i guess we really upset him.

most of the time, i was entertained by geral lol. hor geral, scandalous xD goodluck man :D who ask you so big mouth-.- and ofc we tried to hack into her hp-.- what a great hp pw you have-.- zz. lol anw, it was funny. we tried a lot of funny combination :D like dor's vulgar pw-.- (as usual).

oh and geral gone crazy today due to maths results, lol. shouting "CONGRUENCY, SIMILARITY" in the canteen -.- which drove me, eve and dor to bu ran shi ta lol. anw cheer up lah :D

physics was at least more fun. though some were in lalaland. lol. hart exam was ._. , 3 hours was long, but i carn finish it-.- damnit. oh, it was really sian, its like dozing off-.- i think miss ng is more sian to invigilate us lol. song ru still rushing for her 'o's, hmm. next year ><

oh and goodluck jinsui,wanxin for clit :D jiayous kay.

half of clique went westmall, while the other half having hart test-.- lol. interesting lorh. wheres our pencilcase huhuhuhuh. lol.

kay im off to sleep @ 10pm today (great improvement :D)

2009-08-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

lack of inspiration. no arty farty feel. no art atmosphere. best thing, i've spill a glass of water over my prep work and the glass broke (how pro am i._.) hand hurting agn ):

half of my prep gone-.- equal to half of my effort yst gone agn. (best.) found out that gazing stars is a good way to destress :D and find inspiration lol. anw, i yearn to go to the beach,face the sea and scream (i must be crazy).

enough for art. i love physics more. yay, though the chapt on light for me is still very unstable-.- going to pon art tmr to do art prep. (how great-.-) sorry girls. i think i disappear from art class a lot recently._.

kay im off to study physics (:

2009-08-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

//edited @ 12.23am.

i fear that i carn finish my art prep work on time :x im still stuck on my first piece of observational (see how great this is)-.- total gg.

tou hen tong ): but well i still carn stop working. and after that my hand will start to vibrate agn. (yay-.-). its another sui mian bu zu de ye wan i guess.

but still goodluck to the rest of the girls (: quai dian find your inspirations for those who haven.

my eyes are going to shut soon alr. but well... haiiz. forget it. shall stop thinking about it. happy thing today (: 7 papers down, 2 more to go. i screw up 1 of them, yea ss. total screw up. i'll be glad if i pass it-.-

the rest was okay. im happy with both of my maths at least :D im praying for a1s._. although 3 marks flew off for amaths alr. due to tangent and secant (expected) -.- how i see also cannot see, like mr chia say lorh._. "cannot see means cannot see, you see 100 times also cannot see" zz. totally gave up on that q. gosh. oh amaths paper was tedious, compared to a, e maths was way easier for once.

chem was okay. but i think i can say byebye to my a1 for chem alr._. damn. eng was :D summary was nice lol. chi gong han was not as diff as expected. lol. (cus its complain letter, you see.) egeog was not bad (: but i dont think i can reach my target this commons alr, argh.

today was fun :D clique cheer me up a lot, like rly. i laugh a lot. with dor's piano skills, which eve said its very vulgar, truth on dare (it was uh _. i know im lagging._. as usual.), and these 3 words "flirtatious","scandalous","hopeless" lol. yea you know what i mean hah. -shakes head-

they are going out on mon after sch ): obv. me,vel and jieyi carn go due to h.art exam. damn, i want my life :x gah.